My first love died
I don't have enough air to breath
I remember  all of his words
I don't forget even his clothes
My feeling without answer
He took with him
My lovely words to him
Asleep forever in my heart
Now, nobody take it out.
My  tears change into ice
Nobody can break it
I stop to imagine my life with him
Now,it is just my dream in the paradise
He is my love in my fairy tale
Now, I don't have  chance to tell him
I don't have a chance to love him
He is just my stone
Which live in my soul
He is my black shadow
That I can't touch
He is my wind
That I can't see
He is my castle
Nobody can't open it ,
even with a key, too
I thank him forever
I love him ever
Because
He is my first love
First love is never die in my heart...

My friend is my family
Who never lies to me
My friend is my time
Who never changes the view
My friend is my life
Who never leaves
Whenever I need
Whatever I want
My friend is my destiny
Who believes  me

I don't forgive you
But
My heart forgives you
My heart belongs to you
My heart aches seeing you
Cause
Just I know what it is
It's  LOVE
I just  keep silence
I just appreciate it.
I just know it.
The power of Love is Pure.

My love doesn't breathe
My love doesn't  eat
My love doesn't think
My love doesn't  know

My tears are my soul
My tears make friends with the rain
Every raindrop has the reasons:
I cry when I am suprised
I cry when my heart is broken
I cry when I am so sad
But
I do not like wiping my tears of joy
I do not like wiping my tears of thanks
It is unforgetable
My tears have a feeling
My tears have a memory
My tears have a heart
My tears are in my eyes
I hate showing it anybody
I am not weak
I am not strong
Just
My tears are my soul.
Nobody can understand it.

Nobody believes in your treas
Even you cry
Even you are sad
Everybody are cruel
They build our life
They break our life
Nobody believes in your tears
Tears are just weakness
Tears are just water, water water

Hey, New Year.
Listen to me.
NO TIME TO LOVE SOMEONE.
NO TIME TO HATE SOMEONE.
NO TIME TO THINK ABOUT MY PREVIOUS YEAR.
NO TIME TO BE YOUR LOVE.
SORRY
I HAVE TIME TO LOVE MYSELF.

If you say to somebody
"Oh, it is not right"
You become a bad person.
If you give  advice  to somebody
"Oh, you should it better"
You become a jealous  person.
Nobody likes  the truth
Why?
Because it's true
The truth is bitter than the lie
Nobody acknowledges it
Nobody appreciates it
The main reason is
They  just want to taste the sugar not the salt...

Now
I don't give you my password
I locked my heart.
My heart doesn't have to know
what the pain is.
My heart has to know what the happiness is.

Oh, Poet,
You are the king of literature
You are the figure of  creature
You are always in our heart
Cuz, you are  forever  of  future.

Has your heart been angry?
Has your heart been hungry?
Has your heart known
"What is sadness?"
Do you notice
Our heart like a baby:
It just knows
what is the happiness
What is the pain.
Our heart just smiles and cries
Our heart just knows and saves
Our heart is a baby.
Don't cheat
Don't break
Our heart has a good memory...

Pay attention
Life is beautiful
Just live beautifully
Don't be friendly with anybody
Don't open  your heart for people
Who say "Oh , you are smart!"
At the end , you will be lonely
Your soul will be cry as rain
You will hurt your heart completely
It's not advice
It's just my  saying which you read
It's just my background which you notice

Poem
We write not to be popular
We write not to be successful
We write to understand
We write to believe
We write to feel
We write to know
What happened with us?
What happened around the world.
Everything and Everyone influence to our soul and mind.

I was born and opened the door of life like a poor person.
I will die and close this door of my life like a poor person.
Because
My world can be measured with money.
Humanity is just word.

Rain doesn't cry
Rain doesn't try

My fake smile wins my meaningless life.

Tears are my words,
When I couldn't say anything else.
Cuz it is really heavy for me
Instead of explaining,
I just cry without stopping
Cuz
I am so tired, I couldn't protect my heart.
Sorry my heart
What should I do?

