There are angels all around us. We are surrounded by Gods healing love. Angels are everywhere and they are waiting to heed the call of the father to show his live and mercy. We can all be angels in our own ways and we can all reflect Gods love and light. We can be those beacons of hope for those that are caught in the storm just one day too long and offering that healing light to whoever might need it the most. We all have the ability to be angels but there are angels everywhere in heaven and earth shining Gods healing love to the hearts of his children.

We all go through trials
We all have our crosses to bear
We all have those things
That we wish we could get rid of
Those old bad habits that nevere seem to cease
That seem to grab us and keep us from breaking free
Keeps us from truly letting go
We all have our guilts
We all have pain
We all have times
When we feel like life is just a game
And we are set to lose
When it seems like every decision we make
Ultimately leads us down the wrong path
When we can look back
When we want to kick ourselves
For making those mistakes
Its ultimately what we do during these trials
That really tell who we are
If we are willing to accept what is
To learn and to grow from them
Figuring out which direction you need to take
You can move through them with confidence
Understanding that its just life's way
Of kicking you when you need it
Helping you to see something
That you might not see otherwise
If you keep wallowing in yourself
Not truly accepting the lessons
Constantly making the same mistakes
You can never move forward
Never getting to a better place with yourself
Remaining stuck to repeat the same old groove
Until you finally figure out
What it is you are going through in the first place

When I think of heaven
I don't think of some angry God pointing down
Spitting out rules and regulations
Condemning people's souls to hell
Love rules everything
There is a little God
And a little heaven in all of us
Even the greatest sinner
Still has a little piece
We live
We die
We move on
We grow
We have to be willing
To accept the God in everyone
And love everyone accordingly
Or else we are limiting our view of God
And ultimately limiting our view of heaven.

We are living
In a crazy maze
Trying to find our way
Among the chaos
Among the mess
That surrounds us
Every day
But the quickest way'
To any point
Is a straight line
Sometimes
You have to rise
Above
To see things clearly

My life isn't over yet
There is still a long way to go
I know its easy to get stuck
Stuck wondering
If what I am doing
Is really where I should go
But I know
I have a long way to go
Until I get home
But there is still
So much to do along the way

True peace and calm comes from understanding that there is nothing to fear. That is usually easier said than done. We are conditioned to fear certain things or even certain people. We live with uncertainty and fear all around. The world is a dangerous place as we are told and taught at a young age. We are taught we should fear certain people. We must fear certain things. We must be afraid of what we don't know and everything in between. When we react out of fear is when we can get ourselves into trouble the most. When we cease to fear and we replace fear with love it can open you up to a whole new view you could never see before.

A little bit of this
A little bit of that
A little bit of this
And this is where's its at
Now ladies and gentlemen
Listen to me
I show you the feeling
The feeling in the street
So clap your hands
And wave real high
Just wave those hands
Up to the sky
If you feel the rhythm
And you feel the beat
Just stomp your feet
Just stomp em on the street
Stomp for the people
That can't find their way
Some for the people
Who don't have a say
Stomp for humanity
Stomp for the love
Pray for some heaven
Lots all get a hug
A little bit of love
Can go a long way
A little bit of hate
Can get in your soul
Can cause you to act
Without really thinking
But you must remember
We are all God's children
So feel the flow
Feel the groove
Just let it happen
Just feel it in your shoes
So now its time
To end this groove
I will leave you with
A little love too
So stomp your hands
Stomp your feet
Feel the love
Down in your seat
DJ Mad is out of here
So I want people to say
A little bit of this
A little bit of that
A little bit of this
Cause this is where its at

Life hurts sometimes
Sometimes life hurts
It can be hard to know
Which way to go when

It seems like life keeps
Piling up the troubles
When all you want to
Do is rest your head

From the storm that
Never seems to end
It can be especially
Hard when the ones

Who are supposed
To love and care for
You the most are the
Source of your woes

And trials and when
A friend is no where
In sight sometimes life
Can get so hard we want

To make it stop and put
An end to all of the strife
And worry that keeps us
Up at night but it is during

These times in our lives
When the storm seems
The heaviest when we
Need to reach inside and

