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B Apr 2013
when u see the light
u start to feel the hate from outside
when **** gets dark
who's gonna be there
remember
despite the doubt
that hurts u
this pain is a memento
to remind u
of what we been thru
growing up as a child
goin wild
side by side
was u
my brother
my sister
i think of u
when i need to build
shoulder to lean
stayin clean
on the scene
regardless of the hate i see
i remember where i came from
who i am
and i not only do what i can
i do what i must
u always been there
for me to trust
thank u
i love
B Apr 2013
Things may change, the economy may rain, or I may make it rain, and go to strip clubs every night, living at the top floor of a sky rise. Nah thanks. I like to keep it among the people, that seek real wholesome things, and not just the evil humanity brings.

Understand what I'm saying when I write it? The pen is the plane and I am the pilot. I have an unlimited amount of sky mileage. But the baggage it brings to let your mind sing whatever it must sing. I'm sending signals out like a ping, blast your spyware and make the speakers of your computer ring. That's the bell to your house, and I just snuck out, so quick and so rapidly the cash that I count, from your bank account, which now has zero amount, but you'll always amount to something, I guess.

Success is something that brings more success, and life is like a ****** up game of chess, where not everyone has all the pieces, only start with a pawn, before they know it that **** is all gone, create a masterpiece with whatever you must, learn to trust, learn to bust, and understand completely and logically that without you there would be no me.

All one in the same, the blood not the gang, the spirit inside, the look in the eye, will tell you the truth, face to face man to man, who is really out there? Who is in there. A line in the sand. A line on this poem, a wish and a can. Goodnight, no fright, only good dreams tonight.
B Apr 2013
feelings must be communicated
to be specific
the rivers of thought are deep like the pacific
thoughts are like the wind
that make the walls of the mind quake
and crash against the sand
a tsunami it can bring
if not groomed properly
accurately
and carefully
be at peace with the storm
find the right rain
to keep your ocean healthy
and flowing
without pollution
stop consuming
the unnecessary thoughts and habits of love
that become infatuation
fly away like a dove
or a seagull caught in a hurricane above sea
it didn't listen to his friends
and they left him to be
taken control of by something too strong
now he is left with sweat in his palm
hoping for the day
praying for a way
for someone with a preserver
to deliver him from pain
B Apr 2013
Where r u
as of now or later in a past or present time r u aging like fine wine or r u inclined to melt down at the spine
B Apr 2013
letting go of resentfulness
and regret
and shame
and all those things that you bring
when you break
and think and think and think
stay awake late at night
and say stupid things
and punch the headboard of your bed
as you think about all that went wrong
if it aint wrong it aint right
if it aint rough it aint right
be okay
with the pain
and take away
the anger
breathe
and enjoy your life
be blessed
no one knows how u changed
especially if they were with you
people go through phases
of life with u
don't matter
to them
they're your friend
always be there
phone call away
whether you go afloat
they know you'll come back
in a day
the difference time makes
and change
is inevitable
when it snows or it rains
the flower blooms
and dies again
and again
life is like
something i can't describe
if i tried to make a million metaphors
B Apr 2013
if you stop following the rules
they say you have disorder
even if it's just a little bit
and they can't pinpoint who you are to them
borderline personality disorder
everything's either evil, or good
people are placed in categories
to the extreme
then it calms down
it's called
hyper mood swing
bi polar
tri polar
quadruple by pass aint savin me
**** the rules
manic impressive
your diagnosis is depressive
can't handle a little love
a little chat
a little quiet
some existence
you can't see
or feel
hyperbole turned real
is a psychopath's mind
errrr
i'm like a dog on a leash
waitin to bite
the first ******* i see
if he acts up
B Apr 2013
****
if you're having them with someone
who is talking **** about your family
making judgements
telling you that you're conceited
and you never listen

comedians are so cocky
she'll say
with that **** coming out of her mouth voice

and now i'm here
by myself
still listening to her
and she's not even ******* here
why the **** do i do this to myself
wake up
and think
and stay awake last night
and think
had a drink
two, three
then i was like
i'm leaving this bar
this is ******* stupid

becuase the more i drink
the more i feel
like this

is it still the alcohol?
i can't tell the difference anymore
**** her

the opposite of love is indifference
and i remember the signs
"who even cares?"
in an email
and the reason she didn't call me
"it wasn't important"
i'm not important

why do i still care
why am i left here
having these thoughts
by myself
in an isolation
and she's out
living
and forgetting
and not feeling
what i feel

what lesson did she learn
about the bridge she burned

and the tears fall
it's stupid
i can't get out of it

but yes i can
there is hope
but first i gotta write about it
because
i have to write about something
and i have't been able to write about anything
because i'm scared
that i'll open it back up

**** that
i learned my lesson
eat this **** up
and spit it back out
like **** coming out of my mouth
but the opposite of love isn't hate

why am i here again?
why do i feel this way?

take pleasure take pain
but feel okay
tomorrow is a better day
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