i need a few straws

to re-build my nest

like a sweet smile

a kind little word

i need a few souls

to flock with

good at heart

for a fresh new start . . .

I wish

I could

have you

in my life

the halal way

I wish

someday in sha Allah

the heartless *****
once had a heart
a heart of gold
a heart soft
a heart all pure
which she still possess
but doesn't show

it was a heart purest of pure
it was bruised
it was torn
in the game of life
the gamble of love

it was kicked
it was  broken
it was trampled
it was crushed
it was thrown

she kept gathering
the tiny pieces
daily in a jar

away from the public gaze
she kept sewing it
with fiber and tar

her heart is all tattered
the stitches are old
but still shines

the heartless *****
still has the heart
but  no one knows...

My constant companion

You are the first thing on my mind
When I rise

You are the last thing i say Adios
to in the Night

How do you manage
to keep me glued

You are a Necessity

The daily pill
required for survival

If you are not around
I suffer FOLO

So addicted to you

You are more Important
than all the mortals at times

What would I do
without you

O You Idiot Rectangle !!

I just need that

One Man

To

Empty my Soul

To

I am
free flowing liquid
cold as ice
cloudy vapour..

lets not cross-fire

they laughed

when

they saw

my big specks

my big nose

my big teeth

but

I forgave them

because

I also have

a

Big Heart

From strangers
To friends
To lovers

And

Then

From lovers
To friends
To strangers

Its painful

How can something be true
Amidst liars

Ya Allah

Bas is nafs

K haathon majboor hu

pain makes you wise
          wisdom is a gift
                   gifts are to be treasured
                            treasures are rare
                                            and rare is rare..

I thought I was the only
Heartbroken

Then I found so many
here on hello poetry

I am mean when
I say I am happy
I am not the only one
In pain

And when I read the poems here
The pain resurfaces
Submerges
Dissolves
Disappears
Reappears

Some words
Some hurting
Some disturbing
Some comforting..

Everyone trying
To get rid of the pain..
The unbearable stupid pain..

Dear future husband,
  
    I am missing you terribly.
    Come soon.


Yours,
fd

Left with nothing

But regret and repentance

I have to  let go. . .

I want to see

your tears

fall

for me

I know its

but a dream

and I finally found my heart
                       in your junkyard...

I don't know
how to write poems

What I write
Is nothing
But ugly pieces of me..

Can you hear me

I keep calling out to you

during the day

in the night

in the crowds

and when I am alone

Did you hear me ??

i wish
i knew
the wisdom
behind
meeting people
heartbreaks
moving on
meeting more people

i wish
i knew
the wisdom
behind
all the failures
the cries
the hi's
and
the byes

i wish
i knew
the wisdom

Go away

But do come back

Someones waiting

. .  .and then it was jus me in the picture

the moon is veiled
by the grey clouds

the stars twinkle one by one

the cool breeze
wraps me

as I lay awake
on the cot
staring above

the night is in its full splendor
sleep is drawing me close

such is the beauty of this darkness

that it makes me forget the chaos within

Something is missing
In people around
Is it warmth
Is it kindness
Is it love

Hmmm I don't know
What it is

Maybe that's y
they are just people..

Not friends Not family

Just people

there is a road

which leads to me. . .

wondering

who will be the one

who speeds to me. . .

my thoughts always run
in your direction..
the wrong direction..

Its easy to fool people

put on a Smile

and they feel

you are Alright

Sometimes I wonder

if I am a Fine Actor

Or is it

that I have a

Blind Audience

My life never
went the way I planned..

So I plan to unplan..

I want to fly

You want me to swim

 And

 If I drown

the Blame

would be mine

We are humans
Let's not slaughter each other
Let's not stiffle others

Let's exchange
Smile
Hugs
Kind words

Yeaa and some flowers too :)

when the world sleeps
the poet awakens it
from its slumber..

All strong women
have cried behind bolted doors...

sometimes your silence

kills me

and

sometimes your words

weigh me down

Its me and just  some words
                     On lonely nights...

i want to close my eyes
                                         and never open them again

I thought

I hated you

then

A day came when

the fear of losing you

made me realize

I did'nt

So many graves buried
Within

So many corpses
I hide

Yes we cannot
be together

I wish you
the best in the world

But even the thought
Of you
With someone else

Burns me !!

i like walking

even though

i have fallen

bruised myself bad

i will keep walking

he never loved her

she did

now he

visits her grave often

and I wonder why ?

He will Rob you of your Heart

Break it into two

And hand it back to you !!