Find that inner strength
That comes when we
Have faith that things will
Get better and all trials

And storms only last
A while before the sun
Comes out again and
If you have hope for a

Better dawn and a better
Tomorrow you can bear
Any storm and trials that
Life has to offer you in life

Balled Up
by Ahmad ***
I'm balled up inside.
I am slowly crawling out.
I'm awakening

It can be very easy to
Have those negative
Thoughts inside of
Our heads and minds

It can be easy to allow
Ourselves to let those
Negative thoughts
And ideas to become

Overwhelming until
We can lose ourselves
In the negativity and
Reacting out of fear

And anger, violence
Even going as far as
Committing murders
All out of hate and

And anger towards
Other people that
Can seem to come
Out of nowhere

We all have those
Negative biases
Inside of us and
Even I am not

Immune to those
Negative thoughts
And biases that can
Creep in without

Warning or thought
We all have things
Or people that drive
Us crazy sometimes

Or annoys us for
Whatever reason
And it can be hard
Not to react a lot

Of times it has
Automatic and
Engrained in our
Minds that we

Often dont stop
To think before
We react which
Can often get us

In trouble the most
When we should
Take the time to
See the actual human

I think we could
All take a lesson
From the buddhists
And allow ourselves

To passively flow
Along like an calm
Observer in the sea
Of life and allowing

Whatever storm or
Chaos that life might
Throw our way to
Pass through us like

The wind and flowing
Off of us like the rain
That pours and soaks
The earth and allowing

Ourselves to embody
That peace and calm
That comes only from
Accepting yourself and

Everyone else around you
And being able to have that
Greater love in your heart
For everyone and everything

And when you get to that
Point where you can react
Instead with unconditional
Love for all things and all

People you will know that
You have reached the point
Where life becomes happy
And you find that pure joy

And love and peace and calm
That we are all looking for
Inside so try and see the good
In everyone and everything

And allow that greater love
For humanity and for our
Earth and everything in it
To become all we know

There are some people
That are stuck in life
That don't know how
To get out of the rut of
The rat race if the door
Was sitting right in front
Of their faces and there
Was a sign saying exit here
Or if their very lives and
Existence depended on them
Rejecting the rat race and
Finding the door for
Themselves they would
Rather eat the poison
And die than live
And be free from
The race of the grind
These people I call lifers
They have a "life" plan
Or "life" goals that they
Want to follow and
They have to follow
The road to success
To make it to the top
Buying into the "life"
Or the American dream
That is toxic and deadly
To begin with and will
Ultimately lead to the
Destruction of your
Soul and your mind
And yourself trying
To keep up with the "life
You have to be willing
To let go of the material
And let go of the rat race
And find the truth behind
Life and true happiness
Is to give and to receive
Rather than trying to
Take whatever you can
From whoever you can
Just to support your "life".

We put on aliases
Every day when we
Try and pretend
We aren't who we
Truly are inside

We give up a piece of
Ourselves each time we
Try and change ourselves
To fit someone else's mold
Or to fit in to the daily
Grind trying to fit in
And not be noticed

Sometimes it can seem
Easier to just go along
With the flow and
Never challenge your
Part or your alias
And the mask you
Put on everyday
To hide the true you

Ultimately it is better
To be yourself and to
Let go of everything
That tells you it is not
Ok just to be you

You are perfect just
The way you are
Every one has their
Own purpose and
Their own personal
Identity that wants
To shine through

Its when you let
Go of these aliases
And you start being
Yourself that you can
Be free of the trappings
Of the world and begin
To live life freely without
Any boxes or restrictions
To keep you from soaring
Free of the boxes and the
Aliases that control and
Restrict us in the long run

People want to be free. We all long for that freedom of our souls,minds, and bodies. As we strive in this world. Even though we might think we are free we are captive in a strange land and that we are struggling desperately to get out of. In this struggle to be free we can sometimes hurt ourselves and other people around us but we are all searching and longing for freedom. Freedom from pain. Freedom from fear and hate and freedom from the isolation and separateness that can suffocate us with it's grip. Ultimately no matter what we might do to free ourselves there is only one answer and one solution. It is  God. When you have God he takes away your pain and fear and separation and replaces it with hope and healing and love that can truly help you to find what your heart has been longing for all along.

