How long I was empty longing for fulfillment. Looking outwards for Her or Them to end my hunger. Drinking there waters and eating there breads gaining no nutritional worth, but losing wasting self away. SELF!
     I looked down and my belly was full! How long was I walking and searching? How many decades?  How was I so focused on the world of doing the bidding of everything else, looking, waiting on yet another unfulfilled purpose. Blind to myself I was.
  Silly how I thought I was drowning as I stand in the shallows.
  Silly looking for others to no end and Just to reach this moment.  As the light starts to come through I wonder how many cycles I had to do.

I most truly be exotic for how enriched these Eve's are they simply pass by the best of flesh for me.

We embraced each other and spun. Around and around giggling and laughing like little children. Around and around she smiled the leaves began to blow. We where swinging two fast and I let go. Watching her glee slowly transform to horror as my existence scattered like ash blowing away. She was happy that day.

We all have walked dark days. Days that where cold and damp where you walked alone and vulnerable. Alone and dark you could not see that I have walked those dark days to. Right next to you unknowingly to each other. You will leave and come back as I still walk alone blind unknowing walking.

Some lessons are learned and some earned.

We are all kings. A king who lives
By his own definition souly.
Finds himself constantly defending
Walls.