You look at me as if
I'm the only girl
You make me feel important
and never let me down
I don't think you
will never fully understand
How you touched my life
You are the reason
behind my silence
You are the reason
behind My smile
Don't cry for Me love
For I'm still here by your side
Don't shed another tear
Coz you never deserved it
My body is apart from you
But my soul rests upon
Your heart Just know
I love you then
I love you still
And promise I always will

A hole in her tender heart
An ache in her soul
Whose heart is that
I think I know
The owner is quite sad though
How can I mend that heart
Whose Heart Is kind ,melt and deep
Now stabbed,lied and cheated on
I guess it must be loved
So strong until her heart
Reach eternal bliss
So the hole in her heart
And the ache in her soul
Will fade

I had a time fighting with my dying soul
When those tongues talk against me
That was a time I had being ignored by all
And I'm there in my room always on my knee

They pull further and further away
Because when they talk nothing I say
I have much to tell but so many voices ring
Even in silence my voice is unheard still

I've always been the dirt they walked on
And In the worthless topics they talked on
There blind eyes
is the cause for
Burning heart and
For my tarnished perfection

They said I did something bad
And now I'm realizing
But I know it's too late
Because tears in my heart never fade..

That love was fearless
Draped in a deceiving cloak
Leaving nothing but a mess
Every time he spoke
People eventually leave
I use to grieve
And think how people
Enter and exit
Sometimes I wonder
How I caught in those
beautiful web of lies
Those lies that makes me fall
And when I'm tired of observing
On things that doesn't change
I started to understand
the stark truth
That I've fallen
again and again
in a trap of fool's gold

The dusk falls without a rush
When I'm alone in the cold shallow beach
Sitting on an isolated rock beside the wild shore
With a feeling of heavy grievance

I looked at the hardy waves
And wished to throw all my sorrows
So the waves could wash gently upon the Sandy
And carry away my hearts grief.

Am I born to hurt others
And drown their feelings
Or to break peoples hearts
And ignore their achings

Am I living to cut them into pieces
and see their suffering
Or to fire them into ashes
And see their burning

A dinner within a candlelight
Is what always you wanted
Let us share that special night
Without that eyes which always looks haunted
Sipping red wine would be perfect then
When the slightest music humming around our ears
Embarrassed in each other's sight
And remained silent and hesitated
But still conspiring hand in hand folded
Wanted to let the
time stand still
My heart will melt till
the dawn of the day
When our eye's gaze into
each other's that night
I wish one day This dream
Comes true
To go for a candlelight
dinner with you

I don't fear high voices
Nor I don't fear for acute looks
I don't fear oppression
But I fear impertinent

I don't fear walking alone
Nor I don't fear taking aloud
I don't fear dead souls
But I fear real people

I don't fear falling in love
Nor I don't fear others feedback
I don't fear regrets
But i fear neglects.

I feel so happy and simple sometime
When I think of you each day and night
I can't resist my mind It's true
that I'm absolutely
Crazy for you
Your so awesome
This love is endless
When spring flowers bloom
Our love is bold
like white petals on orchids
When autumn leaves fall
Our love is gold
Shining bright like harvest gloom
Your Love is radiant and
your heart is so soft and kind
I love you more than words can say
From season to season
I love you always

When  you asked me....." what Will you do if I betrayed on you"

I replied... "A Broken heart never tries to break another broken heart....

Sometimes even in my dream less
nights
I wonder why Broken one's are drawn to other brokenone's
They aren't solely an illusion in my
mind
But I know this play has long runs

No one ever died of a broken
heart
But still they brood over what
happened
Destiny has made a way to meet
people
So they can find and fix each others broken pieces

Heavy rain drops scattered the grounds
Like ****** tear drops trickle down my face
Seems that the sky cries for its wounds
Like I survive now only by God's grace

A flash of lightning struck high
My words stuck inside,'well I'm just a girl of ill repute'
A role of thunder crashed in the sky
And I was silenced by her often rebuke

Frozen rain drops bump into each other
Afraid of falling down and breaking
But my frozen tear drops stay still on my eyes  gathered
Causing my iris a deep aching

Out of the calm nights
I say I remember those moments,
The moments we lived in infamy
When the future looks bleak to us,
No one's to erase our hearts agony
But there was some to make it more worse,

Though I had a passionate interest on you
It was my fault that I didn't held you
So that all those bitter words
Will not surpass you,

And when you lay inert with half closed eyes
I whisper to myself
Whatever we do
That we can never be the same.

Let me be isolated for sometimes
For I want to know whether I'm perfect
Because they always do is wet my eyes
And I thought it's just because I'm imperfect

My faith in me is fading now
For I always try to be perfect
And all the Time when I try and try
I ended up being imperfect

That day I felt very
isolated in my own home,
When they accepted
my words so absurd,
There was a time I was held
very high but it's all gone,
And I use to keep quite
for her every single word.

Most cherished dreams,
Burn into floating ashes,
And my blood soaked
heart seems,
Like a rusted latch for
the rest of time it passes.