We all have our own journeys to take
We all have a long way to go
We all have our own paths ahead
We all have our different points of view
We all follow our own way
We walk our own path
We have our own past
We have our own future
We all exist in the same time
In the same present
We go to the same place
We all go to the same source
We return back to the light
To begin everything anew
Where our paths converge
Where we are one with the creator
Where we are one with the source
Where we understand everything
Where we come back again
To try and remember everything again
We all walk our own paths
We all have our own futures
We all have our own trials
We all have our own crosses to bear
We all have the chance to grow and to thrive
And to get to do it all over again
Until our souls are ready
To return again

Life is simple
We live and we die
What matters the most
Is what we do along the way
Its the lessons we learned
Its the people we have touched
The lives we have saved along the way
Living and dying
Loving and growing day by day
Until we return back home

We are a mirror
We are all mirrors
In our own ways
Reflecting gods image
And reflecting gods light
Even as crazy as the world
Has become we all share
That divine light and love
That is inside
Even if people doubt it
Or push it away or ignore it
That divine nature is waiting
Like a spring or well
It springs from a divine source
Spreading through the world
And reflecting through us
And into others
If we start to understand
This simple truth
All other strife would cease
We would stop killing
Or hating or separating
Each other because we would
Understand we are only one reflection
We all share the same spirit
And the same.source

Blown out
Washed up
Torn down
Torn asunder
Laid to ruin
Laid bare
Laid out
Torn out
Destroyed
Conquered
Demolished
Smashed
Assaulted
Pushed aside
Pushed down
Stepped on
Feeling low
Feeling trapped
Feeling scared
Feeling alone
Getting out
Feeling lost
Our souls know
What it is
To fear
What our souls
Is really craving for
Is love

Interlacing stories
Interlacing fates
Running together
Through space
And through

Time as we
Weave our
Stories and
Thoughts

We find that
We are more
Connected

By fate and
By time than

We can imagine

Little angel
Help to guide my way
Little angel
I know you are in my heart
Little angel
You help me spread my wings
Little angel
You live inside of me
Little angel
You connect me to the heavens
Connect me to my higher self
Connecting to the healing side of me
Little  angel
You are in every one's heart
Every one has a little angel inside of them
We just have to start
Paying attention to our little angel
To that angelic
To that higher
Healing part of ourselves
That knows

There is a tree that connects us all
A tree deep in the earth and deep
In our hearts and in our souls
Its branches are made of the
The richest of browns while
The leaves are the most
Luscious green you have
Ever seen while a single
Golden fruit lay there
Just waiting to be plucked
Giving forth life and birth
To every one and everything
The tree of life is written in our
Hearts and written in our souls
Its written in every thing on
The planet and written into
The fabric of our very DNA
We are all connected through
Our mother and the tree
Giving forth the life giving
Fruit that spawned all life
On the planet and everything
Within carries that fruit of life
That was written from the very
Beginning by our father and
Spirit and given to our mother
So that she may bear fruit and
Life on this humble and beautiful
Planet we call planet earth

It surrounds us all
Binding us to our mother
Holding us all near

They say
That people see life
Out of rose-tinted glasses
I think its easy
To allow ourselves
To become tainted
Our views become tainted
Becoming lost in your own tainted perceptions
Of how you think life should be
You have to be willing
To take off the glasses
To really see what is going on
And to see life clearly
For what it really is

Waiting can be hard to do
It can be hard to wait
It can be hard to listen
Be quiet
Be still
Waiting for
That peace and calm
Life gets so busy
It can be hard
Just finding
Enough time
Even finding
Enough time
For yourself
But you must learn
To wait
Be patient
Be still
Let that inner voice
That inner calm
Guide your way

Everything in life
Every moment
Is here
Right now
Everything is here
Everything you need
Is right here
Right now
You just have to know
How to access it
We all know the truth
Its inside of our hearts
Everything is right here
Right now
Everything you need
Is right inside inside your soul
Inside your mind
Inside your heart
You just have to seek
And you shall find

