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  Oct 2018 Shafiq Zafri Zakri
Shadow
Why do you
Hurt me why
Do you manipulate
Me why don't
You love me
I gave you
My love but
What you do
Is make me
Scared of you
I don't like
You I am
Tired of you
Hurting me using
Me why don't
You love me
You used me
You used important
Things to get
My attention but
You don't just
Tell me you
Want my attention
I hate that
You used me
You scared me
You scarred me
No one can
Probably heal that
Pain you gave
Me putting up
Walls but what
Will I do
If someone tries
To hurt me
It's unknown
  Oct 2018 Shafiq Zafri Zakri
Raven
Solitude, oh solitude!
Why are you still around?
Solitude, my loyal friend,
our time now needs to end.
Home is waiting for me.

Solitude, my loyal friend,
here I am again with you,
too weak to achieve
the one thing that I seek.

Solitude, oh solitude!
Why is it so hard?
So afraid to be hurt
I just can't drop my guard.
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Run, run, run,
Running away from my problems
Seems like the only thing I could do,
Solving it would bring up emotions
I could never see it through,

I just wanna let go,
All this weight on my shoulders
Its too heavy,
Slowly sinking me deeper,
In the oblivion that I am forever
Stuck in,

The drugs don't work anymore,
I can still feel everything,
Prescribe me something stronger,
Something more numbing,
To **** off the demons in my head,
I can still hear them humming,

Really wish it was easy
Overcoming the enemy inside me,
But the closer I reach victory,
The walls keeps getting higher,
I just can't continue climbing,
Out of breath, its too **** tiring

I guess I'll just stay here
And watch myself burn in the furnace,
Forever stuck in this cycle,
Never getting out from this
Perpetual process.
Don't really wanna talk
Don't really wanna say
That I wake up feeling lonely
Every ******* day
Wish it would turn out great
And go the other way
Just for once why can't people just stay

Could be better, could be worse
Hold up what's my next verse
Getting out of sight, out of mind
Life will never be just a straight line
But we'll be alright, that's a fact
We made a pact that we'll find a way
Never to be together, and still be okay
Ignore me now,
And lose me,
Forever.

Show me happiness,
And tell me,
Never.
Baby,
I've seen you happy,
So I honestly know when you're sad,
Thinking of all the good times we had
You really can fake a smile,
But eyes could never lie,
Could never hide,
What you really feel,
Deep down inside.
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