My thoughts always ask
Bakit ikaw? Sabay takip ng unan sabay sigaw bat nga ba laging ikaw?

I always ask my self ?
Naiisip ko, paano kaya pag  naging tayo?

You filled my heart with excitement
Yung pag lipas ng bawat sandali na parang walang katapusan, yakap, tawanan, kulitan at asaran

It always makes me smile because,
Sa bawat pag pikit ng aking mata at sa muling pag mulat nito'y nariyan ka

Pero bat Parang may mali

Everything is  real for me
Kahit ito'y panandalian lamang

And it bothers me a lot
Dahil sa bawat pag hibing lang kita makakpiling at mayayakap

It always scares me
Na sasampalin ako ng realidad sa aking pag mulat

Because no matter what I do, no matter how much efforts I put
Hinding hindi kita mamatawag na akin sapagkat ang agwat ng imahinasyon at realidad ay hindi  masusukat.

At ang pag kaka mali ko ang angkinin ka ng walang permiso
That you love so much even though you knew it will never happen.

She was beautiful, but not like other girls,
She was strong like the trees in the mountains range,
She was beautiful on the way she fills up some peoples emptiness that even she cannot do to herself.
She wasn’t beautiful with that mask of her,
She is beautiful because of the silver linings in her back and clutch right through the heart.

I lied, not by mistake
I lied so you can be happy;

Cigarette always taste better during rainy days,

He himself has a cell, it’s been always in the dark,
chained by his own desire.
As a penance, In order to make it look like nothing’s falling apart.

Who wouldn’t want an honest one with a warm sweet tongue, with a texture of a big devoted heart.

Loved so many ways,
Revolted a couple of times,
Cried more than I know,
And
Forgive in many different ways.

Do you even find yourself, do you even try?
Can even figure it out that you lost every pieces of you?
Stop fooling around, stop saying you lost you instead start finding the way out of the abyss.

Lost and lonely under my midnight sun.
Staring at the ocean,
drowned with  my thoughts,
thinking all the words to help myself to continue to make it work.

It’s not that I hate it,
I just wanna feel less devastated.

Vices are just outlets,
Tears are regrets,
Silence is an answer,
Dying was an option,
Anxiety is the bullet,
Depression is the trigger,
Death was the antidote.

Nothing seems to matter anymore,

I’d never love beyond my limits, And here you are dragging me out.

It was the silence that understood my heartbeat, and it has its own life racing like its the last minute.

For quite so long it felt like a ghost, scarry and unseen until love arrive,
Having
Moments likes this never felt the same,  leap through time, and a sip of eternity made it longed for more,
Still
Hoping there would be an exquisite kind of love, without the possibility of shatter,

How it feels to be loved,
Felt it before, and  forgotten how it  feels.

Learned something more valuable that
Love is greater than words, and that is the reason silence is involved.

That not all poems needs to rhyme sometimes all it takes is you.

It was a Graveyard of stars dark yet tragically beautiful,
the moon fits with her smile,

She's like the moon,
doesn't have a light that steals the night that glows for years,
but not everyone sees it.

That she shoot for every moon and would always land on a stars;

Remembering you is easy.
I do it all the time.
It's always the promise that kept me holding.
Missing you is the  heartache that never goes away.

The feeling's I knew started to come true,
in every dark corners it brews,

Screaming but the words can't make it through.

A kind of torture where you
Chained the truth,
To create something new.

created a contract where the night will only knew,

Where tears fall to admit it's deepest hue.

May be its the smile,
The maybe's or the joke.

It's getting heavy,
It starts to Conquer me.

My sweet serendipity;

As I open my eyes everything was new,
As I start to hear;
things so unusual from the silence I knew
Each step lead to countless try’s,
to call the person.
I really know who carried me till I grew,
Further efforts made a breakthrough;
I can laugh, walk and even scream like a fool...
Till now she’s always there,
She always understands;
She always forgives;
She always protects me;
Even though I’m strong enough to stand on my own.

She’ll rise, against the odds with a head strong attitude and a good knocking smile.

When you notice that you always smile even Though it's too much
When you always say I'm fine when it's breaking,
When you say sorry even Though it still Aches,
When you deny your real self to someones help
When you convert all the frustrations to Madness, So, they won't notice it affects you more,
When you  burst into tears just to feel normal when you drink too much with your friends make them think you're too strong to handle all the liquor but deep inside you drink to Mend all the Heartaches and pain.