Just me and him...
Having a conversation in the quiet of night.
Just me and him...
Baring honesty with no restrictions, no fright.
I tell him,
"Why must it always rain on me?"
I confide in him,
"Why do I feel what others don't see?"
Momentary silence...
And then he says,
"It doesn't always rain...
Sometimes you are sheltered.
You feel too much.
Over things that shouldn't have mattered."
Pause...
I am a child, fighting my case.
"If I don't, who then will choose to care?
Who then will toil for days to come?
I'm exhausted now...
And it's not fair."
He chides me in an instant.
"It was your choice to take on this role.
It was a decision made freely.
If you're looking a direction in which to point,
point to a mirror and you'll see the reason why it's taking a toll."
I gasp in faux disbelief
for I know it is true.
I've known all along
that it's me, not you.
I hesitate...
And then I reply...
*"Oh shut up!"