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B May 2013
i hope
that the next time she sees me
it's on tv
and she'll be like
who is that
he's ****
and then she'll see the name
flash on the screen
and realize
that it might be
oh yes it is
me
she can't disguise me
she may despise me
but at least she sees me
on the tv
B May 2013
if you make a concrete judgement of somebody without fully getting to understand them, that's a sign of stupidity, and that's what she did to me

and my family, without even knowing my mother and father, she didn't even bother

to recall why she'd often dismiss, them as just religious, freaks who took care of their kids, and didn't get divorced, stayed together through the weather

she claimed they only did it cuz of the kids, but they're out of the house now, and my parents are still together and in love

what she couldn't find, within our family, and her simple mind, is that they would have loved her too, if she would've accepted them, or got to know them, or had a talk, or just listened, but instead, she placed them in a class with the rest, of the people she thought she knew best

but look inside and you might find that she don't know her self, and that's why she has to place, this label upon those who say grace, before they eat dinner

my mother and father, i love, so much. and that's why it hurt when she said they are weird. and that they're the reason my brother smoked crack.

**** that. tears come down my face are dried, the stains from her lies still infiltrate my eyes. but it's okay, i live and forgive another day, just like my parents taught me

move on and pray
B May 2013
happiness
all i want
it's not a front
can't roll in a blunt
something i drink
or swish
or sweet
not something to eat
or a quick feel
not a tug on the reel
a new steering wheel

but it's what i want
and i'm gonna find it
trying to figure out where to look
i've read a number of books
to see what in the world
happiness looks
like

i saw it in a kid
he was riding his bike
and another little boy with his father
flying a kite
i saw it in the face
of the kenyan who won the boston marathon race
i saw it in the eyes
of a young couple
and it was two guys
i see it in the sun
in the beaming rays
when it grazes my face

i smell it in the kitchen
mother's cooking dinner
the roast is in the oven
and the dog is by her side
i saw it in her face
in her eyes
when id come home from work
she'd jump off the couch
in a very quick spurt
and start barking
jumping
and licking
and playing
happiness
i miss it
wish it was staying

i'm gonna find it
no matter how hard i try
i'm going to make it
through the world i'll glide
in happiness
i always strive
for happiness

but how do i get it?
do i stop try?
or go harder?
travel waters uncharted
boats not chartered
i seek happiness
i want to be smarter

i'd rather it not
have a price
can't be bought
but happiness
past present
all i sought
all i seek
just had a dream
and in the future
i see
happiness
B May 2013
gettin up
in the morning
thinkin about
why i'm so not
not not
happy
cuz all this ****
done had me
locked in a cage
of emotion
i'm chokin
but ****
haha
after while
i catch a quick breathe
of oxy
and generate something
better than hate
dancin around
in my house
havin the most fun that i've ever had
by my *******
self
B May 2013
doing my first molly pill
at dragon con
and seeing u get into my car
all gothed out
i was like
man what the hell
but u carried it well
stepping out of the girl
taking a second glance
couldn't help but look u up and down
and smile
and
****
thought faded out
to something else
but
i just wanna chill and listen to this music
and feel that
again
you know
B May 2013
when you want something you can't have
yet
you still feel like
you have it
so you forget
that it's not really yours
never really was
just a rental
to take for a spin
throughout this life
in the world
B May 2013
they raised us
to be different
and we are
to be proud
because weird
is definitely
a good thing
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