What have you done
You've erased all that was once secure locked up inside
Never too see the light
I'm cracked now
It's okay
If anyone else,
It'd be a shame
But you........
Your amazing
Breathe taking
I never thought it'd be this hard
These feelings so complicated
I can never understand my own emotions anymore
I often wonder if you feel the same
I'm too afraid to ask
Scared that you won't
It feels almost unreal
Like how could you
Want me?
I guess I should just take this luck and run with it
Don't want you to second guess
But if its me you want its me you'll get
All of me
I want all of you
Sometimes your silence makes me nervous
Your so brave
Every single second of the day
There is some constant reminder of you
Maybe i'm just crazy
Maybe i'm obsessed
Or maybe i'm finally in love

The truth is
I am just a pudgy
Teenage girl
Crazy hair
And a head full of disgusting thoughts
I am strange, I exceed the wierdometer
I watch ****, for fun
I laugh the loudest
Cry the longest
I'm lazy
Passionate
Kind hearted
I say things that don't need to be said
I talk way too much
I am fragile though give off a "never upset" exteriror
I eat too much pizza
Only because it's gods gift
I smoke till I pass out
Because its the one thing that keeps me calm
Did I mention I have ADHD
I'm a mess you see
But thats all I can be
It's me.

If I was sent to prison
I'd meet the most beautiful criminal
And she'd fall for me
We'd be together while our sentence dwindled
And we'd make love on the top bunk
While the other inmates swindle
I'd be happy I wasn't alone
I wouldn't want to go home
Without her......
I'd forget the rest
And cup her *******
Make her know
That i'm the best
Prison life would be so sweet
if I had my love at my feet
My property, till she changes
past the cells we share sweet exchanges

I will never under estimate the beauty of a woman, I hardly have the strength to tell these ******* no. I'm blinded by perfection.............#superhomo

In the begining I was blind
But now I see too clearly
The nonsense is over
And now I am growing
Fairwell to what was
Hello to fresh start
I'm building myself up
And letting the old fall apart
I quite frankly could care less
Of what they have got to say now
Because now I'm getting mines
And jealousy can ****
Not me but you
So step it up ladies and you'll be fresh too

I've seen you quite a few times
Reacurring visits you made to me
In my dreams
You are of dark complexton
And ***** hair
Your a wide smile
That keeps me loaded
Your body
An amazing piece of architecture
Though your beauty soars beyond its means
You denie any truth of this
Your continuous laughter
Keeps my heart light
You speak of love
Of ***
You speak of my beauty
Though I disagree
We play like children
Not quite as inocent as it all has seemed
You have ran back and forth through all of my dreams
Up and down my blood you have streamed
I have fallen in love with a figment of imagination
Though real in my heart
I cry at the recognition
You are not physical
I cannot hold you in my hands
Caress your face with my fingertips
You cannot press your lips against mine
cannot let our hands intertwine
You share your thoughts with me
And I share mine
I see you night and day
While i'm in bed
Or in my head
I hope too see you
One day in the flesh
So we can color the pavement with gold
And count the stars
Untill we get to old
Now your a just a fantasy
Eating at my reality
Confusing me with what is and what is not real