I think sometimes
We tend to get swept up
In the romantic love
In the grand
Sweeping
Drunken love
I think that we
Should
Be paying
Attention
To the everyday love
The love of a friend
The love of yourself
The love of where
You are at in life
Love for your neighbor
Love for the Earth
Love for our father
Love for one another
Loving a stranger
Loving each second
Each moment
Loving each new day
Each new breathe
The everyday love
Can overwhelm us
Can sweep over us
Filling us
In a great big wave
Of peace
Loving every bit of yourself
A little more each day
Loving life
A little more each day
And sharing that
Everyday type of love
With others as well

In spirit there is the divine
Connecting us to God
Connecting us to the angels
Connecting us to our
Feminine source of healing
All wrapped into one the
As we breathe in life and love
As our bodies begin to take in
And understand the great
Mystery of life we begin to
See the beautiful divinity
That lies in you and that
Lies in me as we seek and
Soar for the greatest heights
Of love as our hearts melt to
The sound of the universe as
We call out in grace and
Mercy and we understand
That everything has a spirit
And should be honored and
Seen as the wonderful and
Beautiful creation that it is
And when you can see the
Spirit and divinity in
Everything and everyone
You can begin to connect
In healing ways with the
Divine and God and
Our mother and spirit
And the angels and the
Life here on Earth and
Everything in between

The heart knows
It always knows
It whispers to us
When we can't find our way
Our hearts know the way
Listen to your heart
Open up your heart
Open it up to others
We get hurt in this life
We tend to shield our hearts
And shield ourselves
From everybody
And the world
But we must learn
To open up our hearts
Learning to trust in our hearts
Trusting in that inner intuition
That will ultimately lead you back
To where you have always meant to be

I am sailing on a dream
Sailing in my mind
I am free in my dreams
Free for my thoughts to take flight
I am free from the world
Free from the weight of everything
Everything that is going on in my life
Has drifted away
Floating somewhere between
The sea of eternity
And my mind
I am floating
Feeling ever free
Sailing on a dream
As I descend into the waking world
I feel the weight return
I have passed through another night
Ready to face another day

The greatest illusion
Of the world
Is the idea
That we are separate
We convince ourselves
We our separate
From nature
Separate from God
Separate from each other
Even separate
And even higher than
All the plants
And animals
And the universe all around us
We are all together
We are just different expressions
Of the same flame
That burns inside us all
We are all one
We are all connected
We just have to see it
Once you do
You will never see things
The same way again

I have been around the block a couple of times
So it's pretty safe to say that I have seen a lot of things in my life
But what never ceases to amaze me
Is how people seem to be so easily led astray
And how easy it is for people to accept things
Without really thinking it through
There are so many things in this world
That just seem to be blatant
That a lot of people just don't seem to see
Or at least they just don't choose to accept it
They would much rather live in ignorance
Then to wake up and see what is right in front of their faces
When it comes down to it
Most things that are a quick fix
Are almost never really worth it when you actually come down to it
Most of the things that we tell ourselves
That make us feel like somehow we are better
Like our truth
Our way of doing things
Is the right way
And that everybody else
Who doesn't follow our way is somehow wrong
We are all humans
Just trying to find our way
And no matter how confused
Our lost
Our angry some people make me
Even I have to look back
And realize
That's just how some people are
And even though it might seem like
People are confusing sometimes
I have to be able to look back and try and understand
Where they are coming from

Sometimes
People have
That inner halo
Shining light
For all to see
Shining their love
Warming our hearts
Showing us love
When we need it the most
Changing us
Changing our hearts
Changing ourselves
To better
Brighter
Versions
Of ourselves
Learning how to love
Learning
How to accept ourselves
How to accept life
Moving with love
Showing mercy
And kindness
To everyone
They meet

Sometimes we can get scared
Letting life's fears
Consume us
Getting stuck in fears
Stuck in doubt
Stuck in a rut
We can move away from fear
Stop being scared
Living life fully
Living completely
Moving away from the doubts
Moving away from the fears
Being a little less scared
And embracing life fully.

