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Fearless Sep 2019
Sometimes I want to lay in bed
and let myself be in my head
I know that it is not safe there
but sometimes I just do not care
Like a wander through the woods
all the shoulda woulda coulds
can't see what is up ahead
I spin out I'm full of dread
So then I have to pull me back
get rid of thoughts of sad and lack
by faith is how I'm meant to live
and so to God my fears I give
Fearless Sep 2019
Little is a lot when it is in God's hands
Just rely on Him, when there's too many demands
Perfection is exhausting and it'll make you cry
you think you're not enough, and you always wonder why
If you thank Him for the blessings you don't think you got
then He will give them to you, and you will have a lot
The things we think we want, like money and attention
are not what we want most, I just want to mention
we desire freedom, and love and some respect
we think the only ones with this are the rich and the elect
that is not the case, they're in prisons of their own
drinking habits, *** scandals, and feeling so alone
Ferraris and mansions have never caused us awe
jealousy and frustration, though they sometimes drop a jaw
we ridicule the rich for how they use their stuff
even those with way too much, never think it is enough
the things we really value are kindness and humility
but humans are innately wicked and we lack the ability
to see how these things gain us the things that we want most
friends, respect, love, and joy, so just ask the Holy Ghost
You matter, you're unique no matter what it is you do
not everyone that's nice only wants something from you
If you don't know what to do and all you got is a beating heart
Thank God for all of it, that is the best place to start
Fearless Sep 2019
Hop and skip, I sometimes sing
This joy and all my wondering
the world seems to have come to life
I let Him handle all my strife
Little giggles bursting out
but not so "happy" I wear people out
I didn't do it, I don't know how
To explain what I am feeling now
No formula for perfect bliss
alone I could not manage this
We try to hold on to happy thoughts
like Peter Pan and Mrs. Potts
You cannot control your own mind
there's no solution you can find
just lift your eyes and let Him in
He gives you freedom, lets you win
I feel like I'm a wound up toy
bubbling over with so much joy
It's hard to walk when I want to skip
and dream I'm on a pirate ship
Just let Him handle all your stress
and then you will be so FEARLESS!
Fearless Sep 2019
When near you I fear you
I hate what I feel
Like I'll never understand
just how to be real
This guilt runs deep
and I don't know why
but I'm always afraid
that you'll make me cry
somewhere in my mind
a carefree future we had
or maybe we didn't
and that make me sad
you always act strange
when I just want to be friends
You push me and pull me
the rollercoaster never ends
I just wish that I knew what you feel
so we could relax and let it be
but I think you don't know
what would you do, were you me?
One thing I know is true
It is nothing but clear
If we are ever to relax
there must be no more fear.
Love and Fear cannot coexist. They are opposites.
Fearless Sep 2019
I came upon some poems that tugged upon my soul
of tortured people struggling lost without a goal
I came upon some stories of pain and desperation
longing for a thing in life that requires preparation
I came upon some stories of people who cut to feel
who just want to be heard and treated like they're real
this world is full of fakeness and people spitting lies
ignorant of silent and lonely hurting cries
for some it boils angry, until they shoot it out
for others it is suffered silent in a lonely pout
for more it's drowned out with alcohol and drugs
what all of this is covering, could be solved with hugs
before you laugh, and scoff, and roll your eyes
put away the ******* of that tough disguise
I am not a hugger, I pushed people away all the time
but that is why I felt like I had to share this rhyme
once I started to let others love me and see them trying
then I started to love them too, and it stopped my crying
not everyone is trying to use and manipulate you
most of them just want someone to love them too
see, I was once a cutter, and though I owned a gun
and never once thought of shooting at anyone
but I hurt myself in different ways as often as I could
I couldn't accept love, and thought I never would
I drank myself ******* on more than one occasion
I didn't realize that my body suffered an invasion
your joy is the prize in this battle for your soul
give it to the One who loves you, that should be your goal
I made mistakes and I have scars that never go away
but I'm standing here to tell you, that I'm happy now today
Fearless Sep 2019
there once was a woman who talked on the phone
she talked and talked till her kids were full grown
she talked on and on about nothing at all
till all of the paint started to peal off the wall
the food in the fridge was rotten and blue
and the lady on the phone just had not a clue
dust piled up in the corners of the house
and under the couch lived a little brown mouse
pacing around as she talked to her friend
it was the conversation that never would end
her hair had grown white and she had no weight
consumed by the phone she didn't notice her state
the moral of the story if this sounds like your day
get out and live life, or you'll waste away
Fearless Sep 2019
she met a man and felt love's bite
but then they started just to fight
he hurt her and broke her heart
for a short time she fell apart
back together with new friends
that's where the relationship ends
never forgiven, never let go
held on to the pride, took it in tow
around the world traveling light
not knowing the reason for her plight
alone and lonely in each place
always seeking a new face
some boy to love her for herself
not put her up on some high shelf
all she wanted was to be a bride
but she was a slave to her pride
finally humbled and filled with defeat
she knelt down at Jesus' feet
she finally let all the anger go
and then her face started to glow
tough lessons she suffered from pride
easily avoided with God as a guide
but letting go of her own will
and learning to trust and be still
was not an easy lesson to take
and it required a rough little shake
but what are the rewards for humility?
wisdom and honor and great victory!
winning won't come to those who boast
it comes to those who suffer the most
if you are having an uneasy time
I hope you gained comfort from this little rhyme
#lifeofJob
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