the view from his stool was a sad end to a life of despair
as he sipped another whiskey from his crippled hands
barely able to grasp the glass that contained the sweet nectar
his eyes said everything that his face tried to hide
a man faded to walk amongst the living dead

this was his existence this was his life
a man with no future a man set to die
his frail bones latched to the seat as his lips urged another fire from god
a shake so evident that time was past
yet his comfort was there for all to see
the bottom of a bottle now empty of greed

his weakness of spirit its name had him good
the water of Uisge Beatha alive in his blood
his stool is still there till next he does stagger
for more of his water and more of gods fire

Into the dark dark night a candle lit
Waiting the morn
Eyes of terror behold the turning clock tick  
At last the day awakes to a snub of chorus

Be the dawn of a new day I feel it
Sense it and be scare of its power
Smell it gliding over under
Any way it can to reach you
Life in this age of darkness
Cold to the bone
A waiting light from the sun be bore

From these depths of shine the darkness falls
Smothering ,holding feel it crawl
Like a fog it creeps across the earth
Seeking, waiting wanting all

It preys in the corners
Hidden in view
Wanting you owned
Know you place in time is soon
Indeed pray that it takes you quick
Alas the darkness takes Savour

Not in the mood for a fight today
not in the mood so go away
not in the mood for love nor hate
yep im not in a mood

so what.... its saturday
so what's the fuss you say
so what if I dont care
im not in the mood for you to stare

whatever what ever you say to me
whatever you say means nothing you see
whatever was all we ever heard
whatever ever....

Your heart will beat a million times more than mine
My hand will hold you here
My love will dry your tears
Take your pain
Hold you tight

I know not really why i say those means
My mind goes crazy it beats me deep within
Scars my soul from your thoughts
Breaks my heart
Tears me ....... halves

One dance is all I ask under a moonlight shine
Tango in the silver sun  
Hold me
Let me hide you the pain
Let me breath you a life
In time
Live again

Our love ............
Our ever lasting love
Is here .............
Forever us to keep
Its clear ..............

This true love ..............
This love so running deep
This love...............
Your kisses oh so sweet
So nice...............

Our one love ...........
My heart it missed a beat
Our love..................
So gentle hold my hand
You see................

Our love ..................
Forever at your side
Be here ..............
Together through the night
Our love ..........
In moonlight paradise

In my world they don't know me
In a world of remote me
In my world they despise me
In a world of do harm me

See a place I called home ..
On a planet world of stone ..
Remember me someday now
a change in our time ....

Feel a voice in my ears
as surreal as fear
as life's breath so leaves me
my world has dried up
my mind made up

The silence screaming in me head
Give me something please
I beg
Talk to me so I may live
Silence deadened
All forgive

Inner rage yet outside peace
Wanting life to re-release
Thought my head would cope so well
Fear the silence
All not well

Chains so heavy
Yet quieter still
Talk to me
Hear me
Heartbeat
Fear me
Silence ..Scare me

Silenced to my heart of dead
alone into the road I travel
Can no one see the harm in me
this lifeless hope of never free

Bonds on chain just never go
as memories bite my living hell
Can I cry for that's how I feel
Sobs of sadness quell my steel
Wish that life could be much more
My bed is made ..My life...My *****

Lift my shoulders high as head bows to my limited me
look into the sky is a friend I need
not there not even breath
clouds around my head so coloured a blackness holds me there
pure pressure from this life in hell
a life I could forget

I felt a cold that touched me
It felt like death was due
So I pushed it out
It left me
My time aint yet
Blow you

A cold I really didn't like
Nor want or ever know
A steel
A feel
My  desperate need
To run and duck below

Yet heat and fire consume my health
A glow of such intense
Cold hands that touched my heart
and soul
I want a second chance

So live as everyday might be
The one that takes a shine
These hands around your heart
a feel
do grasp your very time

This grip thats got you good and tight
a vice thats not to go
So live as well as you may do
and don't be scared
**** hell

Over The Water I Fly -Lest We Forget

Over the water I fly
So be it
Through these wings I see them
Boys to become men
Men to fall old
Eyes to close for a countries fight
Never to return
Lest we forget

Billowing stacks of fumes fill me
Thousands upon thousands of mini islands
Floating away from their mothers womb
Dunkirk's morning is ready
Sand from the beaches in a foreign
Glistening
Waiting
Offering a hope that there is a tomorrow
Lest we forget

In the after much blood has been spilt
To many decisions have faltered
Yet come my demise from the great war
My purpose came
I know what these wings hold
I know how they fly
I know how they care
For the next
Lest we forget

Now as age creeps upon me I look back
I see the failed,fighting staled to a shortened breath
Redden eyes become my flooded floor
A storm rages within me for the loss of our past
For the waste of lost future
For the pain that I've seen
For the wars that I've witnessed
For the love of pure greed

LEST WE FORGET

the track that had no end
yet my minds eye saw
a new way to begin
as sun casts a shadow
a new end is to see you

sing into the new
a new day with you
sing into the new
a new day ..dawn break us through  

Life in past to a new life of peace
screams an end to the wake
of a bird in song
to a yawn of darkness in dawn
wake into the new

sing into the new
a new day with you
sing into the new
a new day ..dawn break us through

