Are we lost? Or are we just fine?
Hold me close tell me where to find
You when I feel like falling out of reach
In a dream maybe where you are standing by the beach
Covered in sand this castle of ours
I dream of you always and it goes on for hours
I don't wanna wake up if it means losing you
I will gladly make that, just tell me and I'll do
Your eyes are blue with a kaleidoscope of colours in different hue
I am so not gonna move from here cause I am enjoying the view
A reflection of me and you and a world we created on our own
There's no place like home in your arms where I belong

I never thought that I would be
Someone that you wanted to see
Under the cherry blossom tree
Together alone just you and me

I know you were always the one
With a warmth that burns like the sun
Turns cold when you were gone
I regret everything that I've done

Now with this moment we took
Back the feelings we've  overlooked
Just like one of those story in a book
Our love are again tangled in a hook

With another chance for us to share
I will love you with so much care
From now on I will always be there
With a broken promises to repair

"As blood runs black
Darker than black
Flesh has been whacked
From front to back
It began to decay and rot
Hanging upside down tied in a knot
This body is long dead and gone
Time of death is approximately half past one"

I used to walk the broad daylight
Without the hunger I suffice every night
This addiction to **** for a moment to live
Has become my curse without a remorse to give

I didn't ask for this, something called as an abomination
Never thought I would become something out of a imagination
Life to me where once so simple now all's bizarre and uncanny
I circle and walk the night causing terror and horror as my reality

You may all be wondering how a man turns to a creature of the fallen
When did I became something that I am not?How did it happen?
It started 400 years ago when I fell in love with a beautiful countess
Her name's still haunts me Elizabeth Bathory the midnight huntress

Even the most radiant rose in appearance in the end shows their true color when they wither
She is dark merciless and vile when dusk falls she saps life like plants in need of water
One night as I walk along the shore of castle cachtice unaware of her being
I saw her standing there like wine in a glass being offered to quench a man's thirst and craving

I came to her like a hungry wolf, only to realize I am the sheep under a butcher's hook
I stare just to witness what fear looks like, as death bites a way in my vision blurred and blood was took
I woke up the next day only to be reminded that it wasn't just a nightmare
I soon then stop the struggle and feed my first **** and became a heir

I couldn't speak the tale of all the endless slaughter till' the day she was immured
I am being kept secret in the dark not knowing of my existence for centuries the curse I endured
An ending to a nightmare has finally came to pass with the death of the queen of the ******
But a new story of terror has began the hunting the feeding the killing where I myself couldn't stand

Sorry I must admit I've reached my limits
And couldn't swallow the daily dose of deceits
I am giving up slowly..No this time I surrender
These are the things one shouldn't even have to remember

You buried me deep 12 feet under till' I couldn't be found
You pushed me hard off the cliff, I met the ground without a sound
So much metaphors to describe my anger,torments and pain
I must say you are the best when it comes to driving me insane

Can't explain everything I've been through with you in four simple lines
Lets just say those are the the things a relationship can suffer having hard times
Don't even know why am I even trying knowing you wouldn't even listen
But I hope someday you'll wake up next to nothing and it's me who is missing


Where is this going to end? A simple question full of amends
Not from me, but for you to come clean so we can somehow be friends
But it seems you are the coldest kind of person one can turn to be
I've had enough to worry no more misery cause this is the last of me

"there is no purity in light or dark but we can make a difference which to weigh most.."

There is something in your eyes
That makes it hard to say goodbye
But I can’t stay and breathe your lies
You used to always speak the truth
When apologies has been misused
Now our love have been denied

It’s time for us to say goodbye
So many times we failed to try
This love can never be revive
It’s finally time to close our doors
We can’t feel us anymore
A part of me just died

Love long gone x 4