To be sexually assaulted
At such a young age
And I was never ready for what you did  
From the bad experiences with guys
You just made it worse
You were the first person to give me trust issues
i got away before anything scarring happened
But you still left a image in my head of what you did to me
I was 7 and you were 18
I wish I would have told someone then
But I let it drag on in my mind for 8 years
Before anyone ever know
Yet I never got to recover and am still reminded of you
When a guy touches me where you put your hands
There isn’t any excuse for what you did