They say "I hope you die,"
and I reply "I wish."

I held you in my arms like a doll,
The Fairy's Fairy so small,
We were both identical;
Yet I was big and you were small.
My wings were colored like a sunset and yours were too,
I wore flowers in my hair and so did you,
There were flowers also on our wings;
And we both did sing.
And behold you held a Fairy too,
One even smaller than you,
And all three of us was identical;
And she held another Fairy I believe,
You could hardly see her because she was so small.
Now all four of us are together,
And we never leave each other ever,
The golden rays linger over our heads;
As life marches on ahead.

*~Marian~

Winter air moves in
Soon snow shall cover the ground
Just like Autumn leaves.

...

I am alone, beneath the skin of a smiling girl.

I am weak, underneath the tough words.

I cry when the doors are closed

and I lie when I'm vulnerable.

I'm scared of the entire world

I hate to know pains cold fingers

they linger their frozen touch on my heart

and it's there I know I am falling apart.

I break like glass thats already cracked

shattered asunder, just like that.

Sometimes, while my lips quiver and my eyes shine with unshed tears

I think about what there isn't to fear.

What is the reward of this wayward place

Ridden in hate

I cant walk a mile in anyone else's shoes

I haven't even ran in my own

My heart cant bare the thought

Of stepping outside it's home

Oh yes, it's been broken

And yes, it's done wrong,

but that imperfect heart

that broken, hurt swollen heart is strong.