While we wait for never playing pretend, why we call out for answers can't wait till the end.
What will it be like?  How will I live? Who will I fall for? When will I forgive?
Alternate paths lay before my eyes every face I meet I wonder how were alike, all built different but tuned into one thought, all capable of love but not one you bought.
Cashed in kindness cause you want it in return, I left with no answers sorry to leave a burn, not built to make anybody complete, I will love you till forever but not if you make me weak.
Getting a grip on what holds you down, sharing my thoughts wash it off pass it around, not ashamed of my curses I’ve got plenty to show, don't hide them away let everybody know, its all one moment what’s actually going on, just a shame nobody truly belongs,
Fleeting emoticons catching me of guard, I try to stay away but I never get far, always moving but seeing the same streets all-full of memories tied to my feet.
Chained to these thoughts chasing me all day controlling my progress but come what may, I am this collective thought and its mine to defend, I am making my own way smoking till the end.


Lucious. T

Bring me your tired souls,
Of flesh burned
Marked limbs with numbers,
Age is nothing to me.

Still thy beating heart
Your song trembles,
Words of melody
Writes thy voice.

To thee a single petal
Of motionless thought,
Coalesce into thine mind,
You are the one.

Surging distress,
Lament one’s dying love.
For thy heart beckons
It’s hymn to me.

Indulge thyself
Into the sea.
Searching for love’s
True self.

I'm addicted to crying,

for salty droplets of regret

to drip across my cheeks.

Craving dampened promises

to rain down from my blood stricken eyes.

Wanting to peel away at my flesh.

Tainted by words unclean.

Filthy fingers of actions taken

silence screams of breath,

running their nails from nape to chest

opening trenches infected by whispers.

Lies seep from oozing wounds

festering from the tears shed

that hit the floor like toxic waste

eating up memories like acid

to pictures engulfed in flames.

I'm addicted to crying.

I dont know where to go
Blind to this new
Fog clouds my path
Im searching for you

Your love was exposed
Too hurt to be fooled
You tried to stand tall
When inside you were torn

Lied to your heart
Another day faded
You walked toward the dark
Consumed by the hatred

I dont know where to go
Blind to this new
Fog clouds my path
Im searching for you

I tried to connect
Drank poison from wine
Your scars wont detach
Youre giving up on you

Ill be your shadow
Be there by your side
Save light from the dark
Mend your broken heart

I dont know where to go
Blind to this new
Fog clouds my path
Im searching for you
Im searching...

Mind rot,
syllables of flawless flakes
decay, scouring brain waves
feasting on this confusion.

Sewn lips stretch to make sound
knees buried in dirt,
worms burrow their holes
deep within heart.

Gnawed off fingertips
claw breathless air,
your shadow lingers
but for a second.