What a beautiful morning to wake up and see....

....let’s see where today’s takes me.....

Fighting demons inside
Pushing away the angel on my side
Filling the void of “I don’t know why”
Slowly losing the battle of my life

Staring at the sky....

....wondering why?

Tiny little particles fall from the sky
Collecting on our windows like freezing time
Small or big covering the space
Creating a beautiful masterpiece of grace

Reminiscing about our past
The makeup, the dances, the friendships that last
Even though we’re grown, and may have drifted apart
The structure of dance always will remain in our hearts
Looking back from what we had learned years ago
Just think, it all started with the first “Hello”
From that moment on, we were all connected from the start
Our three angels in Heaven are to thank for this, and we will continue to carry them in all of our hearts
Dance friends remain friends no matter how much time has passed
Reminiscing and turning back time is a great memory at last...
Miss Jeanne’s School of Dance Arts is where all of our friendships began to start...

Until
The
Mask
Unravels
Unveiling
The
Secret
Of
The
Chosen
One

Come in close
Hold me tight
Leaving no space between us
Having no end in sight
As for when the stars shine bright
The sun will rise again
We have each others hearts
Always in our hands
When we feel down
Like when the sun sets at night
We’ll hold one another
With all of our might
Feeling safe with you
In all that we do
You love me
Always and forever
I
L
O
V
E
Y
O
U

We all have our
SECRETS
It is only then if we remove our mask
Showing the world what we’ve been hiding
But always ready to replace the mask with another one
Never really revealing
A
L
L
Of our secrets
ALWAYS KEEPING YOU GUESSING....

Time
F
L
I
E
S
When your waiting
On
Your
D
R
E
A
M

I thought I knew me.....


....then I met

Y
O
U

It’s been said that
“Good things comes to those who wait”
But how much longer will it be since I feel like my sand through the hourglass is fading to nothing...

A little birdie just told me
“ Don’t
look
for
something,
just
wait
and
see”
There is a plan out there for you and me
Just
Wait
Patiently
It may not be entirely what you have dreamed
But may the cards
F
A
L
L
exactly where they are meant to be
It takes time to accept things that are not present but you never know what the future holds...

Just always believe...

Crying
Invisible
Tears
Everyday
That
No one
Can
See
Hidden
Behind
Your
Smile
And
“Happiness “

Of course I had something in my head
But would I write it down before it left
Now I can’t remember what it was
Maybe it’ll come back if it was important enough

The day turns to night
All is quite and still
As the sound of freezing rain
Hits the snow that once fell

The meaning of life....

Loving

Breathing

Heartbeat

Happiness

There is always hope
You just have to believe
Someone’s heart has a spot open for you
Just you wait and see
It will happen when you least expect it
Don’t look for it, don’t quit
Love is in the air just for you
To create a family for your little girl too...

I’m crying for help
But without making a sound
Am I’m really crying for help
If my mouth is shut and hands are bound
Someone please find me now
Otherwise I’ll be left in a box called
“Lost but not found”

The sun is shining
Yet the clouds are dark
Snow is falling
Yet it doesn’t feel that cold
Wind is howling
Yet everything seems silenced
Mother Nature at her finest

Why is it that
Bad things happen to good people
And
Good things can’t happen for certain people?

Just a thought for today...

Twisting words
Full of color
Freeing thy imagination
Like no other
Time goes by
Slowly turning
Rewind the hands
Back to oblivion
Destroying all odds
To set sail once again

Dancing through waters
Catching waves
Leaping through life
Only then to be saved

Walking on water
As though your a ghost
Blending in to the oblivion
Twisting with the oceans current

Fading back
Falling slowly
Timeless travels
When I close my eyes...

Trying to fit the mold
                  Of someone else’s expectations
Yet, only finding your true identity in the process of which you thought you lost...

The language of poetry
       Is how the ink dries....

Let
Your
Dreams
Guide
You
Like
The
Rising
And
Setting
Of
The
Sun
Through
Light
And
Darkness
Your
Passion
Will
Always
Guide
You
Like
The
Rising
And
Setting
O­f
The
Sun

Your happy ending
May be different from mine
But my happy ending
Came at the right time

I found you
You found me
Together we live happily

Just the two of us
You and me
The pair of us
Following our dreams

Happy ending
Is different for all
But who woulda thought
You were the one to catch me when I fall

We may not have a family
But together
I have you
You have me

The best happy ending
I could have never for seen....

The sparks start a fire
In
Her
Brain
Sending off those
Shockwaves
Escaping out
Through her
Fingertips
Completely filling up
The
Blank
Page
Creating a beautiful
Piece
Of
Art

Dormant
Or
Sleeping
Is the scariest part
You never know when she’ll wake up
Expecting the eruption to start
Days
Months
Or even
Years
A dormant slumber may be near

A little boy is in distress
Asking for prayers for him to be blessed
Healing thoughts and love for him
Speedy recovery from being sick
May God watch over little Louie
Hearing our prayers loud and clear
From the bottom of our hearts truly
We love you, little Louie...

