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 Jul 2018 Barker
kyss
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 Jul 2018 Barker
kyss
the girl who loves you
she's so much prettier than me
she's much more stable than me
she's better than me
I will never be enough
you're too amazing
and I could never be what you need
or what you want
I'm worth nothing
I don't deserve to be loved
 Jul 2018 Barker
kyss
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 Jul 2018 Barker
kyss
I had a dream,
or a vision,
or whatever you call them.

my future,
and guess what love,
you were in it
 Jul 2018 Barker
Ksenia
In Mourning
 Jul 2018 Barker
Ksenia
Darling,

I'm in love with you.
And I can't sleep because I am mourning for us.
You will leave,
You have no choice.
I will stay...
But we could have had such a great life together.
Oh darling can you imagine?
Waking up to each other every morning and falling asleep tangled into one, as the moon bathed us in her shimmering light.
Promising to stay by each other's side till death finally caught on to us, realising that our happiness is far too good to be true.
Darling, there is so much to say, but no words to say it with.
Can't we figure this out?
Is there really no other way?
Darling I love you.
 Jul 2018 Barker
kyss
Screen
 Jul 2018 Barker
kyss
Every time
My phone
Lights up
I check it
And hope I’ll see your name
On my screen
 Jul 2018 Barker
kyss
I dream
 Jul 2018 Barker
kyss
I dream of laying in your arms
Watching beauty and the beast
I dream of kissing you
On New Year’s Eve
I dream of the future
And think of the present
And past
But it makes me sad
Because I have doubts that
These dreams
Will come true
 Jul 2018 Barker
kyss
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 Jul 2018 Barker
kyss
I loved what we had,
but here's the thing,
I only want it with you
 Jul 2018 Barker
kyss
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 Jul 2018 Barker
kyss
you made me so happy
I forgot I was numb
you made me so happy
I didn't realize I fell in love

now it's too late
and I've messed up what we had
I'm sorry I still bug you
I just miss having you around
 Jul 2018 Barker
kyss
presence
 Jul 2018 Barker
kyss
I crave your presence
your gentle smile
the comfort of your arms

please stay a while
 Jul 2018 Barker
kyss
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 Jul 2018 Barker
kyss
Shaking in my bed
As I tell myself it’s fine
Try to convince myself
I’m in control
And it’s not my starving body
That makes me sick
 Jul 2018 Barker
kyss
Not okay
 Jul 2018 Barker
kyss
I’m not okay
No matter how many ******* times
You ask
I’ll never be okay
I’ll say I’m fine because it’s easier than explaining my pain
And all it’s roots and factors
Everything connected into the mess of me
I can’t ******* explain it
And I just want somebody to hold me and listen
As I attempt to accurately explain my pain
But I can’t describe it and I can’t control it
And I wish I was dead so I didn’t have to deal with it
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