God is the creator of all things. He is the creator of the universe and everything within. We are all created by God, We all have his healing power and glory in our hearts. God manifests himself through the holy ghost and Jesus Christ and the angels as God spreads his healing love and truth to the children of men who are willing to call his and to spread his works and mighty glory to all who are willing to listen.

Trickling madness pours through my mind
I see myself from a tunnel view
I see everything in my mind
Hyperactive light show
I can't come down
Getting swept darker in the madness
Deeper into my head
Riding the waves as they overcome me
Feeling lost in my own body
Overload has come
I don't know how to get off of this ride
All I know is that I can't stop
My mind is aflutter with no where to go
All I can think of
Is when will this madness end
When will my mind be able to rest
From this sensory overload.

At the end of life
I will return to the source
To become anew

All in All

There is

Everything

Everything
Is contained

In our hearts

Immense
Beauty

Awaits inside
Of our minds

If we know

Where to look

There is beauty
Every where in

Our minds and
In our hearts

All in All

The world
Isnt so bad

When you open

Up and allow that

Healing beauty
And light to

Come out there

Is a universe of

Opportunities to grow

And to learn over
And over again

If we learn how to

Know for ourselves
That everything

We hold is already

Inside of our hearts

All in All

Everything is

Everything

Contained
Within

The people on the t.v.
Pay a lot of money
To take up airspace
To try and sell their products
And to try and grab our attention
And grab our minds
Convincing us
That we need to buy that extra ginsu knife
Or Chia pet
Or else your life surely couldn't be complete
Telling us that we have to live a certain way
Eat a certain way
Love a certain way
Look a certain way
Even feel a certain way
Or else somehow we just aren't good citizens
We just aren't being patriotic enough
If we don't buy into their political slander
And buying into the America dream
That is based on artificial hopes
And artificial dreams

Abundance overflowing is our father's for his children. We all have a piece of God in our hearts and souls as we return to the earth to rest our final slumber our father is always with us as we return back to him and return back to his universal love and healing and joy comes from God as he uses his angels to impart his loving kindness with overabundance to all of his children that call his name.

Sometimes I wonder
About the state of things
It is my opinion
That no one
Should ever
Have to worry
About sitting out
In the cold
Sitting out in the rain
Sitting without food
Without a name
Without a voice
Living from day to day
Not knowing when
Their next meal will come
When there is more than enough
For people to have
There are more than enough homes
That are sitting
That are not being used
There is more than enough clothes
There is more than enough food
There is more than enough space
There is more than to give every one a share
If we just gave what we had
Instead of hoarding it
We spend so much time
Trying to separate ourselves
From the people
From the pain of the world
People are crying out
They are crying out for justice
People want to be free
Free to dream without persecution
To feel like their lives actually mean something
To not have to want
To not have to worry
To be able to live in abundance
Sharing and giving ourselves
And living in harmony
And communion
With each other
And with the Earth

Reclaim my life
Mold me to your ways
I want you to guide me
Guide me in your light
Guide me with your spirit
Guide me with your love
I feel you inside of me
Help me to grow
Help me to see
See your light
A little clearer
Feel you
A little nearer
Reclaim my soul
Reclaim my life
Guide me
So that I can rest once again
In your humbling grace

The first will become the last
And the last will become the first
As it is in the beginning
It will be in the end
The alpha and the omega
The beginning and the end
All in one moment
All in one second
Constantly playing out
Constantly balancing each other
As we move along in life
Just as there is a beginning
We all have an end
Life is always moving from one phase to the next
Constantly recycling itself
Never ceasing
Everything is transitory
Even when we think of people
We see that there are people who seem to have a lot of wealth
And people who seem to have all of the power
While it seems like there are some people
Who seem to be without a say
Without a voice
Without a dime to their name
But who is really happy
Is the business man that keeps buying all the things to fill his heart
Any happier than the child that might not have anything
That enjoys the simple pleasures
And can laugh and play with ease
And even the person who you might look down upon the most
Can have hidden knowledge and truths hidden in their eyes
And hidden in their hearts
That they are willing to tell if you would only listen
And whose heart truly sings when they see someone happy
But there are hearts that are almost always looking to destroy any happiness
Because they live so much in fear and in hate that anyone who is happy
Just shows them how unhappy they are inside
Who would you rather pity
The person whose heart sees love and can be happy for others
Or the heart of the person who can only see hate and greed and fear
Alpha and omega
As it is in the beginning
So shall it be in the end
And just as we begin to learn
We depart again
To return to the earth
Where we can all be free
Recycling ourselves
As even we move from one phase to the next
Constantly flowing in balance
As we continue to live and to die and struggle and grow