I wear a mask to hide my emotions
Then I fill up the blank page with tears that dry to invisible ink
Keeping my feelings hidden or to someone with specials powers to uncover what I’m truly emoting like unscrambling a secret code to the real self that’s been hiding behind the mask...

You can always see the lies
Through how dark their eyes
Erupting like a volcano
Ready to explode
With crocodile tears
Seeking pity
Cries

I carry two dimes in my coat pocket all the time
I’m not really sure why?
One I found last year
The other a couple months ago
They say pennies from Heaven all the time
But I think my dad was sending me dimes
He always had to be different
My dad was funny that way
Every time I reach on my pocket
It puts a smile on my face...

How many chances can one person get yet others never even get one chance.....

A gift from a friend who I don’t really know
Sent along two sand bottles, that she made, and this here quote...
“ Reality has limits, imagination is boundless”
Comes from the heart, with love, this I stress...
I will cherish these sand bottles forever and always
From a “perfect stranger” who we’ve connected through poetry and life
Thank you Star for your handmade gifts you sent to me
I’m thankful that our paths have crossed and that we can inspire one another
Our limits are endless, just you wait and see...

Your one in a million
Just like me
We are both special as can be
Robby, a sweet little boy, don’t worry about a thing
Your going to grow up strong and conquer the world just like me

One in a million
We both are
Unique and special are we

You will grow up
With an invisible cape
Giving you an incredible trait
Allowing you to be just great

Your future is bright
Robby, your out of sight
Sweet little one
Always remember you are loved
Your dreams will come true
Take it from me, I’m here for you!

Smalls steps first
Make for bigger and better steps
Towards your new adventure in life

Be the light
In someone’s dark path

Be the smile
That someone hasn’t seen

Be the support
For someone who doesn’t have it

Be the shoulder
For someone to cry on

Be the love
For someone who isn’t loved

Be the voice
For someone who can’t be heard

Be the friend
For someone who doesn’t have one

Be the strength
For someone who is scared

Be the way
For someone who is lost

Be the fight
When someone feels weak

Be the magic
When someone doesn’t believe

Be their friend, support, love....
                         The possibilities are endless

To delete the troubles from my past will not help me heal or grow until I accept them and move forward with my life allowing me to become a version of myself....

The loss of you
Still doesn’t feel true
Yet here I am missing you


Missing you
comes in waves
Just like the unexpected
mid summer rain

Grieving is hard
Loss is tough
No matter how much time
Unexpectedly, now you shine

Gaining your wings
Sadness it brings  
Your pain is free
But missing you who I can’t see

Loss is hard
Knowing or unexpected
Hurts both the same
I will miss you and I love you
Everyday

Take all the time you need
Grieving the loss of me
But always remember
I’m never to far away
I’m always there in your heart
Forever to stay...

Being rich doesn’t mean you have a lot of money
Being rich means what love fills your heart and makes you happy ....

In essence, everyone is rich in their own way...

Fog filled skyline
Trees hidden in the dark
Birds flying into the the vortex
Emerging then disappearing
Where did they go?
No shadowing casting will there be
Fog filled skyline
Is all you can barely see

A heroic act with no hesitation
You jumped right in during this devastation

Take
A
Chance....


...You’ll
Be
Just
Fine....

It
Will
Happen....

....In
Due
Time...

I close my eyes
Make a wish
All the way to heaven
I blow you a kiss
I miss you Dad
But I want you to know
I’m wishing you a very
Happy Birthday and I love you so

Happy Birthday in Heaven Papa Bear!

Maybe there’s something
Possibly something
On the horizon
Where the sun meets the land
Rising above
Giving light
Showing you the upper hand
Don’t look directly in front of you
Look further then you think
A cascade of dreams are there
Just take the leap and blink
Before you know it
Everything will fall into place
A new journey awaits you
Take the leap of faith....

Ever so changing
Over the years
Building from the brand
Even through the tears

Never forgetting
The roots that made you grow
The history of the gift
Is more then you actually know

3
2
1

1
2
3

What will 2020 bring for me?

Happy New Year!!!!!!!!

Just like the tiny grains of sand...
...I carry a little piece of each of you in my heart, always...

Today is the last day to finish writing your chapter for this year
As midnight approaches we leave behind our
Past
And our
Fears
Charging into the New Year at full blast
Here’s to the next chapter full of blank pages ready to be filled with a new journey at last
Let’s end this time with laughter and cheer
Here’s to 2020
Happy New Year!

Trying to be happy with someone else happiness
Only knowing that your sadness is brewing because it’s something you have longed to have for years...

Some things are better left unsaid
Some times it’s better off in my head
To think out loud but silently so you can heal
Doesn’t really matter in the end but just the way you have to deal
Sometimes...