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Ava Mar 2015
do you know how your accusations chafe at my skin
like sandpaper you corrode me into dust
you leech the life out of me, you *******
and you murmur into my ear pretty lies as you stab me from behind
don’t worry baby
we’ll be alright
but you love the way my tears taste
the way the salt rests on your lying tongue
but to me
the salt burns ravines into my skin
turns my flesh into divine sin
i wish
for one moment
i could make you cry the way you make me love
Ava Feb 2015
The blue honda pulls up to the curb. A strange lingering fog is tinged purple. He steps out of the car, and looks around. His phone buzzes in his pocket, but he ignores it in a moment of awe. What meets his bleared city eyes is a sight like no other. Looming in front of him is green woods, seemingly taking shallow breaths in the mist. Then, shadowy swirls form into tentacle-like wraiths. He stood frozen for what seemed like forever. Then a shadow slowly crawled onwards him, slithering on the gravel. It tentatively touches the tip of his shoe and he scrambles back into his car and locks the door, trying to steady himself. After telling himself repeatedly that it was just his imagination. Not real. Not real. Not real. Feeling better, he picks up his phone and calls his wife back. The phone rings, and the normal sound brings him back to the present. He looks towards the woods. He quietly scoffs to himself, what an idiot he was, it was only his imagination. Something catches his eye.He doesn’t see anything. Looking towards his phone something catches his eye again. Upon a second inspection he looks and finds nothing. He looks down on his phone, why can’t his wife pick up already? Something catches his eye a third time and he looks, there is no mistaking  the shadows leaking towards his car. he hangs up desperately and attempts to call again.It rings once and the shadows seem to leak into his car, it rings twice, and the shadows seep into the open window, it rings four times, and she finally picks up.
Her lone voice rings out
Hello?

Are you there?

Honey, are you ok?
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attempted a short story... its difficult
Ava Jan 2015
when i see you smile at her
why do i think of blood pouring from my veins
why do i imagine,
a ****** note
pinned next to my lifeless hand
and you read words
said by a dying tongue
written with a blue finger
why did you look away, my love
my love
why did you leave me
pinned to a cross, dead from your infidelities
why did you look away, my love
my love
while i pined away for a dream that would never become reality
why did you look away, my love
my love
when i was standing right in front of you
yet, you were too blind to see
idk about this one
Ava Jan 2015
My clammy my hands grasp on to my humanity
but bit by bit slips through my hands
What’s left of me
I don't like what’s left of me one bit but I can't help it
I am trying and trying to hold on to once was as it floats in the air like balloons
and the string gets too high much much too high
and I yearn and I grasp and it slides from my fingertips up and up and away and away
and I can't give a ****
I’m a husk of what could be
what once was floating through the stars
I loved you I loved you I really did try but it wasn't enough
not enough time not enough love not enough life
I lost myself and I can't find him
and what's left of me can't care to try
Ava Nov 2014
to a pining pine tree
a wallowing wallaby
a spendid spleen
******* on you
*******
Ava Nov 2014
i don't feel anything
i don't want to feel anything
if i did feel, then i would feel every bladed smile creep up my wrists and i would feel the hollow of your missing love in my breast and then the  walls would fall and the your lips pressing into mine would mean something and the earth and sun and stars would shatter and the fireworks in the childrens eyes would cease to glow and blood would rain down like water and the lips of politicians would be dripping with lies  and the antagonist would get off scott-free andandandandand
it would hurt
what to do when your ex boyfriend is suicidal and just slit his wrists wide open and all i can do is write
Ava Sep 2014
I watch as you hold her hand tight
I stare as you kiss her cheek
Soft as a butterfly
I wonder if you see everything in her
That you claimed to see in me

I fake a smile as you try to make amends
I pretend to laugh as you joke of the news
Of us just being “friends”

I look into your eyes and watch them shine
Just the way they did when you looked in mine.
I watch your genuine smile
I know she loves it, because I did,
No I do too

is I bad that I wanted to cry,
when I realized you don't see
Whatever was in her eyes in mine anymore?
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