February 14....

Valentines Day.....

365 days a year to say
“I Love You” in any way...

Why wait for this one “Special Day?”

When you can show love and appreciation throughout  the year
Making every moment

(Valentines Day)

Always look at the positive things that may have occurred or that will occur....

It’s my “Happy Juice”



As I sip on my Green Tea...


It makes me (happy)


It’s the little things....

Have you ever thought...

Maybe us on earth, actually live in Heaven and everyone in “Heaven” actually live on earth?

Just a little mind tease for the day...

Rise and fall
Yet through it all
You will always rise
Aiming for the prize
Even if you fall
Multiple times

To be an “open book” is one thing


But to be able to just read in between the lines



Is completely another thing....

Was not meant to be
But you lived happily
Creating memories
That you will carry
Always in your heart
Even if the time was short
Everything ends up meaningfully
Although, in the end, was not to be

We all have a glimpse into Heaven because we are surrounded by angels everyday in some way

Tiptoeing through a flower garden
Carefully and strategically
Not stepping on the beauties

Let me set the scene....
Grocery shopping 11:30 am...
Pennsylvania, Giant Grocery Store...
Older lady in sweat pants and sweater, wearing a tiara( yes tiara)
Is on Facebook live ******* about something...
I first though she was angered over “white rice” and the ingredients being in two different languages
Not the case....
It was over
“White Race”
She wants to shop where it is only white people and only in English.....
Let me ask a question.... what is the national language of America?
Answer: there is actually no official national language of America.
Among all the profanity spewing out of her mouth she was wasn’t even making sense in anything she was saying
She wanted to shop where only white peoples shop, as she yells “This is America“ and as the cashier is of Asian decent and the cashier we were at was African American
She only wants English to be spoken or written as there are families speaking in Spanish behind her in line  and most of her grocery’s are in two languages
She, I guess, felt entitled because she was wearing a tiara ( your not royalty)

WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TOO?
If you don’t like it...
Turn it off
Don’t go out of your house
Move somewhere else

This is America
We are diverse
We are multicultural
We are one
We speak many languages
We ALL fight for our freedom no matter our race or background

Get off your high horse and shut your mouth if you don’t have any facts to complain about in this day and age
Do we all agree on everything in this world, No we don’t and we all have our opinions and that’s perfectly fine
But to openly complain about absolutely nothing is immaturity at its finest....
I pray for you and all those who think it’s ok to make a scene for no reason at all and to think it’s ok to do so....

If you


Can count


Your teardrops


Then your


Really not



Sad...

I can see it in your voice
I can hear it through your looks
I can taste the fear in your eyes
What’s that smell?
I can smell, lies.....

Just a little quiet
A lot on my mind
Nothing is really wrong
Can we turn back time?

Far
Far
Away
You
Have gone
Don’t ever
Come back
Because
Your
Not
Welcome

The love I give is like pouring a glass of water and having it completely overflow like a fountain that never stops running...

When the time is right

Your voice will be heard
Your words will be said
Your heart will be full
Your life will start again

You will be found
You will be heard

When the time is right...


Just wait.....

I never thought I could love someone this much or be this happy in my life
Your the first thing I see when I wake up and the last thing I see when I go to sleep
The way you kiss me
The way you look at me
The way you hold me
The way you love me
The way you surprise me
The way you care for me
The way you.... I could go on and on
My love for you is indescribable and more then you can imagine
Our journey in life is crazy, wild, fun, simple, loving, adventurous and amazing
I love you always and forever, to our  
“ happy place” and back
You and me to our happily ever after
Our song “ God Bless the Broken Road”
Because it let me straight to you....
Everlasting love, for good, we have each other to be a constantly hand to hold
Like the day we said our vows that connected our hearts forever.
Brent, my husband, my rock, my life, my heart, my breath ( even when breathless), my everything
I love you always and forever, my best friend....

It’s like watching a soap opera....


....waiting for the fight scene or explosion to take place....


Actually is comical to watch it unfold....

Truth or dare...



How about just a game of truth...




You would still lie through your teeth....



Truth or dare?

Let me know
Know when your ready
Ready to begin
Begin a new journey
Journey into the unknown
Unknown of what lies ahead
Ahead is our future
Future to opening doors
Doors that will help
Help lead you to your dreams
Dreams of the imagination
Imagination that keeps you believing
Believing which is not impossible
(Im)possible is possibly just a dream

If you dream then you can do
A fire in your heart with help with through
Don’t let anyone tell you no
If you believe it then do so!

When you know the lies but just waiting on the truth to come out..

A picture is a memory that’s worth a thousands words but  sometimes can be pushed away and blocked from our memory bank....

It’s ok to forget certain memories but in times you need it the most, unexpectedly, will be filed to the front of your index flooding your memory, filling your heart with joy....