My faith in us has fell away
A world we lie this
Wasted way

All want
Pure greed
A fatal hack
Gone the day's we loved
That's that

Gone the day's of friendly hugs
Gone the time of love
Life's rough
Gone the times we help
Each other
Times of sadness
Be the hour

Words of power mean so
Little
Morsels eat us
Fed the greed
Leaders rule the say's and how
Sheep we follow
Black ones out

Does this make me
Wrong ??
To challenge words
To take them on
To speak this verse
No doubt the cast for me is out
Gone the day's  
The word is out

looking out on a cloudy day
sun and haze come my way
yet all inside is lost not found
how surreal how profound
heart still reaching loves once lost
head so down deep deep mud

looking out as rain falls wet
feel inside feeling dead
want that freedom life can hold
feel the need to break the mould
chains so wrapped i cant break free
free of live a live to breath

looking out as sun does shine
feel the warm feeling strong
chains no hold and death afar
breath the air breath the fire
stand up strong and look outside
time to change as i desire

Into the new I walk
as my old self falls apart
Into the old I loose
as life turns and walks

Craze do the way
Disco to the future
Dance from the past  
Live as your last

Life for the live
as old departs to history  
Live for the life
Forget the past
Blown to the wind in dust now wild

Craze do the way
Disco to the future
Dance from the past  
Live as your last

My future do walk
in a moon full and bold
Awaiting the slither to unfold
Madness take on me  
Till the new win me over

Craze do the way
Disco to the future
Dance from the past  
Live as your last

Live to the new
Life to the full
Fade out the old
Faded to the new

The murkiness hides the pain thats fights its way up from the gloom,deep deep down the fire still burns but has no flame no heat and no heart ,yet we walk as if we belong into the sun a life begun.

I feel the cold
The cold within
Fighting
Biting
A painless din

Creeping slowly
Yet full of speed
The coldness claws
My feet retreat

Mind full of emptiness
Yet spinning
Grasping
Past a faultless youth
Forgotten

Hurt inside
No pain to show
Oh I feel the cold
Can you feel its glow  

See the redness of rage
Feel it's anger
Burn you out
To a disaster

I'm the mad old fool
Itching for the real truth
Be my age
In my youth

My mind showed a place
a hell on earth
a different race
a cloud so dark .. light burnt out
this feeling of pressure
life in doubt

My body in shock
a head so full
a cry out loud
a black in darkness..show me a sign
this hate of life
life burnt out

My eyes so low
a hearty sigh
a seed of hope
a time to shout...give me a chance
this time to show
life to live

There are times in your life
When
You need to change the future
Need to look the past
Need to think
Of all the good inside
Forget the world thats bad

Time to take a different corner
Time to rest the soul
Beat the horror's in your head
Throw away those goals

Time is short and precious
Be it all the time
Once your past is through
This life
You'll look on back to why

So take some time this
Time
See your family
Smile
Love them all you
Can
Hug them It's a
Feeling
This time is in your
Hand's

tears from god fall awakening the earth
for its thirst is deep its need not doubted
hungry for the taste of life in bloom

I hear the gentle music that falls from high
its his decision we have no choice
breathing new life and saving others

Magpie flying high in the sky, the moon with the slightest shard, peace on the earth and pigs might fly, a bard am I.......I cry......
and a cry be heard yet no-one sees the pain in my heart as i bleed
no-one feels the noise in my head as my face shows no thought
so so sad that we live in a place where i am not a part of this life this place this town ....time for a future a place i know and love and a woman with me to be my whole to bear my fear to take me and show me the path i so so need ...............

Their minds are dead
It's in my head
No subtle notes
Just thought's not read

They don't see what
How or when
Yet lead a life
Of grin to pen

Mere robots of our
Life these days
In 84 we prayed
In slaves

It's here and now
The blinded lead
The new world rises
Gotten greed

The day approaches
Yet no sight
In our blinded washed
All out

Mayans knew our time
Was near
Time to count our blessing
Fear

No more dates and blinded lives
Words done fighting
This our life
Our end of time

I changed my life to have a life
yet life is live ...My only friend
My only hope is to see this through
To have no pain to beat the blue

No tears of sadness
No tears of grief
My sounds of madness in so deep
Sights and sounds so fill my swell
My lonely being my living hell

My mind is cursed from all the bad
I lived some life that few could have
now haunt it will inside my soul
my inner wisdom gone in cold

No sleep in peace for inner wins
my mind in turmoil talk all end
eyelids opened glazed all red
a sign of madness inner med's

a shake a fear of looks in down
this shame in live a life now hound
the wolfs can stay to keep me warm
its cold down here ...I fear the storm

I gazed upon your stare
To the shone of the stars
Those crystal eyes glistened
And smiled at my heart

Been a while from that look
Those wanton needs
That special touch
Feed my mouth

Licentious I crave
Yet I know I must wait
For that day when two
Become one

Our life together
A dream from my nights
Two lovers forever
Walk fast my love
Run

The kiss without the passion
That's how it felt to me
The lightest touch
The smallest peck
A feathers breath indeed

The fire without the rage
Passion was the key
A kiss without the passion
A real... fait accompli

A touch that had no loving
No hold or guarantee
No eyes to see
Just blackness
No life for you or me

Her look that looked
right past me
Blinded out to sea
The touch that missed the feeling
Life in misery