Your ok

Your doing good

Your doing your best

You feel love

You know your beautiful

You always have me

I HOPE

Your doing ok during this holiday...

To dance upon the stars in the dark lite sky with only the moonlight to shine, casting a shadow of angels nearby...

Everything takes place and happens ( either reality or subconsciously) for a reason.
With no matter in which they occur but only for the soul reason to remind or help
you through a situation from some point in our lives, acting upon the moonlight path in which we walk upon...

Everything takes place and happens ( either reality or subconsciously) for a reason.
With no matter in which they occur but only for the soul reason to remind or help
you through a situation from some point in our lives, acting upon the moonlight path in which we walk upon...

Transcend the toxins out of my being
Breathing in and out
1,2,3
Releasing the poison from inside of me
1,2,3
**** out all the negative energy
Deep breath in
Deep breath out
Feel my soul being drained out
Of all the evil, tiredness of my mind
Regaining my heart back
To its loving state of mind...

Missing out on so much lately yet seeing beauty that’s always been right in front of you outweighs the feeling of missing out...

Mind over matter,  
Dreams over fear.
Risky is good,
When your wishes are near.

I am enough

It will happen

Love yourself

Breath and relax

Lifted spirits

Connect to your heart

I am enough

That’s where you start...

With every droplet of the rain
Pitter
Patter
Inside of my brain
Waves crash upon the shores
Sending you signs behind the door
Bottle them up
Keeping them safe
Memories are forever
Gently embrace...

My balance is off
It’s like I’m standing in the middle of a teeter totter trying to find the center yet continuing to have ups and downs, my balance can not be found...

Out of nowhere
The water starts to run
Flood gates open up
Eyes fill up in a split second
Now I’m drowning in my life

My heart is full of love
Yet half empty with sadness

When you connect with someone
Who you have never met
Face to face
But an instant connection takes place
Two beautiful souls
Miles apart
Yet the magnetic force
Link together our hearts

2020 has been a struggle as so many can say, but for me, particularly, it’s been a struggle everyday.

Dive in
Take a swim
Into my eyes
You’ll end up
Finding the stars
Telling my story
From the beginning
Connecting like a
Constellation
Shown in my
Eyes

Lost connection
Static on the brain
Feeling of emptiness
Somethings not the same

To transition from one place to another is hard in itself, yet transitioning from one world to a different world has been a challenge nonetheless..

One Love
United
Defying Gravity
Home

Faded...


....just like a distant memory or an overexposed photo....

Faded...

Hiding deep inside
Pain can not be seen
Scars hidden by my smile
Laughter covers my insecurities
Confidence nowhere to be found
Like trying to find a four leaf clover or a needle in a haystack
I carry a lot of struggles upon my back
Smile and laughter hides a lot
But I am stronger and a fighter, fear not...

Glass heart
Shattered marks
Fragile to the touch
Handle with care

Sudden disconnect
Change of force
No contact  
Communication lost
Silent voices
No control
Left in the dark
Change of heart
Not understanding
Sudden disconnect
Change of force
What’s next?

Wearing a facade
All day long
Gets tiring
When all you want to do is

SCREAM!

Anyone else with me?

My heart drops deep down in my stomach
I hear the news and I collapse
The damage is done and there's no turning back
But now our lives are on the right track
We embark on a new journey and restart our lives
All things so precious went right before our eyes
We build a new staircase and walk to the top
We all have eachother so nothing much was lost.

In
Hopes
To find
A happy end
I will
Wait for
The flowers
To bloom
Waiting for
The last
Petal
To fall
Once again

Maybe I talk to much...
But who is actually listening?
If I write it down
Put my emotions out there
Maybe someone would actually care...?

Disconnect me
From all the
Negativity
Amen

Looking into a mirror
Isn’t just a reflection of you
It’s a reflection of your

PAST

PRESENT

FUTURE

A glimpse into who you

WERE

ARE

and who you will

BECOME

A reflection is more powerful and illuminating than just seeing what is merely in front of you..

The calming sound from rain falling from the sky
Hitting the ground one droplet at a time
It just something that eases your mind
Enlightening and centering the power within
Through the rain, calmness you will find..

To cut all the dead weight off you...
.....is like lifting the dead weight off your shoulders....
....letting you feel free and beautiful...

How do you let go of something you never had control over
Constant reminders in everyday life
Feeling of excitement through someone else eyes
Yet, I was left, with an empty heart, and tear filled eyes....

Our dreams are just an extension of our physical life, allowing our souls to rise, giving us a glimpse of the other side...

A window of gratitude
The smiles behind the mask
The happiness in the eyes
Even though theirs sadness in our hearts
Be grateful for each day
Even though we may be apart  
A window was never so important
Until it kept us safe yet showed us love
Even from 6 feet apart...

A wondering duck may lose his way but always will find the pond by the end of the day...
Be like a duck...

Holidays look a little different nowadays
No family gatherings or celebrations in many ways
Let’s make the best of what we all have
Pray for those who are sad
Give thanks to those who need it the most
Happy Thanksgiving
Let’s keep having HOPE...

A beautiful soul
Yet an opinionated heart
Can work hand in hand
Only if you make it known
Right from the start

Take me to the gates
Even just for a day
To take a look
Inside of your Heaven
So I know that your ok...

It’s cruel world that knocks you down but only the strong can pick themselves up and try again...

The sun is
Procrastinating
By only peeking
Out from the clouds and
Not fully waking up and starting the day

When you left....
....a part of my heart went with you....

Complicated life
Twisted lies
Road map leading
To the other side

We are one like the trees
Grow with a tiny seed
Planted like the roots to grow
Watered and sowed
Taking time to age
Learning along the way
Broken branches
Tiny holes
Cracking at the seems
Yet growing stronger
Into a beautiful, loving tree

The greatest gift under the tree
Would for me to find a loving family
To give me hugs
To make me smile
To wipe away my tears
To adopt me as their child
To give me a life
To grow up in a loving home
To make me a child that you can call your own
Will you complete my story and give us both, a happy ending.

The stars light up the night sky
Of all those who have departed and died
Not always can be seen in the cloudy of nights
But never too far from our sights...

I will stand up for you when you are down
I will sit next to you when your on the ground
I will hug you when you need it the most
Do not fear me as your ghost
But know I am here
As your protector
Your Guardian Angel
In your times of fear
I am always with you
I am your shadow
On those sunny days...
Be not afraid...

I’m fine
But deep
Down inside
I’m hurting
Breaking
Into pieces
Like an
Unsolved puzzle
Trying to find
The missing
Piece or pieces
But
I’m fine
On the outside

Just like a heartache
Beating out your chest
Sounds of the drums
Playing in distress
Waves crashing in
During high tide
The bellowing sound
Of a plane flying by
Saying your prayers
At the end of the day
Thanking God that
You made it another day
Struggles are real
That’s a part of life
But I wouldn’t change anything
Because I have YOU by my side...

I pier outside my window as snowflakes slowly fall on top of the almost bare branches, creating a frosted look upon the trees...

One sparks
Causes a flame
Burning in my heart
I love you each and everyday

There’s always darkness but there’s always light, shining dim or bright, when you have your Guardian Angel right by your side...