My heart is weak, my soul is deep with words I can speak
But, would you listen, understand or even believe
So I prefer to show you in actions, take you through a journey of my thoughts
So when words are spoken then walls are broken
and you believe in my love
Because my heart is weak, my soul is deep with words I can speak
Do you believe?
You are the light when there is no sun.
You are the rainbow after the rain is done.
You are the star that twinkles in the night.
You are the moon that glows so bright.
You are the wind that whistles my name.
You are the love when the world is the same.
You are the flowers the bee's never miss.
You are the beach the warm sun kisses.
You are my everything, my love.

I was once left and get hurt.
Promised me something, but got broken.
Now you're being rude.
Not talking to me.
I'm here, always here.
Waiting for you to message me.
So sad to think that it seems we don't know each other.
You told me to be happy.
But how can I be happy if we're like this?

Crying every night wasn't in my plan.
Tears running down my face.
I can't help it.
I love you, yes it's true.
But you broke my heart.
What did I do wrong?
Why are you doing this to me?
Do you love me?
Do you care for me?
Do you think of me?
Do we have the same feelings?
Please, tell me.

Everyone has an idea of a person that is perfect for them,
How they look,
How they act,
Seldom do people truly find this person,
For me, my perfect girl is a shorter blonde,
Blue eyes that would light up the room,
A body that is neither thin nor fat,
A girl that makes good decisions,,
Perhaps a smart girl,
Smart enough to make me wrong sometimes,
I've never seen this girl I speak of,
But I found someone better,
You don't fit a single thing I just said,
Get okay grades in school,
You have black hair and auburn eyes,
You make me feel crazy in silence that you create,
Yet I still have loved you more than anyone,
More than my life it's self in which I'd give to you in a moment,
You've surpassed my expectations,
While not meeting a single one,
But I love you and always will,
Even if you hurt me I will love you.

What if one day I left,
Gone and no where to find,
Would you cry for me?
Would you be happy that I'm gone?

Because I'm tired, so tired.
Me being me, because being me is what you hate,
Its what stresses you, and,
Its what you don't need in your life.

No amount of accomplishments can change your way of seeing me this way.
Sad it may seem.
I can't change what you think of me.
Trust me, I tried. I tried so hard.

Everyone has a fatal flaw.
The thing that makes others begin to hate them.
Ruins many of their relationships.
Ruins their feelings,
Or the way they interact.
They interfere with everything.
I have one.
Maybe even two.
I push everyone away.
I never shut up about how terrible my life is.
I don't know how to fix these problems.
But everyone has one.
I'm sorry.
Really.
I do not know how to change.
This is who I am.
Flaws and all.