Angelica Tanaquin

Angelica Tanaquin May 2018

She is the sun, but you are the moon
and I am the Earth who needs the two.
She brings me light and warmth to my whole,
but she's always the same, here every day.
While the morning is sweet, I'm not myself
like I am in the night, the moon as my guide.
I constantly crave the darkened sky
where a beautiful mind comes alive.
You stand out amongst the other stars.
I breathe in your energy as it becomes mine.
You will forever bring out the best in me,
but your faces always change, never the same.
She is the sun, but you are the moon.
How on Earth do I ever choose?

Angelica Tanaquin May 2018

Pain

How foolish of me it was
To give my heart
To someone so careless
So reckless, So disingenuous
And now I'm here
On the kitchen floor
Weeping
This is the
Pain of breaking.

Angelica Tanaquin May 2018

So Close

What a terrible thing it was
To have been
So close to you.
And now, here we are,
So far apart.
I wonder,
If it would've been better
To have never felt
Your love at all.

Angelica Tanaquin Apr 2018

Still Inlove With You

You seem so near, yet so far
I still long for you, with all those scar
Life has changed but I've not
You still in my heart, just forget me not.
Still couldn't forget those cherry eyes,
that sweep into me like a dream in disguise.
Still couldn't forget your elegant smile,
that made my sleep say me good bye.
Still couldn't forget your touch,
your hands in mine, my soul enlightened as I felt divine.
I've come a long way only to be close to you,
as i gaze through all those dreams i drew.
You were never far away, you were always mine,
with all those bonds i'll bring you back
I've felt all those slashes
as the day came in and flew
as I say i'm "Still in love with you"

Angelica Tanaquin Nov 2016

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry for hurting you, like the way I do
I'm sorry for the hurtful things I always say to you
We know the fight will never last
but still the amount they do
I'd like to say I'm sorry for everything I put you through.
It kills me when we fight, and it scares me too
I always make you cry and it kills me when you do
As I write this now, I know this much is true
I love you with all my heart and will always be with you.
I did not mean to hurt you
But there wasn’t much I could do
I had no option but to lie
I know that made you cry
I know I broke your trust
Don’t let our relationship bite the dust
I beg you, I sincerely pray
Please forgive me for the that fateful day.
Second chance for us is all that I want.

#sorry

Angelica Tanaquin Jun 2016

So We Lie

Sometimes our actions don't reflect who we really are.
So we lie,
Sometimes
Well, most of the times
those lies are much more honest than the truth.
I may be smiling but that doesn't mean I'm happy
I may be crying but that doesn't mean you hurt me
I may be angry but that doesn't mean I hate you
You see I am chaotic and confusing as ****
I have an eternal turmoil of emotion inside me
churning and crashing what's little left inside
All those jokes I said, smiles I shown, and laughter I unleashed
did nothing to ease the raging thoughts that's been flooding me
consuming me
drowning me
killing me
help me
save me
please rescue me
from this self destruction I've been causing me
'coz even if I try to make you leave me
even if I try to look tough and nasty
even if I sound annoying
or irritating to be with
The truth is, I want you to see right past me
to see behind all these lies
and unravel the truth
that I am hurting
please don't leave me
for I don't know what to feel
or what to do
without you beside me

Angelica Tanaquin Apr 2016

She Is

There's one girl I adore.
She's kind.
She's a down to earth person.
She's an understanding girl.
She's weird ( I find it cute tho)
She's naughty.
She's not that "maarte"
She's a girl you'll not get bored with.
She's bubbly.
She's out goer.
She's adventurous.
She's a girl who loves to eat.
She's a girl who loves to travel.
She's a girl who loves visiting Churches.
She's perfect for me.
She's the one.
She is.