Admiration towards the sensation of your body against mine.
Seduced, confused, and begged to be abused I let go of the reigns.
Got down to nothing and asked for something I should have not gave her.
I let her feel me as best as anyone could.

Again, again, I can see the start of trend.
We'll push each others buttons until the buttons come undone.
Some pain, some pleasure, and the sweet kiss of forgiveness.
Don't hate me my dear if I can't play nicely.

We question what we are, and why can't stop.
Animals of desire we never get enough.

I swear I'll stop but don't leave me alone.
He is a madman you know, bites through the bone.
Don't want to be beside myself with him.
The screams he makes make me die to be killed.

Stay here with me, the pain will hold you still.
In my arms, you lay so comfortably, innocent to what is adding up on this bill.
If I steal you away can I smile?
Or am I doomed to be burdened by the thoughts of what if?

I am tortured by my Queen,
Her name is Venus.

Temporarily tortured realationship,
I thought I found where I fit in.
But she been promised to a guy before me,
Try all I like I can't win.

Trapped inside a ditch,
With only a shovel to get out.
I'll dig for days on end,
If I could only escape all this doubt.

I recall throwing myself down here,
But not the reason why.
The love I sought illudes me,
Can I just let it die?

Destined to dominate,
Taming a fierce lion.
Velvet whip at the ready,
The cracks make her purr.

She is so used to being in control,
My time to take the reigns.
Give her pain and suffering,
To make the scale equal again.

She might want to win,
But she loves when I bring her to her knees.
Manipulating the monster,
That I thought controlled me.

Your sentence is simple,
Eye for an eye.
You killed me inside out,
Now it's your time to die.

Glad you did your research,
Now it's time for the test.
Will you fight me off,
Or can you truly not resist?

I have the power in this cage,
Lock me in,
So I can't engage.

He stands back,
He lets the fire burn.
Understanding why each spark was lit.

Speaks his words fairly,
Truthfully with no bias.
He alone determines good from bad.  

You can't understand him,
He doesn't understand himself.
He might tempt you but don't expect him to take.

Seeing it all at once,
Yet knows how each piece works.
A man who likes to spectate.

He is looking at you now.
You look so happy.
He smiles.

There's a serpent around me,
Coils me close.
Rough skin scratching,
Holes in my coat.
It's rolling like waves of sand paper,
Tearing the life outta me.
But the closeness,
Reminds me of a time of peace.
Funneling poison down my own throat,
Grind my flesh on jagged rocks and roads.
Walking on hot stones to the motivate my step,
Putting on my anaconda scarf to keep warm from the daft.
If I am hurting,
Then how can you hurt me more?
Can't be drowning,
If I'm beached at shore.
My snake protects me with pain,
Chokes the hopes outta me.
I'm turning from blue to purple,
But let me drown in my own sea.

Such leash has been tied to me.
The burden I carry unknown to my owner.
Being the perfect pet,
Is to permanently know your place.

Can't call my own dice,
And why should I?
Odds have never been in my favor,
But why not lie?

Forcing myself to choke on food,
Eating so much before I make more room.
Drinks the blood they take from me,
In my leash I'm so care free.

Dieing here but I refuse to frown,
Black Man can grab but won't drag me down.
Here to think I'm not locked in her chest,
Can't only be a slave at best.

Death a theft,
Steal the life away.
Go away flooding light,
I hate your glare.
Reminding me of the blindness,
I once had to feel.
Superficial spot lights,
Seem to always shine through,
The dirtiest stained glass.

Never enough gas to keep me warm at night.
And it's a long night,
The darkness whispers,
Desires untold,
BE MINE.

Follows the light,
And the darkness.
Loving the chase,
Loving you.

Slowly it'll come,
Grab hold of  your fear.
Screaming silence,
For all to hear,

The breaths on your neck,
All the ***** hairs.
No eyes to see,
But you know it stares.

Dressed for the occasion,
Suit black as night.
Face so faceless,
An empty plate of white.

You can run forever,
But it can stalk longer.
Drawn to the push,
Of every stray wanderer.

So thin,
So tall,
Look at it once,
And you're gone.

They say the graveyard is where everything goes to die,
But that wasn't the case that night for you and I.
Ignoring the calls and bright lights from the world,
Fixated only on the moans coming from the back seat of the car.

That girl that I stole,
With my corrosive touch.
At my mercy she moves,
Both of us can't get enough.

Caressing her over, pain on my mind,
Anger, desire, and confusion all down inside.
Just like my fingers found there way into her ****,
Controlling her, my puppet I'll tell her when to crash.