Sorry, humanity
YOU are NOBODY
YOU don't live in our world.
You don't live in heart.
You don't live in our mind.
You don't live in our dictionary.
Nobody knows who you are
Nobody hears  you , when you speak
Nobody sees you, when you are here.
Nobody touches you, when you are with us.
Sorry, Humanity
Being to be  human person
It's so so tough for us.
We don't appreciate you.
We don't know about you.
We can't describe you.
You are not our  friend!!!
That's true

Stop !!!
Where are you going?
Stop!!!
What are you doing?
Stop!!!
Who is saying?
Stop!!!
Why are you working?
Stop!!!
How much time are you going to waste
Stop!!!
How long are going to wait?
"Stop!!!"
This word  is around in my thoughts
This word  hides  on my brain.
It helps to think more and more...

Stop to hate yourself
Stop to break your heart
Stop to say bad words to yourself
Stop to ignore your dream
Stop to be so lazy
Stop to cry when you are upset
Nobody understands besides you

Hello, my  Happiness!
Good bye, my Sadness!
Welcome to my Joyful!
See you soon, my Lucky!
Thank you my Love!
Sorry my Waste Day!
Call me, my Dream!

Take care my poem.
Never die, please.
Take care my wisdom words
Never lie, please.

My teardrop change into ice
My teardrop hide  into my soul
My teardrop can’t talk can’t discover
It is too tough for me
What should I do?

Tears are on my pillow
I am not to be on the willow.
Tears are on my pillow
I am not like the swallow.

Tell me
what should I do?
when my heart is broken
Tell me
what should I do?
when I cry a lot even rain doesn't see my tears
Tell me
what should I do?
if people without any thinks shout on me
even dolphines' voice can't compare with it
Tell me please
what should I do?
men don't respect me
cuz money is winners in this life

When I am crying-
After  a few minutes
The weather is rainy.
When I am being angry-
I look out the window
It's  windy.
When I  wish  that one boy gives me flowers.
Tomorrow - I look  out the window
The flowers  are blooming
When I am so happy
The waether is sunny.
But
What does it mean?
Why?
Nature helps  me?

Thank you, you left me
Thank you, you hate me
Thank you, you gave me the pain
Thank you, you didn't respect me
Thank you, you let me to know
What's the  LOVE without answering
What's the LIFE without  breathing
What's  the LIE without telling
I am glad that you are living in my past life...
I  understand, you are nobody, if you don't love yourself firstly
I recognize , you are only shadow, if you don't respect yourself firstly.
I  remind, your life is yours
Just  appreciate it perfectly...

There are three ways:
You live to earn much money.
You just live for yourself
You live to do something for your future generation
Choose it
Cause
Everything depend on yourself.

Everybody knows that time is a magic and unbelievable thing. We don't have a power to stop  the time. It always go on without stopping. Nevertheless, we  often waste out time to think about  money and go on. We exactly know it is not important point in our life. We should to appreciate our time. Because our time is our life. Time is our air. Time is you.That's why, we should thank for everything what we have because time is our treasure...

Today is my birthday. Why do people celebrate the birthday? Why? What is the meaning? I can't understand it. For instance, I am sad. I am so-so.  Cause I know what the life is ? I am going to be older. Anyway, the meaning of my  Birthday is  one of  my wishes comes true or does it this day. Cause  One year, I worked very hard and tried to do the best. And this day, my birthday has to give
me the present what I deserve. It is a big and unforgettable gift for me. I do not ask everything from anybody. I do the best present for myself. I ask it myself

Unfortunately
Men don’t respect, if the girl’s is so kind
Men don’t love, if the girl’s heart is beauty
Men don’t like, if the girl’s soul is pure
They just love the girl whose appearance is so brilliant

Beautiful life with me
Cause
Future life will give me what I need

A beautiful woman's home smells with beautiful flowers
A wise woman's home  smells with delicious food
A  good woman's home knows what is convenient for family.

Winter is coming
But my mood is not changing
My nature is dreaming
I am not losing my aim

Don't Love me- I love you.
Don't hate me- I hate you.
Don't believe in me- I trust you.
Don't ignore me- I ignore you.

I drunk a drink
It is called "LOVE"!
It was so sweet
It was so spicy
Just
Drink and drink.

There are many pages are written about you in my book.
When you look through the papers