was it real or was it all in my head
I believed every word you ever said to me
I embraced every warm touch you've ever laid on my body
I kept falling without knowing what I was getting myself into.
I was the one who lost her innocence to a boy who only acted like a man
In the end of it I was the one who looked like a fool
I thought if I gave up my innocences it would keep you around but in the end that's all you ever wanted.
you didn't love me you just steal girls innocence and break their hearts

The summer nights with you were like heaven  hot and steamy
The walks in the fall with you were a reminder that nothing stays alive at one point the love dies.
The white snow reminded me of purity that once I had before I met you.
The one thing  that was taking away when you walked out on me.
The spring reminds me that there's always a way to bring yourself back to life after a heartbreak

our minds are like the storms that never end
our words are like the wind that never stays
our tears are the rain drops on a lonely day
we are the seasons of life

I just wish intentions could be more pure. I just wish communication could find it's way back to honesty. I just wish people would be more upfront and let you know what it is, instead of having to find out through lies what it isn't. It's like nobody wants to be authentic anymore. It's like people are afraid to be real. It's made trust hard to give, loyalty hard to find, and transparency hard to see. The world we live in.

You're the one person I'm willing to fight with and for
One person who I'm willing to listen to bicker at me because I didn't do something right
One person I'm willing to stay up and talk about the future
One person I'm willing to stand up for
One person I'm willing To share a meal with
One person I'm willing to love without limits  
One person who would take a beating for
I'm the one person who will love you for you and never take you for granted

How can a heart feel so much emotion so much feeling when it's just a heart
How can lungs feel as if there's not enough air to breath
How can a stomach have a feeling of dropping when that's not their function
How can a person make another human being feel everything so deeply without even trying

I'm the one who tore down the walls around your heart
I'm the one who seen the deepest darkest part of you
I'm the one who was there to hold you at your weakest
I'm the one who forgave you for not always wanting me
I'm the one who was there when no one else was
I'm the one who let you cry at night because you missed your mom
I'm the one who dealt with your attitude I'm the one who learned that love isn't perfect
I'm the one who learned not to let others take parts of yourself
I'm the one who got stabbed when I wasn't watching
I'm the one who had the pain and had no one
I'm the one who learned that love isn't worth the pain