Conditional love
Poured by the Sun
She pines for him
The secret passion to be returned
Her yearning unsatisfied
One side it's day
The other, the night
Following you around
Brighten her other side
The nocturnal eros
Fill her with your light

Always in circle, always in sight
To remind you of your dark & your light
Your warmth fills her air
With tears and despair
She builds walls, black & blue cloud
Then reaps her sow, thunderous & loud
Everyday is a fight
Your unconditional love
Her longing, her plight
Chase away her grayness
Fill her with your light.

In search of answers
I was
Found it &
Now I feel lost

In search of answers
I was
Running miles
Found it
To realise
I was running
In circles all along

In search of answers
I was
Distracted
Running in different directions
Fractionated
A two headed snake
Found myself in a maze

In search of answers
I was
Found
Every effort undone
Back to square one

In search of answers
I was
Found
Myself trying to outrun
Dilemma
A battle lost or a battle won?

In search of answers galore
I was
Found it
Clueless
Now I feel more vaccum and void
Than before

Holding dark virtues with the facade of civilization,
Use religion to wash our brain,
Tell me to join your race,
Followed everything you said,
And tied the knot to my own face.

What do you want now,
With the seed of conformity you sow,
My brain is dead,
With the garbage I have been fed.

I am done being an A-girl,
I am getting out of that mould now,
Be ready for a change,
Be ready for a revenge!

Flying above the water,
Above the winter cloud,
Our hands making love,
Our silence so loud

Floating in the air,
Dancing with a flair,
No one to dare,
In a world with no care

Our bodies so close,
Above the blue, we rose,
Flowing with a poise,
Our love making noise

A hundred million wishes,
One to read your mind,
One to see that glimpse
Of green and blue
From up above the sky,
One to disappear for a while,
But of all the choices offered to me,
I'll always prefer to fly
With you.

Stand tall in front of that mirror,
See another self,
Try to match my standards,
And come up short.

Peek inside my brain,
Steel my thoughts,
And emulate it as your own.

Talk to me,
Borrow my words,
And ***** your sugar-coated stuff.


Why don't you try "yourself",
And stop intruding my shell,
Stand tall in front of that mirror,
Try seeing your-own-****-self.

Blow your human trumpets,
Through your guns & weapon,
Shed the blood of your brother,
To attain your freedom.

I’ll join your troop,
Paint my hand red,
Put on the god band-aid,
**** some more.

**** our children,
Stain our women,
Turn your humans dead,
Chastise humanity,
And justify it with mud,

Does means justify the end?
When that means results into the tragic end.
Cost of your freedom,
Is the price of their blood,
Different motives yet similar end.

There is a deepest darkest sea
Lingering inside my soul
The day when I reach it
Is the day I am saved

The display of sunlight
Hides away the grey clouds
The days those clouds “shine”
Is the day when I am found

There is war waging inside
The mind defeating my innocent heart
The day my heart wins
Is the day it is well-fought

There is a fire, there is a cold
Both darkness and light I hold
The day they stand together and bold
Will be the day for you to behold!