My life never
went the way I planned..

So I plan to unplan..

I want to see

your tears

fall

for me

I know its

but a dream

I thought I was the only
Heartbroken

Then I found so many
here on hello poetry

I am mean when
I say I am happy
I am not the only one
In pain

And when I read the poems here
The pain resurfaces
Submerges
Dissolves
Disappears
Reappears

Some words
Some hurting
Some disturbing
Some comforting..

Everyone trying
To get rid of the pain..
The unbearable stupid pain..

breathe me in

absorb me

in your blood

i want to rush

through your veins

straight to your heart

and stay in its

chambers

Yes we cannot
be together

I wish you
the best in the world

But even the thought
Of you
With someone else

Burns me !!

and I finally found my heart
                       in your junkyard...

is hate a form of love?

Dear future husband,
  
    I am missing you terribly.
    Come soon.


Yours,
fd

. .  .and then it was jus me in the picture

Its me and just  some words
                     On lonely nights...

sometimes your silence

kills me

and

sometimes your words

weigh me down

there is a road

which leads to me. . .

wondering

who will be the one

who speeds to me. . .

All strong women
have cried behind bolted doors...

Why to Run behind

this Ever Evading World ?

No Perishable

Could ever Own it

I don't even

Want to try !

And what will

I get if I own it also

Whats the Pleasure

To own something

Your heart Never

Desired about

This world is

Nothing to me

Except for a

Temporary Stay

words are an outlet
else
feelings would've

stifled me to

death !

pain makes you wise
          wisdom is a gift
                   gifts are to be treasured
                            treasures are rare
                                            and rare is rare..

Its easy to fool people

put on a Smile

and they feel

you are Alright

Sometimes I wonder

if I am a Fine Actor

Or is it

that I have a

Blind Audience

the moon is veiled
by the grey clouds

the stars twinkle one by one

the cool breeze
wraps me

as I lay awake
on the cot
staring above

the night is in its full splendor
sleep is drawing me close

such is the beauty of this darkness

that it makes me forget the chaos within

Can you hear me

I keep calling out to you

during the day

in the night

in the crowds

and when I am alone

Did you hear me ??

The one who said

only Chameleons

Change Color

hasn't met Humans

like the white clouds in the sky

i have white patches on my skin

the clouds make me happy

the cloud on my skin snatches away my smile

i just hope

i just pray

that one day my skin

would be cloud-less

what is life?
what could it possibly be?
your version may be
different to mine
a version based
on our journey
through love, happiness
joys,sorrows
trials,tribulation

All this guiding
us to form our own
self constructed definition

what is life?
what could it possibly be?
a blend of flavors
sometimes sweet
sour at times
bitter , tangy
salty.. divine..

what is life?
what could it possibly be?
knowing thyself
knowing others
knowing the universal values
knowing our strengths
our weaknesses
knowing the Creator


what is life?
what could it possibly be?
a seed germinating
a hope
a journey
enrichment
people of all shapes
all races all kinds
a sparrow perched
different sounds-voices, noises  
silence
a snow clad valley

what is life?
what could it possibly be?
is it a helping hand
a smile
a kind word
a never dying spirit

what is life?
what could it possibly be?

why dont you understand

that a bare soul

is better

than a bare body

when will you understand

they said,"stay away from love"

i ignored

now

i say,"stay away from love"

and they ignore..

I know
whom
to call
out
when
I am
in trouble

I know
who
will help
me
through
the troubles

And
why should
I be
ashamed
to say
your
name to all

Ya Rabbul-Aalmeen

You pushed me

close

to God

when you

were near

All I

asked God

was you

And

Now when

you are

Away

You have pushed

me close

to God

again !!

All I

ask from Him

is You