Pictures are worth a thousand words
Memories that will never be forgotten just escape, at times, showing up when you least expect, like your “unwritten journey” in which you always have tucked away and never forget....

We were all created to live our own lives, not live in the shadows of someone else life

I
Will
R
U
N

I
Won’t
W
A
I
T

Won’t
Give
Myself
A
Little
Break

Don’t
Stop

Don’t
Look
Back

This
Is
My
Way

No
Way

I’m
Heading
For
The
Future
Plans
Today

This
Is
Me

Felling
Happy

I’m
Doing­
It
My
Way

I don’t care
What people say

This is for me
This is real
Just you wait and see

The New Me...

For those who have a listening heart, share in caring and love right from the start...

Compassionate so am I
sometimes haunting me
catching a surprise
when I see the lies behind someone’s eyes but compassion is my guilty demise

Less
Is
More
More
Or
Less
?

Silence grows
A bit confused
I am living in the moment
Or ******* within my muse

Unwritten words
Float inside my head
A little less stressful
If my poetry is left unsaid

Should I write
Should I stop
It fills my heart
When my poetry drops

I feel alive
Getting it out from the inside
Freeing my silence
In which can cause surprise

It’s not always easy
Expressing your thoughts
The sound of silence
Is louder then you anticipate

Live from the experience not let the experience let you live in sadness.

I thought I felt the fire burning inside of me yet it was only him sexually abusing me....

Over seven years of keeping quiet because I “ thought I was in love” was only keeping a secret from everyone else

Toxic relationship was just how it seemed but then you came to rescue me
The day you kissed me, my fire ignited as it continues to grow as my love for you too

You saved me from a toxic and unhealthy past showing me love at last

I can’t thank you enough for being there waiting in the wings
That’s when I felt love, for the first time, when
You
Rescued
Me...

Ever feel alone in a crowded room yet everyone is talking to you or maybe subconsciously talking about you through hidden jokes making a idiot out of you...

Hello?
Is this thing on?
Can anyone hear me?
Do I even make a sound?
Sometimes I feel like I'm trying to hard
Left in the background of someone else's thoughts
Do I even have a voice or an opinion to make
Maybe I need to turn up my volume for heavens sake
I am not the one to always say what's on my mind
Hopefully that will change in do time
For now I'll sit back and let the pieces fall
Holding in my feelings, for now, maybe to be heard
Once and for all

What’s done is done
It’s in the past
Today already has gone by fast
Right now
At this moment
Things will change
Here’s to a happier rest of the day

The captivating and whimsical tunnel vision is through the eyes of someone who seems to have everything together....

I’m
Ok




I’m
Ok



I’m
Ok

I
Am
Not
Ok

It’s ok
Not to be
Ok

Some days are just hard
Some weeks are long
It’s how you pick yourself back up And move along...

I am
Not
Ok

I
Will
Be
Ok

One day.

Spinning on broken wheels
One
On
One
Empty
Conversations
If you only talk to yourself
You can only let
Yourself
Down
Opening up
Feeling another’s support
Can help fix you
Fix those broken wheels
Fill up those empty conversations
Heal opened wombs
Giving you peace of mind
One conversation
May help heal you at this time...

I never have to think....

....I just write...

Come what may
My thoughts I say
Come from the heart
Never thinking
Is just the start
Creative imagination
Straight from
The heart
💜

When you understand
The
Meaning
Of
Life
Your life then becomes
Meaningful

Dreams are memories....


....Memories are dreams....


....everything else, F
                                 A
                                 L
                                 L
                                 S
             In between
Collecting data
Unscrambling our mind
To help us remember
What is pretend
And
What happens in
Real
Life

Positive energy sheds light filling our hearts with a simple delight

Climb on top
Ride the wave
No need for sleep today
A gentle touch
Slowly a kiss
In this moment
It’s just pure bliss

Imagination works in mysterious ways
Leaking thoughts through your brainwaves
Traveling down to your heart
Flowing words through your veins
Exploding through your fingertips
Filling up that blank page
Creating magic of the imagination
Timeless and amazing how those mysterious ways
Capture poetry connecting from your brainwaves...

Imagination works in mysterious ways
Leaking thoughts through your brainwaves
Traveling down to your heart
Flowing words through your veins
Exploding through your fingertips
Filling up that blank page
Creating magic of the imagination
Timeless and amazing how those mysterious ways
Capture poetry connecting from your brainwaves...

The smell
Of coffee
Fills the air

That first sip
Fills
      Your
           Soul

Yet the second cup
Just isn’t the
S
A
M
E

Strength inside of me
Comes from the passion and drive
Flowing through my veins
Pumping the blood
Keeping me alive
Keeping me
Sane

Counting
My
Teardrops
One
By
One
As
They
Roll
Down
My
Face
Gathering
Into
A
Puddle
In
My
Hands