There's something glittery
Below her flattering eyelashes
That never shows any Mystery
But are capable of burning me to ashes

Radiated dark lines underneath
Looks like heavens shine
Her careless makeup hid her pains beneath
And often washed her cheeks down in brine

It's her eyes that is green like one's in a daydream
It's her eyes that tries to hide all the pains
It's her eyes that mists over pretty things
It's her eyes that I want to kiss and never wants to miss

Lay your sleepless head,my love
In my arms till the break of day
For I have to tell you how
My hearts aches when your far away

Nod your head for every word I utter
Not a single whisper I should hear
For I have to tell you how my heart scatter
When I feel your deep breath too near

Yes I do smile but I do yearn inside
Because once I lost both love and loathing
And it doesn't seem like my heart is still whacking wide
To miss you and own another aching

Have i briefly described you my inner world?
or have i ever described you what's on my mind?
fear might very well have killed you
cause i love you in silence

Your burden is heavy,your work is difficult, i know
for i keep quite every time and every time you speak
i believe shouting and being seeing makes loves impossible
so i keep my love in silence.

The sorrow in my
heart widened
When your absence
felt too deep
The thoughts in my mind
makes me frightened
And here I'm to weep
It has been so many days
my face truly lighten
Instead now I'm very weak
Only your presence can
make my face brighter
And then my sorrows sneak

When the moon shines brighter
And the dusky skies make  way for a start night
I want to hold your hands
And rest my head on your chest and
Cuddle with you endlessly
I want to watch you sleep
Hear your breath and
Feel your love
I want to be yours
And wanna be  with you always,no matter what
Together let's go
To some place far away
Where I can be with you
Day and night
Just me and you
Where everything is perfect
Coz I want to be yours
And wanna be with you always
no matter what

When I'm old and grey and full of sleep
And when there is no more overflowing light in my face
I wish I could remember the lady who loved me deep
When everyone failed to love my moments of glad Grace

Her remembrance will never fade like my good-looking appearance
But still fill my eyes rather with tears
I wish then I could still remember her perfect smile,hence
I could go back to past and wrap in those memories without any fears.

Life is a kind of art
Drawn within it's boundaries
Many people lead very sheltered lives
Knowing the limits of their power

Life is hard and we all know
Best be as humble as we can
No one can live the life they imagine
Unless they stop colouring inside their boundaries

At least I wish to shade the whole **** page
But I couldn't cause I'm not in the age
I've paced the room like a caged animal
And upon me imposed rules
That I uphold

This is life
An art that cannot be unravelled
Until one start
Colouring beyond boundaries

The time has gone so fast,
But the scars that is etched
on my skin still remains,
My blood soaked heart still pours,
Cause for the invisible thorn
that is protruded from it.

You... with your worn out purplish dress
And You...with your eyebrows knitted together
Waiting for me at the desk in the room end
Eagerly to talk around something

But I  walked with my head down, frightened
My heart starts to beat faster than ever
Knowing that something has gone wrong, widened
And I walked thousand steps to reach you

And you turned out to me wild
stabbed your finger angrily at my chest
Seems like you have never been kind
And asked few questions like you're  is in a quest

I saw tears of anguish in your eyes
And felt a blend of emotions fermented inside your mind
But what can I do?
Little did I know?

And you started listening to the music you really like
While I'm sitting on the bed and wondering how to spend the night
With tears in my eyes
And fears in my heart....

Spent years perfecting myself
Took split second to tarnish all-in
All my dreams are lost upon a shelf
And brought me down to a place where I can never win

But they will never comprehend my innocence
Instead, tormenting by feelings of insecurities
Every inch of my attitude is a nonsense
But I know where I stand and I too have possibilities

And here comes you
To shoulder my heavy-going pain
It's like a daydream comes true
Because whatever you do is not for your gain.

I pictured an early morning blue sky
And how golden rays of Sun reach my eye
the way the aroma of black coffee pierce through my nose
When you and I lay inert with half closed eyes

I dreamt of evening walks through those far away cities
Far away cities where love was innocent
Wandering through those lake side valleys
And dreamt how you and I dwell on fantasies

I imagined a midnight moments town
Sitting beside a road side creepy valley
And imagined how you and I looking at the desperate stars
And finding a destination to reach

Blues in her anger,Tears behind her eyes
It's a kind of anger mixed with frustration
Pain in her anger,fears behind her heart
Her anger is just another way of expressing her desolation

Her anger gave her palpitations
But it didn't destroy her
She fought with courage and determination
And avoid herself being blur

Even if the worst come to the worst
She's of Course definitely be a wow
And even her fears  burst
Her anger is just another way of expressing her love

I live in a cruel world  Full of cruel beings
Everyday I get drowned in the depths of their attitudes
Maybe it's bad blood running in their cold veins
And of course I get blinded by the darkness of it's solitude

Oh People! Don't open yourself up to this earth
When the life you live is a lie
Because you people are not enough worth
To live in this world and make others cry

Is there anyone to comprehend
The deepest sorrows embedded in my soul
And bring all things to an end
Where at least one day I can stand tall

Oh you! The darkened soul
Be not lost, in places you grieve
For you have escaped from battles, alone
And tasted the sour and sweet.

Oh you! The cryptic Soul
You maybe look like a crumpled paper
Don't let people to un crumple you
For you look better in your crumpled nature.

I know i'm hurt and you are too
But it's time to you to leave
The time to leave behind a broken heart,
I wish these dayses passes by soon
The dayses which we are far apart
How can i bring you to understand
The fragility of this words,
That it can all disappear at once
My heart is broken,but i still have hope
One day we might get back togeather
May be next time forever.