Darling,
the Moon bleeds seeing you cry,
the Sun  is dying to see you smile;

The more I find personal space
The more I am consumed by loneliness

Ain’t no writer, not a poet, I just write what I really feel.

It was just a best song to remember you:

Trust me, when you think the life You own is full of **** Honey, trust me it's not the worst case scenario. It'll twist you inch by inch then ***** the whole ****** You.

It’s easy loosing control especially when you are breaking apart.

Must we always have to end and say goodbye

To be loved is the most unparalleled feeling you'll ever feel,

Why you,

 Covered my face with a pillow then scream why is it you,

I always ask my self?
I wonder, how could we ever be?

You filled my heart with excitement
The passing of every moment seems endless, embrace, laugh, clench and chill

It always makes me smile because,
With every twinkle in my eye and in the blink of an eye you were there

But it seems like something's wrong.

Everything is real for me,
Even if it's just for a moment

And it bothers me a lot,
with each passing sleep is the time only that I can be able to be with you.

It always scares me
That reality will strike me as I wake up

Because no matter what I do,
no matter how much effort I put,

I can never call you mine,
because the gap between imagination and reality is beyond measure.

Because the word you and I are just a fiction.

And it's my mistake  claiming you without any permission.

That I loved so much even though my mind knew it would never happen.

DYING EMBERS

feeling's I knew started to come true,
in every dark corners it brews,

Screaming but the words can't make it through.

A kind of torture where you
chained the truth to create something new,

To create a contract where the night will only knew,

Where tears fall to admit it's deep sheer suffering.

May be its the smile,
The maybe's or the joke.

It's getting heavy,
It starts to Conquer me.

It’s funny on how you build yourself, and also how everybody else makes you, you.

Part of living is giving yet deceived more often,

Tryin to be responsible but
It was too late.

I was frail.
You we’re agile.
I was fragile.
You we’re breaking.
I was loving.
You we’re letting go.
I was holding on.
You we’re leaving.

Bloodyrabbitt 4h
unrequited response
I contained all  my reasons, hope, and expectations
in my third layered mask.
So no one will see and interfere,
  and as all my wishes turned into ash.
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Bloodyrabbitt 4h
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We once known what was the meaning of happiness, and how it makes us feel we own the world

Until that smile fade and all out expeditions had gone down a face were once filled with compassion and love now it's just a dull run down pile

I suppose the world will run out of time, maybe the failure of the past can change and the future can unfold it's story

For these memories we shared, the happiest feeling we felt will be a Memento as we part our ways in the abyss.

My sadness was suddenly accompanied by pouring rain.

You're all you,  and pictures are all I have left.

comfort in poems and songs.
To heal wounds and hide scars
     feel haven for just a brief moment.

She was smiling with tears in her eyes, and it slap me and knocked me on my sense.

Don't come back, I ain't buyin anymore.

The problem is I felt so.. so much, that I can’t even feel nothing anymore,

Silence and solitude will tell you what how you really are,