I am an artist
I draw my life.
I am a teacher
I teach my steps.
I am a doctor
I treat my destiny.
I am a lawyer
I judge my actions.
I am a builder
I build my success.
I am a translator
I translate my opinion.
I am a  photographer
I take  my memories.
I am a writer
I write my future.
I am a chef
I cook my mood.
I am a businesswoman
I manage myself.

If you want to be healthy
You have to have money.
If want to have hobbies
You have to have money.
If you want to have a lot of friends
You have to have money
If you want to study
You have to have money
If you want to be a beautiful person
You have to have money
Money manages  our lives
WITHOUT money, you are NOBODY
Before it,
I thought
Humankind is on the top
Unfortunately,
It is just a fairy tale.

Poem
We write not to be popular
We write not to be successful
We write to understand
We write to believe
We write to feel
We write to know
What happened with us?
What happened around the world.
Everything and Everyone influence to our soul and mind.

Why not me?
Why not my time?
Why not my life?
Why not my love?
Why not my word?
Why?
Why I must not know about
kindness?
Careful?
Happiness?
Respect?
Why?

Love is not water
Love is not fire
Love is  air
what you can breathe deeply

Rain doesn't cry
Rain doesn't try

You don't see the sadness in my eyes.
You don't notice tears in my soul.
Because of that,
I smile even
when I cry

Today is my birthday. Why do people celebrate the birthday? Why? What is the meaning? I can't understand it. For instance, I am sad. I am so-so.  Cause I know what the life is ? I am going to be older. Anyway, the meaning of my  Birthday is  one of  my wishes comes true or does it this day. Cause  One year, I worked very hard and tried to do the best. And this day, my birthday has to give
me the present what I deserve. It is a big and unforgettable gift for me. I do not ask everything from anybody. I do the best present for myself. I ask it myself

Love doesn't see into your brain.
Love doesn't see into your height.
Love just see into your heart.

If you love me:
" Welcome!"
If  you hate me:
" Good bye!"

Eveybody can tell what they want
Everybody are able to be nervous
Everybody are able to be crazy
Everybody are able to be aggressive
HOWEVER
Their education stops to be crazy
Their wisdom helps not to be nervous
Their good upbringing stops not to be aggressive
Just good peaople are around us

My love doesn't breathe
My love doesn't  eat
My love doesn't think
My love doesn't  know

My fake smile wins my meaningless life.

I am running
I  close my eyes
I am breathing
I know who am I
I am sleeping
Tomorrow is not today
My heart is beating
I  see my future
Cause
I am thinkig about my aim

Describe your love
Is it happy?
Is it miserable?
Is it lonely?
Is it  grateful
Is it melting?
Is it broken?
Is it locked?
Is it so tired?
Is it sunshine?
Is it the moon?
Do you know
What is happening with your heart?
Maybe
Is  your heart in Bandages?
Talk with your heart
Listen to your heart!
Just you know it
Just you understand it.
Take care of your heart
You have ONE heart.

Everybody knows that time is a magic and unbelievable thing. We don't have a power to stop  the time. It always go on without stopping. Nevertheless, we  often waste out time to think about  money and go on. We exactly know it is not important point in our life. We should to appreciate our time. Because our time is our life. Time is our air. Time is you.That's why, we should thank for everything what we have because time is our treasure...

I was born and opened the door of life like a poor person.
I will die and close this door of my life like a poor person.
Because
My world can be measured with money.
Humanity is just word.

Has your heart been angry?
Has your heart been hungry?
Has your heart known
"What is sadness?"
Do you notice
Our heart like a baby:
It just knows
what is the happiness
What is the pain.
Our heart just smiles and cries
Our heart just knows and saves
Our heart is a baby.
Don't cheat
Don't break
Our heart has a good memory...

Love's destination is calling me
Love's inspiration is falling me.

I open the door of happiness
I open the window of love
I close the way of sadness

Anwser my question, please. I can't understand: " Why do people lie?".They firstly tell me and after it, they don't do it. Their speeches and actions are not the same. WHY?

