The greatest gift under the tree
Would for me to find a loving family
To give me hugs
To make me smile
To wipe away my tears
To adopt me as their child
To give me a life
To grow up in a loving home
To make me a child that you can call your own
Will you complete my story and give us both, a happy ending.

A dream that seems so realistic but at last it is just a dream that simply fades away tugging at your heartstrings everyday but getting some comfort knowing they are all ok, just from one dream, that slowly fades away...

I may not be exactly where I want to be but where I’m going is where the adventure will await me

A new adventure is there on the horizon
Just squint your eyes, look harder, reach out, take a leap of faith
Don’t let the adventure slip away

I want an adventure with you
Only you
Just us
You and me
To the point of no return
Sharing laughter, love, and compassion
Where we can just be us
Only us
Together.....
Oh wait
We get that
Everyday
All day
Us
Forever

Adventure is out there
Waiting for you to follow it
Surrounded by nature
The sun peeking through the trees
Birds chirping and bright colors to see
Follow your intuition
Trusting your path
Make every step count
Make every moment last
Adventure awaits for you today!

Adventure is waiting
A new beginning
On the road to a new start
Tears a sadness
Tears of happiness
Here’s to the start of our new life...

Miss y’all already.....
Love you always and forever to the moon and back

Afraid is ok, but not doing something because your afraid, won’t allow you to grow within yourself as a person…


Sometimes you need change.
Sometimes you need a different atmosphere. Sometimes you need to let go.
Sometimes you need to move on.

Being afraid doesn’t mean you can’t do it
It means that your human instincts are telling you, ITS OK, and change is on the way…

Not every time
After a storm
Will a rainbow shine....
Even though you can’t see it
It may still be there
If you look closely
Through the clouds
Color will shine
Sending it’s rays
Down to the ground
If you get lucky
You may see double
Meaning magic will happen
Leaving you less troubled

Old soul


Young at heart


Defining moments

A vivid dream
Of a girl hitting on me
Flirting with me
Kissing me
I think I liked it
But it was just a dream....
Or was it?

Ever just wanna cry
Having tears fall from your eyes
No explanation on why
But, just to sit in a dark room and cry

Catching emotions in the palms of your hands
Dripping like a leaking faucet
Falling through the broken cracks in your fingers
Collecting like a puddle after a hard nights storm

Ever just wanna cry
Having tears fall from your eyes
No explanation on why
But, just to sit in a dark room and cry

Sometimes, you just need a really good cry
With absolutely no explanation on why….

I am
Growing
With fire
Inside
Calming my
Energy
Relaxing my
Mind
It does take
Time
But I’m willing
To try
Cleansing my
Soul
Feeling so
Alive

We are all born the same way
We are all born naked
But some of us are born with the invisible cloak of creativity

Sometimes you have to put yourself out there and show both sides of you. Fresh face and made up face. Never be afraid to just show your true self and remember we have all a place.

All I
“Want”
And
All I
“Need”
Are two totally different things...
Give that some thought during this difficult and uncertain time...

What are you doing on top of me
He whispered softly in my ear
“I’m giving you all of me”

Stagnant air
Filling your lungs
Beautiful sounds
Become noise as one
Light shines
Through the darkness
Tangible objects
Disappear in thin air
Smelling things
That are no longer there
Seeing sights
Through a blind persons eyes
Stepping into someone else’s shoes
Just for one minute
Can open your senses
Giving you a world of a surprise

To almost come full circle
Is perfectly imperfect
Filling the void of struggle and guilt
Holding onto that one thing in life
That you still can’t figure out

Have you ever felt like you just disappeared
Lost
Forgotten
Like a faded picture through the years
Only holding on to memories yet holding back the tears
Screaming and crying but no one can hear
A daily struggle tackling your fears
Alone....

The feeling of being alone
Even though your surrounded by a million people...

Why does the summer breeze feel so cold....
.....because you left us to face this world alone.....

Ever feel alone in a crowded room yet everyone is talking to you or maybe subconsciously talking about you through hidden jokes making a idiot out of you...

Some people like
To be alone
I, on the other hand, do not...
It’s going to be a long 4 days...
I’m not ready for this at all...

