I have nothing left in mind, when your heart is far away from mine...The boredom won't let me think. As emptiness begun to sink.. My words are pointless without someone to tell..Of how you conquered my heart the moment I fell

Rain is pouring, the whispers of October
Dripping memories of what we have to remember
Falling asleep by the windowpane
While trying so hard to forget all the pain
By drowning the sorrow and emptiness with tears
Along with your loneliness, heartaches and fears
Enough is enough no more hearts to suffer
Listen to the voice the whispers of October

From deep within our souls confide
The feelings of hatred a great divide
The unity became a war of hearts
Broken,tattered and torned apart

Like hell the anger burns silently strong
Emotions are overwhelming, a new breed is born
Out from the violence  chaos and dread
Fear is naked through the eyes of the dead

No matter how far the battle or which side the first blood draws
When the dust settles the war still rages within and so it goes
For centuries its been the same through history we can tell
There's no way a side of a coin meets the other, however it fell

Back to back they see different views but same cause same life
Are taken as blood splatters everywhere death will surely arrive
Cruelty is a gift humanity has given itself that keeps on giving
And so as a present.. We open another path to a merciless killing

Calm as the sound of the falling leaves
It hits the ground as we silently breathes
The air we shared as we grasp our hands together
A confession of love, a moment that can last forever
But such eternity is just a feeling of expectations
A dream in a world where fantasy is just a chained illusions
Yet from the heart we both knew that it can exist
If we hold onto us we can change the world of modern myths
That this, you and me under the bright blue sky
Is as clear as day with a love that we can't deny
So lets walk a promise that no matter what we won't let go
We'll get through anything with a bond so the world will know
That forevermore is just a heartbeat away that ticks with yours and mine
Put some faith and even in the darkest times a heart can shine..

I’ve been longing for this
I’ve been searching for you
Every night and day I’ve been waiting
If we aren’t meant to be
Then I’ll gladly surrender
Your love’s like a poison I died

Listen to me as I speak so slowly
I’m dying and fading away
A final breath speaks nothing but the truth
your whispers are so full of lies

The end has no end and it goes on forever
A cycle I just can’t take part
Lost in the moment of finding a reason
For this ******* to survive

Just one more touch and I’ll finally let go
A cutthroat kiss would really be nice
Now that it’s done, let’s start all over again
Your love is my poison for life

Look alive
Don’t stop breathing now
Hold my hands and we’ll fly away
Shine a light
Don’t keep me locked inside
Hold on tight and we'll fly away
And when you fall
Bound by despair,misery and pain
Hear my call
And I’ll take you there, where it no longer rain

I lost my will to write
I hope it's all right
If this paper stayed blank all night
With candles burning out a ticking light
What's in my mind? I've been asking myself all the time
I inked sadness with empty words everyday
Hoping to make sense along with my burdens someday
A drop of salt to each wound just to feel
I sleep awake just to make sure the pain is real
Why so much madness when your trapped in silence?
Within your own walls **** it! All of this doesn't makes sense!
Perhaps I'm losing it! Or maybe I should just let go...
Of your memories move on start anew
Yes! I should do that just so you know
My bed is calling me cause' I ran out of alcohol
This piece of paper as usual to the bin shall fall...