Why lie when the truth bears your mind
Only a fool feels their love
Only a fool bears the truth
About to behold

Lies, hurt and the words
Never bear the fruit they so could want
Take my jagged teeth and feel their clean
For only you have my taint
In your chocolate bitter hum

One day your view will clear
And the parting will take you
Breath you B
Only you will carry the burden of your false

Eyes now blind follow these whispers
Looks from the past
Hated
Wanted
Weakened in your haste to leave me
Let my sweetness begin

I see my madness has failed to desert me
Still
I must enjoy the company
Reply to the sounds of my many silenced
Laughs
Oh the chill of the night
Warms my inner thoughts as the battle commences
In this hollowed out box

These are the nights I so worry
Where will my wakening take me my friends
See all that you thought you were
Means nothing to these words that lay before
My swollen crackling eyes
Hahaha I so love my wit

And the joy continues even as the dawn
Lays me down for a sleep so so desperately
Seeking my voice

Go
Sleep myself to sleep
Let the sounds fade to a lullaby haze
Watch the mad breath of life seek another
Give me peace
Let me sleep ...let me sleep

The tingling rose fed its way into the hall
Yet the place drew a silence ...
Up the stairs it grew
Ready for the lair
Ready for your lips
Breath easy
Breath the still
For you know its there
You can feel it round you as you gasp a quite scream
The tingling rose has entered
And because of this
It is you that is the chosen one
It is you that needs to bleed the earth
Shhh for now you are mine
And only I can take you from this haunting
Say you love me
Say you will join me
As I bequest this rose for freedom
Freedom from the evil that lays
So that you may live in my
Last breath....My Love

The blunted edge played a tune to my mindless stare
In and out my focus waned
Time was on track

My chair had become my prison as the week fell away
The dawn of the tomorrow wanted today
And a tear formed in my sadness

The smile all for show
Cracked
Faded
Worn
Worn like a frock for the masses
And the sheep do follow

So I seek the golden liquid
The one that feeds my thirst
My elixir of life
And
The white hare has won

Till I wake under a new light
Crawl back into the past
Lower my head from the view
Let the shame go on

My empty mind so full of the past
All lost to the future
Dead to the present
These eyes given blur

Nothing feels me anymore
No pain to gain
Nor thrill given pill
A soul wrapped in anger
Tossed for the waste

Oh the joys of another breath
Feeding these veins so cruel to myself
A sighed voice screams in the quiet
Wake this shout
Fill me

Can you not see the fight in me
It wants to live
It wants to run and shout
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive

Instead I turn my face to a cold pillow
Look away from a world I could love
Let me find the deep deep black
I call home
Leave me
Leave me ....alone

He hid in the shadows of his life
For the world hurt him and all that he wanted
A mind shattered into the shards of hurt that burned
His skin at the merest thought

The blue swan laid low
Like a sunset hidden in the midday sun
Or a full moon ready in the depths of the darkest hollow
His time would come
The blossom would break and his beating wings would soon rise
For he was the blue swan
His pen ready yet she was hidden in the clouds of his uncleared mind  
A mate for his remainder  
Their love
His way

Swan so blue please wake from your bitter
Shine like the kindred spirit you had before the storm
Swan of the day
Love of the night
Your future is waiting
So bright is your fire  
The day has come for the blue swan to fly
So beat like the earth on the run
Rise to the mountains
Shout to the sky
Fly  
Blue
Fly ..