It gets better, it gets better I hear them say
As I curl up in a corner wishing for this to end.
Keep it together, everything will be alright
I say to myself as grief and sorrow hold me tight.
You've come so far, don't give up now
I hear the whispers in my head screaming so loud.
Help, help I scream in the darkness as I drown
Waiting for help to be found.
Sadness.
I feel the warm touch of the light
And I see it clear as the day like a blind person who has been granted sight.
My skin starts to tear apart a loud noise sounding from a far
They're no longer screams but the beating of my heart.
I stand up from the corner and Toward the mirror my walking began.
As soon as I see the reflexion i begin to cry
There's a beautiful woman at the other side.
This is me, this is who I am
And for all those like me I will forever stand.

His eyes dark    
as the night
Lost in his eyes
I don't  know what's right
For he is the reason
 I always smile

we, him and I, bound in love
   a love to behold
Deep in our eyes
 there's a story to be told

  Deep in a cave  
    I was found
  By my prince
  wearing a jagged crown
    He declared his love
         in front of the crowd
                 The king watched with
                         his eye brows frowned
                                  As the son rejected
                                   His jagged crown

 In a forest we live
    both as king and queen
    Our love was forever bound
  me  and my prince of the jagged crown

They destroyed all that once I've build with word more powerfull I am weak fragile as a glass my heart is oh how it hurts,but you just stare gawking from a far

I want to die don't you understand that what I live is a lie? this skin suffocates me i want to be the beloved bride but this wall between me and you keeps us aside i fight as hard as i can with this wall but it appears to be getting stronger Oh how it hurt As I lay and die

Walking on a road,leading no where were it feels like home.

Home for the sick at heart.
Home for the weakened ones.
Home for the ones who struggle but end up falling apart.

Home for the rejected.
Home for the neglected.
Home for those who's vein,with pain,have been injected.

Home for those who's heart ache.
Home for those who's skin are marked by their mistakes.
Home for those who's scar never heals but bleeds instead.

Brother dear something whispers at my ear

Sister dear tell me what tis that you fear?

He tells me to **** everyone

Oh Sister trust me you are not the only one

Why do you mean by that?

A Distorted guy  talks to me I'm pretty sure he's tall and wears a hat

What shall we do brother dear?

I don't know the voices won't disappear

I'd say we **** them all

Then it shall be done if killing is your call

A sweet carve in their chest

I think torture is the best
And some stabbing will put them to rest

Let's head over to the nelson's neaty lake

And we make of his family a meaty cake

Inside of each and one of us there are two wolves

One is evil he is the anger that pierce through your heart like a Dagger It is the envy that gets to you when you see your neighbor riding a bentley It is sorrow that is as sorry as this heart that I borrow Is this Regret that gets powerfull the older you get because you feed it It is greed of getting better things that you wouldn't think twice about making an evil deed It is the Arrogance that smacks you in the forehead leaving you in a trance It is hate that devours your soul as it leads you to a nasty fate

World in this days is always about pretending they pretend they know you and they judge you  you pretend not to care you lie to your self and you say it will be okay
But reality is you are alone your friends don't care about you they pretend they do but you know they don't you pretend to smile while deep down your soul you are shattered and your heart its broken  Everyday You put your I PRETEND MY LIFE IS PERFECT mask so no one would ask because you know if they ask if you are ok and say they are worried they lie

My dear dreadful wife who's dead
Whom tonight lies with me on bed

Don't hold a grudge against me
I swear I didn't push my gliding blade against thee.

It wasn't I who made you bleed
Wouldn you kindly just leave?

Your face is rotten and mangled
This is dosturbing me.

I watch you while you sleep
  Sometimes I slowly creep under thy sheets
I don't show myself , I don't like to be   seen.

       When you hear a tip-tap
       You wonder what was that
   You lie to yourself and say it was just         a rat.

While you read this a shiver is running down thy spine. Don't worry it's just me you,ll be fine...
Just kidding you will have to die
Please don't cry, just slowly
Turn your head and look behind

Being in this page makes me really happy because just like music poetry is an escape from the world and its way to express what we feel to express our true escence as writers.

For those who have liked my poem I Thank you I really appreciate it

And I also want to thank my followers :3

I cry and bleed how many times  have I plead?
      For a better life for a better thought
      And for everything I ever sought
     Yet i feel every now and then stuck
    In this world in which I don't give a       ****.

All I ask for is a release from everything I hate, away from this world where love is nothing but a thought
Love has died and so has my life
All I want to do is die so i can get my wings and fly
To run in my paradise and never cry

Sadness slowly eats my soul as I sit and stare admiring what I haven't reached yet
Sorrow tries to take over me i break down on my knees praying for You to take me in your arms while darkness falls

The darkness that keeps me around this walls
Desperation,I gasp for air and struggle for my life while everyone around me breathes without any effort

Sometimes At night while the city sleeps i cry even in my dreams,but not tonight,tonight i sleep in your arms feeling how  my life slips away tonight you'll promise you'll stay

My charming prince hold me tonight in a place that no soul can find over our heads only the moon and Sky
Hold me tight in this cold and eerie night hold me and promise you'll love me

Love? i Completely forgot what is like my love my heart my feelings are slowly drowning in this lake of sorrow
My smile is fading while the others love like there was no tomorrow

The desperation suffocates me God please get me out of this depression

Send me into a world where there's nothing I cannot become
A happyness like no other a happyness never to older

Sometimes i feel so alone as if i was         forsaken by my own God
Which is not true because He is the one that Gave me all I've got
But I keep getting all this thoughts
Thoughts that will end up killing me or freeing me I'm not sure anymore
All i have clear in my head is that I must move on if i want to carry on with everything I always loved