I am everything you want me to be
Good girl
Good grades
Good school
Good friends

I am everything you made me into
Brokenhearted
Doubtful
Restless
Disappointed

Believe me, I am everything you wanted me to be
And everything you had not expected of me

I sit alone in the dark crying.
We broke up,
But I still love you,
And yet you love another girl.
I got another guy to try and replace you,
But I cant.
So again I sit in a dark room,
As tears create another river of sorrow and loss.

The beat of the music
Leads to a few simple moves,
But then those few moves
Lead to a whole dance
As my pain and sorrow are pushed away.
At least for a few minutes.
Where the music
And my steps
And leaps
And twirls
All come together to soothe me.

Grief
Anger
Madness...
It's all spiraling down on me,
Resting on my shoulders,
Silently crushing me
As my cries for help go unanswered.

I try to protect you,
I try to help you,
And yet you still call me a horrible friend?

I've stopped you from committing suicide,
I've always been there for you,
And yet I'm a horrible friend to you?

Thanks.
I guess I just needed to realise how ****** up
I am.

Im tired
Just ******* tired
Tired of doing everything
Tired of keeping everything together
Tired of nothing ever being okay
Tired of not having someone to hold
Tired of being such an irrelevant *******
I wanna ******* matter
I wanna have a place to ******* stand
I wanna be able to be loved
I wanna be able to happy