Fearless

Fearless Jun 2019

Decisions are an interesting thing
you can sit and wait and wait
but nothing seems to be happening
while you hope for something great
but decisions are not wishes
a fanciful thing in your head
a full sea we'd have if wishes were fishes
they'll sit in your mind until you are dead
decisions are not easy to make
but once you do that's when it ignites
and that path you're on, ain't easy to break
and failures become all out fights
to get where you're going, that is your aim
and God will bring you the things you need
as you trust His path to win this game
if you believe in His love and timing and speed
once that decision has clicked in your brain
everything works to push you that way
if you fall you get up again and again
because you know you will get there someday

Fearless Jun 2019

I have traveled...

You used to be so huge, that I couldn't even picture you
but now that I have traveled I have a better clue
I thought there was one ocean and it went around the middle
but now that I have traveled, I have figured out your riddle
I thought you were even bigger, once I learned all of that
but now that I have traveled I know you're not that fat
I thought the other side was so very far away
but now that I have traveled I know it only takes one day
I thought that if I saw it all my dreams would come to be
But now that I have traveled I know I was trying to find me
I thought I'd find a place that's mine if I went out to roam
but now that I have traveled, I know where there's love its home

Fearless Jun 2019

Holes

sitting watching they walk by
on balcony with a trained eye
I see the holes in some of them
where there is a missing gem
some holes are small, barely there
some are huge and everywhere
the more a person has in them
the more they're holding on to sin
when you are making grave mistakes
you don't know the toll it takes
people can feel when you are wrong
they hear your silent villain song
you may not know you have this hole
where once sat your shining soul
but rest assured, it can be filled
if it is only what you willed
so ask the Lord make you whole
and then you will not have this hole

Fearless Jun 2019

Homeless

backpack on his back and bent over in despair
he sits upon a bus bench, crazy tangles in his hair
he glances up to see a woman, curls all down her back
but he hangs his head in shame and thinks about his lack

he steals another glance as she waits for the green light
he envies her the fact that she knows where she'll sleep tonight
he watches traffic pass as his stomach growls too loud
what happened to his life? Once he'd been so proud

The curly haired girl tucked a fiver in his hand
he chanced a glance up, a beautiful smile so grand
he didn't want to be like this and never have a home
he didn't want the "gypsy" life or to be "free" to roam

He nodded at her thankfully and his face spread in a smile
at least he'd have some food tonight, to last a little while
he picked his backpack up and walked up to the store
he knew he would remember that smile forevermore

The light finally turned green and she walked across the street
she hoped she'd given that poor man enough to help him eat
she hiked up to her apartment, her steps were feeling light
she wished she could do more as she retired for the night

loneliness engulfs us, no matter where we sleep
people in the streets or mansions, all of us can weep
money shouldn't be hoarded and a smile goes a long way
you never know what you have done that makes somebody's day

Fearless May 2019

Mother

Makes me do the things I hate to teach me what I need to know
Of all my friends in the world, she's always there when I am low
Thankfully she tells me how it is and what I need to hear
However life is tossing me, and when things aren't really clear
Everything she does for me is because of all of her great love
Remember to thank her for who she is, and thank the Lord above

Fearless Apr 2019

Nothing

I get nothing from you
you're mean as mean can be
but I want something FOR you
and it can set you free

I could love a sweet guy
who would give me everything
instead I look up to the sky
and lift you up unto my King

you're filled with nothingness
you're just an empty shell
but I pray for your forgiveness
so you don't end up in Hell

nothing's what you have for me
not one thing you can give
my love for you is still free
and I hope that you will live

Fearless Apr 2019

Trapped

delectable little words slide across my eyes
the apparent honesty in texts of these attractive guys
bearing soul they pour it out, their feelings for your care
but there are things that you had better be aware
they lure you in to care for them because they need your touch
what you cannot see though, is they don't offer much
you think you know them through, that they have shared their soul
but you have missed the entire point of their one and only goal
some guys use you just for *** until they just get bored
but these ones are different and make you feel adored
they make you feel important like they need you to go on
and don't be sad if you fell for this, you are not a *****
they do need you to feed on until they meet the next one
and if you haven't fallen yet, then you had better run
I fell for one, he's dreamy, and I love him to the core
but finally I'm free of him, and I don't need him anymore
he filled my life with holes that I thought only he could fill
but then I found myself again and got back my own free will
alluring as he is to me, and as enticing as his smile
I always feel more like myself when we've been apart awhile
he cuts off conversations and has to always have control
because he can't control himself, and this is his main goal
you are not enough for him, and you never ever will be
because there is only One who can truly set him free
So all that you can do for him is pray and pray and pray
and maybe someday when God's healed him, he'll come back to you someday