Z: Poems

Jul 2016 · 426

2:51 A.M.

Z Jul 2016

2:51 A.M.

These 3 A.M. snacks no longer resemble 3 A.M. snacks, but rather the idea of giving up.

35 pounds

Apr 2016 · 366

4:05 PM.

Z Apr 2016

4:05 PM.

How do I rebuild this castle?

After all, the king cut off my hands. .

-Clay

Apr 2016 · 677

2:33 PM.

Z Apr 2016

2:33 PM.

the world is bright and yours,

from the ******* treetops to the floors.

been feeling really good lately, i love spring time so mucchhhhh

Mar 2016 · 434

10:12 AM.

Z Mar 2016

10:12 AM.

submissive smiles bring teary eyes.

Mar 2016 · 432

11:32 PM.

Z Mar 2016

11:32 PM.

they get mad that you treat them the way they treat you.

Mar 2016 · 442

9:29 PM.

Z Mar 2016

9:29 PM.

why call it love when it's friendship set on fire?

Dec 2015 · 780

10:50 AM.

Z Dec 2015

10:50 AM.

My thoughts for you are simply video games.

Back and forth, repeating as you see; As much as I wish to stop, I only become more **a d d i c t e d .

Dec 2015 · 389

12:44 PM.

Z Dec 2015

12:44 PM.

Don't be deceived by the longing stability you seek,

**because we all crash eventually.

Dec 2015 · 443

12:27 PM.

Z Dec 2015

12:27 PM.

you are more than the absence of his name on your screen.

you are more than the absence of his name on your screen.

you are more than the absence of his name on your screen.

**YOU ARE MORE THAN THE ABSENCE OF HIS NAME ON YOUR SCREEN.

C.

Dec 2015 · 332

11:43 AM.

Z Dec 2015

11:43 AM.

You are more than just a number on the scale,
or the amount of times you continue to fail.

You are more than a collection of unsaid words,
or the intensity of your mind that burns.

You are more than regretted rants,
even if you've lost your chance.

But most of all, you are ******* more than only him,

after all, undying love only remains **g r i m .

trust seems no longer relative when ******* used against you.

Dec 2015 · 652

11:23 AM.

Z Dec 2015

11:23 AM.

what a curse it is,

to have a conscience that constricts you from what goes on.

Dec 2015 · 313

9:19 AM.

Z Dec 2015

9:19 AM.

friends should be family without genetics instead of socially constructed relations benefitting the mind of your occupation.

I really love my friends right now, honestly. you know who you are.

Dec 2015 · 911

11:48 AM.

Z Dec 2015

11:48 AM.

Laying hints down like stairs for you,

but you'll always be taking your own elevator.

you just don't get it, do you? are you really scared?

Dec 2015 · 748

10:29 AM.

Z Dec 2015

10:29 AM.

"I'm here for you" you said.

But you and I both know that what's running through your mind is merely blank.

And the cold reality of this age, is that

if "I'm here for you" is a collection of blank stares, broken words, shattered bonds and blank minds then I'll gladly return the favor.

C.

Dec 2015 · 308

10:20 AM.

Z Dec 2015

10:20 AM.

the torture of small talk with the one you still love.

Dec 2015 · 1.3k

4:29 PM.

Z Dec 2015

4:29 PM.

"my parents warned me about drugs on the street, but never the ones with green eyes and a heartbeat."

you've broken me to the point of no fixing and as soon as someone gives me what you couldn't, I won't know how to ******* respond.

Dec 2015 · 393

11:26 AM.

Z Dec 2015

11:26 AM.

I always say it won't matter in the end,

But the end isn't ******* now.

And if you're not in my now,

then I don't know if I'll be able to make it to the end. . .

I don't want to call you out and you drop me because I love you so **** much and if I do I'm afraid you'll get ****** and then leave and I won't be able to make it and I know you won't read this but I just don't know what to do with you anymore.

Dec 2015 · 771

12:16 PM.

Z Dec 2015

12:16 PM.

At the end of the day, you're the only one sleeping.

My eyes watery, your eyes closed;

My brain racing and yours doesn't know.

A fraction of forever.

Nov 2015 · 243

8:51 PM.

Z Nov 2015

8:51 PM.

classrooms of lost thoughts, where dreams turn into dust.

i'm glad this is over and i'm happy you actually give a ****.

Nov 2015 · 251

11:21 PM.

Z Nov 2015

11:21 PM.

he finally said it back, but for what...

so ******* overwhelmed and high off of you.

Nov 2015 · 574

8:37 AM.

Z Nov 2015

8:37 AM.

every time I see your name appear within my notifications it makes me question whether it's really worth worrying about. the thought of you actually caring is foreign but...

*why not?

they made my day better last night and it was **** day until that idiot and their stupid texts brightened up my mood

Nov 2015 · 652

4:56 PM.

Z Nov 2015

4:56 PM.

this "story" is only a chapter within the book of lies, babe.

Nov 2015 · 440

4:35 PM.

Z Nov 2015

4:35 PM.

but all is well until it ******* happens back to you. delusional.

Nov 2015 · 344

9:41 AM.

Z Nov 2015

9:41 AM.

those green eyes were the light to my ocean of despair, and now it's simply aphotic.

Utterly and Hopelessly in love with you, and you don't know a thing.
C.

Nov 2015 · 285

9:32 AM.

Z Nov 2015

9:32 AM.

this life waits for no one.

*STOP waiting for the live you deserve.

been tough, and I won't ever stop loving you.

*******.

Nov 2015 · 483

6:37 PM.

Z Nov 2015

6:37 PM.

he took my words like notes on a whiteboard, and now i'm simply erased.

Nov 2015 · 295

11/13/15 ~ 9:49 AM.

Z Nov 2015

11/13/15 ~ 9:49 AM.

The Big Apple took a bite out of me.

Oh, how much I desire for it to take another.

Nov 2015 · 947

11/12/15 • 5:00 PM.

Z Nov 2015

11/12/15 • 5:00 PM.

but in reality, we're only steady buildings built upon shaky foundations.

sorry if I misuse words in my poems, I'm a ******* oops.

Nov 2015 · 797

11/11/15 • 8:25 PM

Z Nov 2015

11/11/15 • 8:25 PM

I let my brain be our playlist and unfortunately, you were my most played song.

Nov 2015 · 253

11:33 AM.

Z Nov 2015

11:33 AM.

I know you know but what you don't know is that I ******* know, TOO.

I'm sorry I can't help.

Nov 2015 · 400

8:05 PM.

Z Nov 2015

8:05 PM.

we are all our own allegories until the day we reach the glory we deserve.

i don't know what to be or feel, everything has been getting worse and i'm falling back into the hole and every day gets harder ****.

Nov 2015 · 423

8:10 PM.

Z Nov 2015

8:10 PM.

Okay* shouldn't be silently suffering and testing your stability until the moment that you break, but rather acceptance and calming moments that allow you to sit and not explode with angst.

Nov 2015 · 273

11:04 PM.

Z Nov 2015

11:04 PM.

You hit me like a train *and left me on the ******* tracks.

Nov 2015 · 217

6:31 AM.

Z Nov 2015

6:31 AM.

you turned my daydreams into the perfect reality...

...but reality is fatal when you're

*A L O N E

this past month has been so ****** and I just don't know what to do with you anymore, I can't even look at you in the eye without wanting to perish. *******.

Oct 2015 · 277

9:12 AM.

Z Oct 2015

9:12 AM.

just take me back to the cold seats of that bus, complemented with your warm neck.

*P L E A S E

C.

Oct 2015 · 204

8:12 AM.

Z Oct 2015

8:12 AM.