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Adam Johnson Oct 2014
I bet you think this is about you.

But I'm not hung up on you anymore.
Nor will I ever be again.

Just don't come sit at my table...
Adam Johnson Oct 2014
I don't believe in soul mates.
She could be good for him.
Who is to say.

                                                 But I also believe that some are better together
                                                             Like I would like to think you and I are

But sadly.. I don't believe in soul mates.
So maybe we aren't going to happen.
Adam Johnson Oct 2014
I wish that I wasn't so in love with you.

Maybe the pain would leave.

But some days it's the pain I crave..
I don't know.. You're just all I want
Adam Johnson Oct 2014
I crave making others feel.
Feel sorrow.
Feel longing.
Feel joy.
Feel pain.
The rush they get from emotion makes me come alive.
Because I have a hard time feeling it alone. I need others to enhance it. To make it come alive. I'm like a parasite.
Adam Johnson Oct 2014
Loving you is my drug.
I get high off of the thoughts of you
I've learned to enjoy the pain
Love. Lost. Or never gained.
I don't like to hurt.
But without it I couldn't live
Do you see what a little mess I'm in
But I can't. I can't.. I won't.
I don't even know how deeply I love
Loved and lost
Adam Johnson Oct 2014
Feelings suppressed.
Hearts on hold.
Tears don't fall.
Love gone cold.
Adam Johnson Sep 2014
Words come quickly but softly like a stream in the mountains
Rolling and flowing but occasionally crashing into the rocks below
Each word like a drop of water
Without the rest it doesn't flow
Over time the stream shapes the mountains and once it's there it's there to stay
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