Why dont you love me, so you say
Why must you not show love and play
Why do you toy with me you ask
Why do you hide behind a mask
Am i not pretty like the others
Do you not show love cause of past lovers
Say that you like me but show me different
Claim to be close but you feel so distant
You flag me down into your runway
Only to shoot me with your gun play
It felt so right, now that moment is gone
Say that you like me, but it never seems long

I know that you stare when you see the black hoody
The confusion in eyes when i say i'm no bully
I own but one hoody and black was my preference
I'm not grim nor unfriendly but you hate my presence
You look in discomfort when i walk on by
As you fake a smile i whisper a "Hi."
I know you dislike how I've chosen to dress
But the eyes of the blind would be truly impressed

With words in a cluster i manage a thought
That thought gets intense
So intense
Then i stop
As quick as i can i shut both eyes and listen
I hear but a tear start to drizzle
and glisten
My mind starts to wonder
I stare at the moon
The thought of this life is like roses
It blooms
With feet on the ground i see shadows behind me
Is that part of me
Does this darkness define me
Will i grow wings or will flames be surrounding
Dark thoughts of my life after death
My heart's pounding
They tell me i'm crazy like they have yet thought this
It keeps me awake for my faith
I have lost it
The sun is now rising
My eyes lower slowly
Consumed by my thoughts
I feel weakened
Unholy

This story seems different but very familiar
I enter the castle expecting my princess
All of those obstacles jumped, felt superior
Only to find no one else of my interest
Over the hills I see castles and castles
Fight my way through and I get the same answer
Hope this is worth it cause this is a hassle
Open these doors hoping happiness after
Down to the last one I think she awaits me
peek through the door and reality phased me
There was my princess who I fought so long for
Holding a man who just wanted the high score
Kisses your square lips and Im left with spite
Stare at the screen, time to call it a night