I make decisions for myself and yes they may not be good. They will benefit me in some way. Ive decided to leave my mom’s side of my family at a distance for now. I want to continue succeeding but I always let my mind take over. And it brings me no good.

You make me forget about everything I worry about
And you are always making me the happiest i can be
Every time i look up at you
I cant help but smile at you
Because I couldn’t imagine a better person holding me
And kissing me
You make my life so better
I wanna be in your arms right now
But i have to wait until the 27th
And when i see you babe i gonna kiss you like I haven’t seen you in months
Cause that’s how i feel
Who would of thought I’d get you?
You talk about wedding rings
And make me feel more beautiful than ever

If i could you the world, i would
You have given me so much these past few days
And i can never thank you enough
I want to give you my heart, the stars and all the planets
You motivate me to be my best self
And I just wanna be the best person you will meet

Lost in the world
Lost on a path that leads to death
It’s like going deeper and deeper into the woods without knowing if you can ever escape
Tried getting people to tell you what you don’t wanna hear
Just trying to get a push in the right direction
But everyone is gonna have different ways of telling you what you’re doing to yourself is gonna hurt the people who care about you
Not scared of what happens in the end
As long as it’s successful
The world isn’t a place for such a broken girl
Don’t think it will get better
Too many guys
Too many scars
Too much conflict
For it just to be ended at any second

dancing with the devil
he make promises about the pain
he wants to either take it away or cause more
in hell, you're stuck repeating your biggest fear
the devil owns many souls
looking like pennywise
with all the people in a trance floating
never trust the reincarnated
they messed with your mind in the worst way

demxn boy
numb the pain
make me the best person
name me demxn girl
cause of our similarities
both of us are heartbroken and fighting our demons
yet we are happy with how life brought us together
using two ways to let out our feelings
I dont talk to you very much anymore
But you still have a place in my heart
And i love you a lot david