There are two actions of men:
THE FIRST ACTION.
If the man  meets with his girlfriend who falls in love with her:
He is so polite;
He hears EVERYTHING what she says:
it doesn't matter stupid or wisdom;
He tells beautiful words ;
He is  a bit shy;
He is ready to buy everything;
He just  tells  his achievements;
He just tells  his success
He just tells his good personal character.
He is  INCREDIBLE kind.
Because
She is Beautiful!!!!!!
THE SECOND ACTION.
If that man meet with girlfriend who doesn't respect:
You are nobody!!!
He doesn't hear even your breathe
He just tells about his problems
He just tells negative words.
He  just tells his  bad personal characteristics
He doesn't change his voice or voice tone.
You buy even coffee yourself.
He doesn't open the door.
He doesn't care how do you go to home
He is selfish!
He doesn't phone you.
He doesn't chat with you.
You always start to do it.
He asks to help
He asks to solve the problem
He doesn't care:
You are hungry or sick
He doesn't see even
How do you change your style
How do you change your hairstyle
How do you buy beautiful clothes
You work hard and earn much money
The reason is:
Just to be beautiful!
He doesn't notice it.
YOU are  THE Shadow !
You are Nobody !
You are the WALL!
He never thinks about you.
Cause, You are a pity girl.
Unfortunately,
You don't control your heart
You know what is love
After these ACTIONS or RELATIONSHIPS:
Your heart is getting to be STONE!!!
Your tears are getting to be ICE!!!
You promise yourself :
Never believe and admit that love is Happiness;
LOVE IS NOTHING for you.
LOVE IS THE IRON for you.
That's why,
Let's Think !!!!!!!!!!

My friend is my family
Who never lies to me
My friend is my time
Who never changes the view
My friend is my life
Who never leaves
Whenever I need
Whatever I want
My friend is my destiny
Who believes  me

Art can change somebody's  opinion
Art can show artist's  soul
Art can live with  you
Art can die with you
However
Art can stop the time!

LOVE YOURSELF
Whonever say : " You are not beautiful"
LOVE YOURSELF
Whatever happened in your life
LOVE YOURSELF
Wherever you are
LOVE YOURSELF
Whenever you live
LOVE YOURSELF
It is a key to be succesful
It is a key to be confident
You live your life
Your life is yours
Your destiny  
Your dream
Your aim
They always listen to you
What you wanna say
It doesn't matter
Good or bad
Because
YOU LOVE YOURSELF
and
LOVE YOURSELF
ever...

If you say to somebody
"Oh, it is not right"
You become a bad person.
If you give  advice  to somebody
"Oh, you should it better"
You become a jealous  person.
Nobody likes  the truth
Why?
Because it's true
The truth is bitter than the lie
Nobody acknowledges it
Nobody appreciates it
The main reason is
They  just want to taste the sugar not the salt...

The nature offended me
Cause
I am not her beautiful flowers
I am not her pure water
I am just a thorn of cactus.

Now
I don't give you my password
I locked my heart.
My heart doesn't have to know
what the pain is.
My heart has to know what the happiness is.

Wishes of my heart is being with you.
You are my LOVE.

I am not worrying, I am just asking.
I am not sleeping, I am just dreaming.
I am not thinking, I am just loving.
I am not copying , I am just being.

I underline the Happiness
Cause
Happiness is you.

I don't want to live
Life is not for me
I don't want to be alive
Love is  not happy

What's happening with me,?
I couldn't find out myself.
What my heart is worrying ?
I couldn't calm down you.

You don't buy my Love.
Just your attention can buy it.
Just your respect can buy it.

Birds sing to me: "Be smile, every time".
Rain cries to me: "Don't be sad, please".
Nature whispers to me: " Be positive".
Flowers says to me: " You are beautiful".

I swallow a pain
It's to tough
I swallow a my tears
It's so bitter

Take care my poem.
Never die, please.
Take care my wisdom words
Never lie, please.

Four seasons of my life:
My winter is my beauty.
My spring is my humanity
My summer is my kindness
My autumn is my reality

I cried a lot
knowing that people are not people
Knowing that  person is not person
They are just vampire who drinks someday's dream!

Love is not Jealous
Love is not Game
Love is not Fake
Love is not Lake
Love is The Sun
Love is The Moon

My first love died
I don't have enough air to breath
I remember  all of his words
I don't forget even his clothes
My feeling without answer
He took with him
My lovely words to him
Asleep forever in my heart
Now, nobody take it out.
My  tears change into ice
Nobody can break it
I stop to imagine my life with him
Now,it is just my dream in the paradise
He is my love in my fairy tale
Now, I don't have  chance to tell him
I don't have a chance to love him
He is just my stone
Which live in my soul
He is my black shadow
That I can't touch
He is my wind
That I can't see
He is my castle
Nobody can't open it ,
even with a key, too
I thank him forever
I love him ever
Because
He is my first love
First love is never die in my heart...