Don’t ever forget them but remember and accept.
Let go of their fault for when you cried and wept.

Sad to say goodbye but don’t fill your world with misery.
Try to focus on the positives and the good history.

Don’t move on but take it all in and to your heart.
So much guilt with the pros of your sad depart.

Never got to say goodbye in that **** hospital that morn.
But continue your life and cherish it
while you mourn.

The sun shines bright on the dull colors of the world
my life is full of love and unjust cruelty swirled

Like a moth to the sun, unreachable and dangerous
Love partaking in the risks that may injure us

Though I must shy away and find this supposed inner peace
It’s hard to grow up and turn a new brighter leaf

So much movement with little energy
I hope not to live like this till i’m elderly  

I want to move, to heal, to grow, and to rearrange
I want so much but there is little left in me working to change

the cold night sky takes over my body as I miss your warmth
as I miss you warmth I miss your loving kisses ten fold
I would bargain with God, plead, and give all my gold
So much I miss I feel empty due to this that and the forth
The forth, losing you was the cherry on top that I cannot stand
on the hunt for the same love but It will never be you
God please help I don’t know what I am to do
For all I can do is I wish, desire, and demand