The swirling patterns in the smoke that billows from the burning ashes, gives me the guidance that I’ve been longing after, protection and healing within the rising waters, spiritual love from a higher being above...

Uncomfortable evolution
is a
beautiful transformation

Bring me back to bring me
Guide me on the mystical journey
Healing my soul
Mending my heart
Connecting me to the spiritual work of art...

The day that broke me was the day that half completed me

Poetic me
Comes naturally
Spiritually lifted
Guiding me
Feeling the force
Leading me too
Unexpected surprise
Soothing my soul

Out with old
In with the new
I will carry all the memories
Close to my soul
New year
Time for change
Strengthen from my core
Spiritual healing starts today

I’m going to sit back and take it all in
What a year for all of us this has been
The highs
The lows
The ups
The downs
But, here we are with two feet on the ground
For this is the last day of this year
I will spend it giving cheer
Even though the times are still rough
We can get through anything if we pray hard enough
For me, today, I will reflect on everything that has helped me grow
2020, wasn’t the greatest, but I’ve learned a lot  
I plan on bettering myself
Give my mind a break
Continue on this journey of life
Grow within my experiences
Exceed my expectations
Learn, learn , learn
I’m not saying goodbye to 2020
But rather say “ Thank You”
Sounds crazy but it has changed me for the better
I look forward to 2021
Welcome in a clean slate for myself
Fresh start and a new beginning with an open mind
Thank you 2020, even though it’s been a rollercoaster ride
2021, please be a better, happier, year... For all

I’m going to sit back and take it all in
What a year for all of us this has been
The highs
The lows
The ups
The downs
But, here we are with two feet on the ground
For this is the last day of this year
I will spend it giving cheer
Even though the times are still rough
We can get through anything if we pray hard enough
For me, today, I will reflect on everything that has helped me grow
2020, wasn’t the greatest, but I’ve learned a lot  
I plan on bettering myself
Give my mind a break
Continue on this journey of life
Grow within my experiences
Exceed my expectations
Learn, learn , learn
I’m not saying goodbye to 2020
But rather say “ Thank You”
Sounds crazy but it has changed me for the better
I look forward to 2021
Welcome in a clean slate for myself
Fresh start and a new beginning with an open mind
Thank you 2020, even though it’s been a rollercoaster ride
2021, please be a better, happier, year... For all...

The thing of beauty is closing your eyes and imagining your path is walking among the stars, letting the moonlight shine in your hair, and dancing along the galaxy...

When you transition from a fragile, broken, you, to a strong, healing person, you see the whole world in a different light. Following your intuition, you will get through the dark times, finding the light, only realizing
YOU ARE THE LIGHT

To stand under the moonlight, looking at the stars that fill the sky, I dance along my journey, finding the strong willed girl that’s within sight...

What does the future hold
Grab ahold of time and rewind
Maybe fast forward to simpler times
Never knowing the unknown
May be scary to find
But it’s never to late to focus and wait
Reimagining how far you have come and grown
Like flipping through a scrapbook of memories that you hold
Explains to your younger self this is your story to tell
Ups and downs, valleys and peaks, rivers and oceans deep
We all have layers to our own lives but these layers within ourselves make up our chapters to our storybook through our eyes...

What does the future hold
Grab ahold of time and rewind
Maybe fast forward to simpler times
Never knowing the unknown
May be scary to find
But it’s never to late to focus and wait
Reimagining how far you have come and grown
Like flipping through a scrapbook of memories that you hold
Explains to your younger self this is your story to tell
Ups and downs, valleys and peaks, rivers and oceans deep
We all have layers to our own lives but these layers within ourselves make up our chapters to our storybook through our eyes...

I have fallen
Victim to pain
But through my struggles
I’ve have grown everyday
I am mindful
I am strong
I am loved
I am healing
I have been awakened through a dark time
Shining moonlight from my heart
I am fine...

Scars will always be present but if we sow up the wounds and speak positive from our life experiences, the light will shine through emoting the healing pain of acceptance.

Scars will always be present but if we sow up the wounds and speak positive from our life experiences, the light will shine through emoting the healing pain of acceptance.

I stand at the edge of a waterfall
Watch the water glide down and cascade away
I close my eyes, imagining my pain floating away
Just like the waterfall, I do too release the burden I carry everyday
Allowing the calming sounds of nature around me, soothe my soul and relax my mind, taking me back in time
A time of simplicity, love and peace
A time of happiness within me
Wounds don’t define me
Scars tell my story
Even if the scars are invisible
My heart still feels pain
I stand at the edge of a waterfall
Letting my pain, fall over the edge, simply floating away...