A lovely night in the back of the Jeep,
Held you so close in hopes that I could keep.
Surrounded by lust and dark thoughts,
I stare into nothing so I wouldn't weep.

You make me promise I won't love you,
You swear you're ******* me up.
You beg me to bone you,
But I can't...

I won't ruin you.

Under a tree, under the stars, under control, restrained arms.
Whispers of laughter, whispers of pain, whispers of desires, shouts of disdain.

Biting me while biting you,
Grab hold of the flesh and chew.
I'll make sure you're sorry you ever brought me here,
Bruising your body because I love you so dear.

I've liked you for centuries ideal picture in my mind,
That punk Mona Lisa that smiles so cruelly all the time.
Follows me with her eyes but not with her body,
But begs me endlessly to be naughty.

We've got matching scars,  we've behind opposite bars,
We're here alone in the dark, knowing that this is all wrong.

I can't drown in my own blood,
I won't let you push me down.
I'll pretend I can control myself,
But please stay by my side.

The story starts in the dark,
Brought me beneath a tree.
Begged me to get give in,
To see me submitted, on my knees.
I wouldn't fall,
But you begged and said please.
I dropped to the ground,
Hoping to appease.
You bit holes in my neck,
Drew lines with your nails,
Kissed my head so tenderly,
Tried to see through my stare.
After all was done,
She begged me to bite her.
Cracked my wall,
Sunk my teeth in but slowly withdrew.
Pulled her hair to hear her cry,
Caressed her neck violently but took my time.
Spoke words of madness right to her face.
My eyes trying to see through space.
Looking for that black star.

Shes laughs at my face,
Cries out at my touch.
We both scar each other,
But neither of us can get enough.

There is a line on the floor,
That you let wash away.
Tide rolls in,
Pulling me to stay.
We are under the covers,
Under the spotlight,
Guilty or *****,
We can't decide.
Advancing so suddendly,
How far will you go?
Will I have the guts,
To stop you and say no?
I want to reach in,
But the sign says "keep out".
I might be playing in the rain,
But I dieing from drought.
She kissed me quietly,
When backs were turned.
Love her lips,
Love the pain's burn.
We are so close yet,
I can't do much.
Your heart is not mine to have.
So why am I your crutch?
Scratches on my neck,
That's not enough.
I'll shove my hand down your pants,
If you call my bluff.

You're gonna be the death of me my friend.
By cuts or starvation I know I'll meet my end.
Bloodshot eyes and bloodstained tears,
It'll go on for years and years.

You'll be the death of me my friend.
Seduction your weapon,
I'll forget all the tension,
With you so close to me neck.

And I bet,
Soon enough,
I'll be dead.

People,
The idiots of our planet,
Are slowing killing themselves,
Along with all of us.
But if we all ban together,
And **** just one a day,
We rid ourselves from this infection.
Just one a day,
Surely you can lend a hand.
They need you.
We need you.
You need you.
**** one,
And please tell your friends to do the same.

Unfair is the open door you refuse to go through,
While the servant waits unmoving to take your bags.
Paid with commission it is his mission to please you.
But your old room felt just like home.
Sorry you were kicked out,
I know I hated being evicted.
Could have all been avoided,
If the servant had quit.
Now you fire him,
Told him to kindly get the **** out.
Ruining all she had once going for her,
His head filled with doubt.
He killed the love,
He started the fire.
She buried the love,
She cried in denial.
Don't lose both of us,
Or at least just lose me.
No one compares to him,
That I could always see.

Is it a sin if it's under the covers?
Am I bad for enjoying her?
Shes not mine, but I'm hers,
As we lay so closely together.
She says she likes me,
I say I like her.
Both our voices hazy with a resting tone,
Whispering our thoughts on the matter.
Invites me in to stay,
But I'm always kicked out.
Her arms never leave me,
Though I know I must go.
Innocent questions from under the covers,
We both know we can't be lovers.
Not now maybe not ever,
Yet we hold each other so closely together.
Says I'm so good,
Says I'm the best.
Controlling myself,
Inside the straightjacket's vest.
I am her dog,
Started at the foot of her bed.
Made my way so close,
But I know my place.
Keeps saying she's sorry,
I tell her its okay.
You know you are killing me,
But you're one of my best friends.
Lips to her forehead,
I do not dare kiss.
"Sorry sorry sorry..."
If I leave she'll surely begin to miss.
"Would you ask me to prom if you were a senior?"
Of course I would.
But I wouldn't get anywhere,
You belong to someone else.
Someone is walking in,
A tight squeeze goodbye.
She moves in for the kiss,
But I deny.