Even after everything
You have been through
You can look inside of yourself
And truly say
I am whole now
I know who I am
I love and accept myself
I know my worth
I can accept who I am
I love myself
And whoever you are
Out there in the world
Who is sitting out there
Without love
Without hope
I have enough love
And enough hope
To spare

I am weary
I am worn
I don't know where my home is
I feel myself slipping
From where I know I am
I am getting tired
Feeling myself weaken
Feeling my resolve weaken
As I am repeatably battered by the storm
Just wondering when this weariness will pass
When this heaviness in my heart and in my soul
Will actually lift
Removing the fog
Opening up my path
So I don't have to fight all the time

Behold the father and the king of all the earth and the king of heaven shall very soon shine forth among all of his children of men. We are all shining examples of God's love. God shines his love and grace and mercy on all of his children. We are all mirror images and reflections of God's great love and light. I know that we are here on earth to learn and to grow and to experience what it means to live. We have many trials and tribulations and a lot of us lose our way in life and get lost in the world. It can be easy to allow the world and darkness to consume us and to give into fear and pain and darkness but ultimately God shines his love on all of his children and he is continuing healing and guiding as we move forward in life. When we accept God and we call his name in prayer and begin to increase our love that we have inside all other things begin to melt away as you begin to take in and expand God's great purifying spirit you begin to understand we are all one and you begin to see and feel the universal picture in front of your face as you begin to react out of kindness for other people begin to see and to recognize that inner light and you can help guide others home as God shines his healing light from your heart.

Beauty abounds
Even in something
As simple as a snowflake
In something as simple
As a child's smile
Life is beautiful
It's the small things
A flower just budding
Opening up to the sun
A bird
Floating free on a breeze
The warmth of the sun
The breeze in the trees
That quiet voice
That let's you know
That everything will be o.k.
Beauty abounds
In the smallest of places
You just have to know
Where to look

Every time you
Feel lonely or sad
Or you feel like
Your life doesn't
Make sense and
When it feels like
Things are the
Darkest is when
You must search
For the light and
The love just waiting
Beneath the surface
Its always there if
You know where
To look inside of
Your heart and
Soul and when
You find that
Light that leads
You through the
Storm and through
The trials of life you
Will feel that much
Stronger and whole
Through the lessons
Of life that might
Come your way
If you have faith
You can move
Mountains and
Change the course
Of rivers with your
New found strength
And faith and light
That is flowing in
Your soul as you
Begin to show
And share your
Inner light and
Strength to others
To be the beacon
Of light and faith
To show others the
Way when they feel
Lonely or like life
Isn't fair you can show
Them through your
Own light and experience
There is always a brighter
Way through the storm
And showing and sharing
Your gift of light and healing
To all who are willing to see

I think that we all need time to breathe
We spend so much time running
We seldom take the time
To just enjoy life
To go for a walk
To enjoy the simple act of living
Allowing yourself to truly breathe
And feeling your worries dissolve
Taking the time to do something
That makes you happy
And taking the time to build
Positive relationships with the
People around you
Building your community
Getting to know the people around you
Take time to breathe
Just breathe in
And breathe out
And you will start to see
Just how much more stress free
Life can be
If you just take time for yourself
Every once in a while
To let go
And just be
BREATHE!!!

Ordinal perfection in your grasp
Another new first begins again

Time frozen in sand
Sands moving ever slowly
Traveling through time

Constantly flowing
Slowly moving towards its end
Path is shown below

Flowing from the heights
Ever descending downwards
They are digressing

Constantly falling
Entropy caught in a glass
Mirroring our fate

We all grow
We all change
We are slowly
But surely
Becoming
Different