For I feel the power
In
My
Soul
Radiant guides shedding light
Filling my heart up like a sunken pothole
Deep wounds and scars will be healed tonight
For this, I know, the future is bright

I stand outside
Wondering why
These massive amounts of birds are flying by
Suddenly realize, to my surprise
It was to tell me to relax and breath from with inside
As I listen to their sounds floating across the sky

Her heart glows giving off light in the middle of a dark wooded forest. Shining her love throughout the land. Magically portraying her abilities for all the creatures to see. Crossing over a bridge high above the water, she feels the calmness in her soul as she feels a brush upon her shoulder. A warm sensation fills her heart as she connects to the other side. Grasping a crystal she find in her pocket, giving her clarity and sense of relief. She peers into the water, thinking to see her own reflection, but to her surprise, a shadowy figure floats above the water. A blurred image dances with the water running slowly down its path. Just like skipping rocks, making ripple effects, then slowly disappearing. Trying to capture a picture to store in my memory bank, but it’s too late, it’s gone. No matter what I will have a mental picture in my mind of the day I felt relaxed, stress free, centered and connected. All because my heart glows bright and guides me to where I need to be. Helping me learn and grow of these abilities that have always been apart of me.

As so many are blessed with their bundles of joy, or their happy announcements of expecting, I am reflecting on journey over the past several months. I have been blessed through an emotional time in my life. Something I never thought would happen for my husband and I, finally did, but ended up with sadness. This should be our first Christmas with “our little one” yet the unbearable pain knowing that we don’t have it is indescribable. As I am overjoyed for all of those with their little ones or their expecting announcements, I can’t help but feel jealousy and sadness.
If I can take anything from our situation, this is what I personally have learned...
I am blessed. We are blessed. Even under the circumstances. It is hard, frustrating and leaves us feeling empty, but a miracle did happen. That’s the positive within the negative. You’ll always be in our hearts and even though you never made it here, you are always with us.
Merry Christmas 💜

Take a deep breath in  
Exhale it out
Release all the worries and doubt
Close my eyes
Center myself
Cleaning all the negative energy out
Think happy thoughts
Dance among the stars
Follow the moonlight path
Your journey will take far
If you dare to dream
Your wishes will come true
Just take a deep breath in
Exhale it out
Watch your life begin to turnaround

Your story begins at your first breath and every breath from then on creates your own unique storybook

Staring into the eyes of an angels
She emotes her powerful energy into your soul

I am
Growing
With fire
Inside
Calming my
Energy
Relaxing my
Mind
It does take
Time
But I’m willing
To try
Cleansing my
Soul
Feeling so
Alive

In many ways
More than one
Silence is terrifyingly
Satisfying

She is BRAVE

She is STRONG

She is BEAUTIFUL

She is LOVED

She is HUMBLED

She is GROWING

She also is

BROKEN, SAD,TRUSTING, and HEALING

SHE IS (ME)

Today is change
Today is letting go
Today is manifesting
Today is love
Today is learning
Today is new beginnings
Today is living
Today is for ME

Today is change
Today is letting go
Today is manifesting
Today is love
Today is learning
Today is new beginnings
Today is living
Today is for ME

The invisible energy from the sun and moon
Allows you to recharge within yourself
Manifesting your aspirations, hopes and dreams
Shedding the negative weight off of me
Center yourself
Relax your soul
Good things await
For then, Your heart will be full

I stand here
On my own
Spreading my wings
Yet scared to fly

She believed in herself
Trusting her instincts
So why is it so hard for her
To be confident and fly

Standing in the shower I said these words...

“Let the water hit my skin, slowly washing away all my worries and doubt from within. Calm my soul, let the pain go down the drain, I am okay... I am okay. “

(You)
(Are)
(The)
LIGHT
(That)
(Helps)
(You)
GROW
(Within)
(The)
(Dark)
TIMES
(Following)
(Your)
(Beautiful)
HEART

You may have hit rock bottom
But that , my friend, is where the crystals are found and the magic happens...

The calm before the storm
A serene moment of silence

You may have hit rock bottom
But that , my friend, is where the crystals are found and the magic happens...

I can
Carry a lot
But I couldn’t
Carry you

I carry
a lot
But I
lost you

You have followed me around
Since I’ve been a child
I thought it was my shadow
But I have found out, recently
That you are more then my shadow
You are my protector  
My Spirit Guide

Weeping willows cry tears of sadness through the calm of the storm...

The moment when you have no expectations is the moment that your perception will change the path in which everything happens

To breath in light and emote a powerful aura
Is like looking into a kaleidoscope full of ever changing color...

That moment where your heart begins to open up and you pour your emotions out...

Ten years of scars that were on the healing mend
Suddenly got ripped open from end to end...

8 months today
Since I met you
While I lost you

My heart is too
H
E
A
V
Y
To carry all this
L
O
V
E
And this this
Sadness
At the same time...

Long distance is hard but we’re always connected at the heart...

I have a lot of feelings I am working through, I wanted to be honest with you. If I didn’t have a miscarriage back in May, I would be holding my baby today. Finally having a family with Brent, making you an Aunt. I’m sorry it ended in such a horrible way. I feel a disconnect in my heart, I need to find me again, but that’s the hard part. I know in my heart, that I am ok, but this emotional rollercoaster haunts me everyday. I don’t talk about it much, I hide how I feel, but you are the one person that I can be truthful too. It *****, it rough, I feel worthless at times, but I’m trying to be positive as much as I can. I am sorry again but I want to thank you for ALWAYS being there for me and us.

Silent
W
H
I
S
P
E
R

In the
DARK

Sudden
M
O
V
E
M
E
N
T

Gives you
CHILLS

Nevertheless
A
N
G
E
L
S

Are very
NEAR...

Even though you cannot see

Just

BELIEVE!