Heaven
Is
You
Holding
My
Beating
Heart
Always

Unfathomable times
Indescribable measures
Forever in our hearts
We will always be together

All eyes on me
Always
I need to be the center of attention
Always
Put the focus on me
Always

Why are some people like this?
Always in the spotlight
Always need to be noticed
Maybe take a step back
And see the world a little different
Unfocus your camera lens of your eyes
So maybe the world would see you a little clearer
And for that reason you will always be seen...

When you least expect it you come across
The memories with those in which we have lost
A picture
A video
A card
An old post
Floods our memories gates
Making our tears burst
Full of emotions
Realizing that so many have been lost
But we’ll always cherish them
Deep within our hearts

Let me set the scene....
Grocery shopping 11:30 am...
Pennsylvania, Giant Grocery Store...
Older lady in sweat pants and sweater, wearing a tiara( yes tiara)
Is on Facebook live ******* about something...
I first though she was angered over “white rice” and the ingredients being in two different languages
Not the case....
It was over
“White Race”
She wants to shop where it is only white people and only in English.....
Let me ask a question.... what is the national language of America?
Answer: there is actually no official national language of America.
Among all the profanity spewing out of her mouth she was wasn’t even making sense in anything she was saying
She wanted to shop where only white peoples shop, as she yells “This is America“ and as the cashier is of Asian decent and the cashier we were at was African American
She only wants English to be spoken or written as there are families speaking in Spanish behind her in line  and most of her grocery’s are in two languages
She, I guess, felt entitled because she was wearing a tiara ( your not royalty)

WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TOO?
If you don’t like it...
Turn it off
Don’t go out of your house
Move somewhere else

This is America
We are diverse
We are multicultural
We are one
We speak many languages
We ALL fight for our freedom no matter our race or background

Get off your high horse and shut your mouth if you don’t have any facts to complain about in this day and age
Do we all agree on everything in this world, No we don’t and we all have our opinions and that’s perfectly fine
But to openly complain about absolutely nothing is immaturity at its finest....
I pray for you and all those who think it’s ok to make a scene for no reason at all and to think it’s ok to do so....

Are you a mom?
How do you answer that
When you have no physical proof of human life
No, I mean yes, no I’m not…
It’s just easier to say No
Then to answer with Yes
Since you know it’s followed by a millions questions you’d rather not answer
So quietly you carrying in your heart your little Angel, trying to be strong everyday…

Pour a glass of fizzy soda
Take a drink, quenching your thirst
Tiny bubbles tickle your nose
Disappearing like tears falling down your cheek

Like walking in the sand
Leaving footprints as you walk
Washing away when the ocean waves come up

Boiling water
Steam rising up
Fading away as it rises up

Fireworks bursting in air
Lighting up the sky
Dissipating to who knows where

Many analogies of things we see
But go away to where we don’t know

Even though you see things everyday
Just because there “gone”
Doesn’t mean you can’t feel them anymore....

Falling
Down
Only
To
Realize
We’re
Getting
Back
Onto
Our
Own
Two
Feet
Again
To
Turn
Over
A
New
Leaf
That’s
­Just
Shedding
It’s
Colors
To
Make
A
Fresh
Start...

A new life is brewing
Want to come and see
Follow and see where my dreams take me
I’m making a wish
Starting to believe
Can’t wait to see
Where this new journey will lead me
A new start
A new life
A change is happening
Step aside, I’m ready to dive head first into a BIG change
You and me baby
We got this
Our new journey soon awaits
Us

If your scared to take that step forward in life...
Put your feet together
Take a deep breath
Acknowledge how far you have come
Thank God for all you have accomplished
Then, and only then, will you be ready to embark onto your next chapter in your life

Stepping back into a world that you knew before
Regaining trust
Starting anew
Thankful for life
My family and friends too
Today I start a new journey for me
I’m grateful to be where I need to be
Surrounded by people who care for me
Unconditionally
Here’s to a step in the right direction and new journey for me

A new life is coming to be
A new life for you and me
Even if it was unexpectedly
We are happy as can be
To meet you in 2020
When we become a family
You
Me
And
Baby...

Arriving July 2020

I never got to meet you
Since I was saying goodbye as soon as we met....

Staring into the eyes of an angels
She emotes her powerful energy into your soul

She removes her mask
Showing off her captivating and mysteriously ice blue eyes
Want to know more, take a look inside
As she turns around she removes her cape
Unveiling her fluffy white wings as they spread her entire shoulder length
Who are you, you may ask, she replies feeling anxious and shy....
I am you guardian angel in disguise