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a m a n d a Oct 2017
the path from
love to rage
is simple and
direct:

lies.

so when i see
the evidence of your lies
i become
neo

(   (  (  f l e x i n g  )  )   )

and the world
bends  for me.

i am centered.
-
i know what you have done.


but the world bends
for ME

not you.
a m a n d a Sep 2017
"i like the world best
when our paths
overlap,”she said,
with a tear.
a m a n d a Sep 2017
just a thing
i'd like to point out
from the view
from over here

(this is what i see)

those of the
extreme right
political persuasion

continue, to this very moment,
to post made up news,
satire masquerading as news,
and articles with no sources.

your dude WON.

why do you continue to
spread lies?

do you think you will
persuade anyone
with your easy to google
pretend information?

where are the positive articles
(from credible sources)
about all your dude's
accomplishments?

(crickets)

just curious.
seems like a reasonable thing to ask.
a m a n d a Sep 2017
is it ok
if i cry for you

just a little bit longer?

i keep saying that
this time
is the last
cry

but then another
thought comes
another memory
arises

and i can see your face in
the changing light
so calm
so relaxed
so beautiful

i hear your voice
in my mind
and my lip
starts to quiver

i'm sorry i am
who i am
and for whatever
i have done

i didn't even mean
to find you

i wish i didn't know
about you

sometimes
it's better not to know
and not to love.

so please,
can i just cry a little more?

because right now
i imagine that
in my last days
when
i am old and
ugly and
everyone has died

i will be alone
and remembering
the nights with you

and that thought,
i cannot bear.
not now and
not tomorrow.

i just need to
cry for you
one last time.
(ad infinitum)
a m a n d a Sep 2017
i don't want to say this.
i don't even want
to think
this.

but you leave me
no other
option.

because i can't
keep doing this thing
that you do.

i guess i have to find
someone else
that knows
what farscape is.

someone
that is beyond beautiful.

that is funny.

that likes the same
movies and books
that i do.

someone that is
brilliantly smart.

witty.

surprising,

in all the best ways.

i can't imagine
there ever being
success in this
venture.

i can only see
a grim disappointment.

but what more can i do?

maybe you bank on
this cycle,
i know i do.

and you know
that i love you

so when the moment
strikes
you can discard me
and investigate
other avenues.

you know you can
circle back.

but what if you can't?

what if you can't
find me
ever again?

what if i become
lost from you
because you
pushed me
into the thick,
all by myself?

i guess you
will find out.

when i am lost,
then, you will find your love
for me.

isn't that how
it always goes?
a m a n d a Sep 2017
just saying,

it's quite odd to
some of us,

(again,
just saying,
NOT a big deal,)

to watch every.
single.
god ******
decision
be made
be prioritized
by sad,
stupid,
petty
men

who also choose
what even deserves
attention
action and
consideration.

and I can't help
but think,
(being of sound mind
and body?)

what if women
had been
in charge
the last
200 years?

j/k#sonotabigdeal
a m a n d a Sep 2017
i guess i
find it strange
the way
people i d e n t i f y
and q u a n t i f y
their existence
according to
a version of
a brand of
the divine,

greatly chosen b y
influenced b y
geography and
  family ties.

and i'm sorry, but,
it cannot be
that everyone is
simply describing
the same
phenomena with
different w o r d s
      like a version
           or an update
   or an accent,

because although life
is grey, some things are,
and some things
are not.

there is but one
merriam-webster
dictionary.

dictionary.com also
defines words,
even the
same words
but they are
distinct entities.

they live under
the umbrella of
    a bigger concept
about words
   and language,

they are versions of
explanations of
a more
e l u s i v e
construct -

the word.

and you cannot even grasp
exactly what
  the word is,
because it
depends on
so many factors.

yet most
grab onto and cling to
the first dictionary
thrown at them.

others might exist
and even be
similar,

but you know
you have your favorite,

you are a
brand loyalist.

and the product
is

reality.

which is fine,
i guess,
in and of
itself

as long as
you can admit
that Kleenex is
the best and
Puffs is for
losers.

sure, you might smile at
the Puffs users and
even bring them
a meal,

but deep down inside
you know that
   you are right

**and they are wrong.
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