hiniling ng diwang bumalik sa sinapupunan
sa panahong ika'y hinahainan ng hapunan
lahat ng bagay ay pwedeng iisang tabi
tulog sa paghalik ng umaga sa gabi

di akalaing maipaghahalo ang saya at sakit
kailangan **** mamatay para mabuhay
higop sa kamalayan o kapeng mapait
hibang ang sarili, kaisipang mahalay

babarin ang isip sa likidong tutunaw sa lahat
tikman mo ang iyong dagat na walang kasing alat
manlagkit sa salamin, tapos na ang bukas
hahalik ang umaga sa gabi at wala kang takas

ang katamaran ay humahalili sa kapalpakan
hinayaan **** humalik ang umaga sa gabi
wag kang magdahilan, hindi mo sinubukan
pigilan ang paghalik ng umaga sa gabi

sa gitna ng aking bangungot
ako ay biglang nagising
sabay tapon sa aking kumot
dahil ang teplepono ko ay nagriring

sinagot ang tawag sa ibang lingwahe
sumagot pabalik ang tinig ng babae
akoy nagulat at walang masabe
nang marinig ang pangalan nabuo sa isip ang imahe

imaheng kamakailan ko lang huling nakita
nung isang taon pa ako sa kanya huling nakabisita
ang kinalalagyan niya ngayon ay "not too far"
biglang pasok ang tanong na, "meron ba kayong C.R."?

tinanong ko kung bakit siya napatawag?
ako daw ay kanyang namimiss
pakipot na ako ay hindi na pumalag
gusto kong sanang itanong kung pwede bang pakiss?

nawala ang antok at gising na gising
kahit sa pagkakataong iyon siya ay lasing
walang humpay at nagkwentuhang parang praning
pero sayang naman itinapon niya yung sing-sing ^^

hindi maipaliwanag ang eksaktong nararamdaman
kagagaling lang sa sakit siguro ay alam mo naman?!
mahal kita at takot akong tayo'y magkasakitan
"i know Were cool" at sobrang close na magkaibigan

ayokong maging bitter ako sa tula
kaya kalimutan mo ung pang anim na stanza
sobrang mahal kita mula noong hanggang ngayon
at kung ikaw ang bumabasa nito ALAM KONG ALAM MO YON!

sa puntong ito, lagi kang nagkakape sa isip ko
nagpapaalala lang, baka abutin ka jan ng pasko?
sobrang init ng kape at hindi mo matapos ng mabilis
kanina ka pa jan wala ka bang balak umalis?

nilabas ko nang lahat ng nararamdaman ko dito sa tula
hindi ko alam kung ikaw ay maiinis o matutuwa
sa aspeto ng pagibig itanong mo kay Amora manghuhula
at ako naman ay sa Magic 8 ball na hugis bola

naiinis ako ngayon sa sarili ko
kung babasahin mo yung tula talagang nakakagago
PERO parang gusto ko ulit pumasok sa puso mo
dahil ako ang U.L.O.L mo! itaga mo yan sa bato!

sana gusto mo akong makita ulit
kahit na ako'y madaldal at makulit
sana magkatotoo ang "Muling Ibalik"
sana matikman ko ulit ang matabang na halik . . .

gusto kitang maniwala
sa mga sasabihin kong salita
ang luha ay ubos na

kalungkutan ko'y nasasabik
gustong magbago at umagos sa pisngi
at hinding hindi maabutan ng bagsik
ang mga tainga **** nagkukunwaring bingi

tuyot sa kailaliman hanggang kaibuturan
o hangin wag mo akong hipan
baka di ko kayanin dala **** ginaw
lamigin ang aking gabi habang ang utak ay natutunaw

ang pagpikit ay gumagarantya sa sariling mundo
walang makakaalam at makakapasok kundi ikaw at ako
magdidilim sa tawag ng reyalidad papunta sa kamang lundo
aking panaginip, bakit hindi kita mailagay sa isang sako?

sa isang buntong hininga madarama ang tinik
sakit na dulot ng panghihinayang at di madaan sa wisik
tinatanong ang sarili kung saan nagkasala
maglalaho ka pala, bakit wala man lang babala?

gusto kitang maniwala
sa mga sasabihin kong salita
ang luha ay ubos na

your feeling good and making it right
its like everything in this world is doing fine
but all of a sudden your diamonds turns into dime
all of a sudden you lose focus and started a fight

you fell deeply in love and oh so happy
you always knew that she's the one that your going to marry
but all of a sudden your dreams crashes with a lot of baggage to carry
i know you still love her but there are some memories that you need to bury

you saw a bunch of stones that gives you a good idea
as you stack them higher your eyes gets bigger including the cornea
but all of a sudden a small movement trigger everything to crumble and fall
i know you want to start again but you realize that the consequence has a lot of toll

i started a poem with a delightful inspiration
the rhyming was good and words are in good position
but all of a sudden i ran out of words to write
now I'm perspiring i have to bid goodnight

so how am i going to start?
yeah! i remember! with a silent ****
enough to suffocate all beings inside this shop
carbon dioxide is replacing the oxygen i need them to stop!

the little child's mind is corrupted with violent games
the bigger child's mind is getting bigger and learning to aim
virtual guns are everywhere bonded with mind cleansing tragic
demons, trolls and other creatures is two inches tall with a little bit of magic

at this moment noisy beings are gone
but they are replaced by a ******* mom
she's kinda quiet but don't make her mad
she curse like there's no tomorrow! do you want me to call your dad?

cyber world has no rules to follow
i know your mind is filled but it can make you hollow
I'm an I.T. student with a lot of projects to make
but how can i concentrate? when this computer shop doesn't give me enough oxygen to take?

i hope this lungs where fake
i hope this mind won't break
i shout! somebody give me a cake!
surfing the net, hey! who is drake?

hes gone for almost two years
now he's back with a bucket full of fear
manipulating how i think, what i see and what i hear
corrupting my mind with different ideas that would drag me to tears

the one who is responsible for my mistakes
to commit a sin, he just whisper to my ear and that's all it takes
its like everything is going to be fine until my whole world shakes
I'm following him because of my curiosity until i notice that now, my heart aches

laughing and standing at the back of the mirror
and for a while he stops and give a malicious smile
now i know what I'm doing, but its not my style
is it my fault to have him? I created my own horror?

to continue my poem for Dubrechi is going to be a failure
i need to be ok
and right now, im not
sorry Dubrechi
and now he is crying inside the rounded roots

I'm not in my comfort zone
trying to think of something special
mix emotions and i almost feel alone
what am i doing, i'm dying while i'm laughing
i'm smiling while i'm crying

the left root is telling me to stop
the right artery is not doing its job right
i'm down, am i happy? going up!
those lovely eyes should not see this. look at the light
force myself to think of something bright. . .

paranoid on their own perspective
I'm not doing this right, I'm not quite effective
ecstasy is what i want! i demand! imperative!
you can judge me now and say defective!
almost dizzy, it's still beating, long live!

as long as she is away i will miss her
as long as she is in love with me i will kiss her
nothing can stop me from loving her
i am my own worst enemy, my ***** mind
but this day wont pass without saying I LOVE YOU because your one of a kind!