Why you,

 Covered my face with a pillow then scream why is it you,

I always ask my self?
I wonder, how could we ever be?

You filled my heart with excitement
The passing of every moment seems endless, embrace, laugh, clench and chill

It always makes me smile because,
With every twinkle in my eye and in the blink of an eye you were there

But it seems like something's wrong.

Everything is real for me,
Even if it's just for a moment

And it bothers me a lot,
with each passing sleep is the time only that I can be able to be with you.

It always scares me
That reality will strike me as I wake up

Because no matter what I do,
no matter how much effort I put,

I can never call you mine,
because the gap between imagination and reality is beyond measure.

Because the word you and I are just a fiction.

And it's my mistake  claiming you without any permission.

That I loved so much even though my mind knew it would never happen.

Seeing unpredictable smile, simply every seconds crash with no bounds

even those same songs with the same old rhymes felt new.

How could that September feelings growed to October love,

To be loved is the most unparalleled feeling you'll ever feel,

Tryin to be responsible but
It was too late.

The problem is I felt so.. so much, that I can’t even feel nothing anymore,

It’s easy loosing control especially when you are breaking apart.

Life has been always a mystery, and it unfolds unpredictably.

Lonely leaf, just dancing off the pain, swinging together with the wind and rain.

Explicit kind of love,

being honest is good but it doesn't help sometimes

Tears only leave my eyes dry and hurt me.

Stop invading all the corners of my mind.

She was smiling with tears in her eyes, and it slap me and knocked me on my sense.

I was frail.
You we’re agile.
I was fragile.
You we’re breaking.
I was loving.
You we’re letting go.
I was holding on.
You we’re leaving.

Must we always have to end and say goodbye

Smoking cigarettes can **** you, it could also comfort you;

Silence and solitude will tell you what how you really are,

Don't come back, I ain't buyin anymore.

My sadness was suddenly accompanied by pouring rain.

What if I never fall in love again, remember you are the suspect in this misery,

Maybe the stars can unravel all the episodes of the Misfortunes in life,