Bloodyrabbitt: Poems

Light will come and find you someday,
You won’t have to struggle to breathe everyday.
Don’t give up the journey called life.
Soon you’ll find the joy of being alive.

3rd part

Live on

Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

Live on

Would you want me to take you?
To be free of sadness and loneliness too?
You precious one. You forgotten how..
How lovely it is to be merry now.

Not complete

LIVE ON

Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

LIVE ON

Those dark dull eyes of yours,
How agonizing to gaze at my eyes with no remorse,
Nothing could be reflected at all.
Lifeless.. where you have locked up your soul.

2nd part

Madness in me.

Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019

Madness in me.

For a long time in my life,
    I have sought comfort in poems and songs.
To heal wounds and hide scars
     feel haven for just a brief moment
Be free of the agony and terror
      brought by a brute reality.

Cold and aching, I hid everything,
    thinking of fooling everybody with a mask so beutifully painted.
But the heart can only take too much...
So there I layed wasted, crumbling to dust.

Endured the raging trials of life, silently breaking.
Smiling so brighly to hide the aching;
I have felt solitude like no other;
I stayed and watched 'till my heart shattered.

Where do our hearts go, when our chest is too cold for it to be called its home? ,
Lost in this loneliness, I wandered alone...where do I find you?
I sought peace as if it was air.

Midnight thoughts

Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

Midnight thoughts

If can just fabricate my own thoughts, my own love, my own you. Maybe it will be more easier.

Reality switch

Bloodyrabbitt Sep 2019

Reality switch

She always has those killing smile.
With a terrible lying eyes.

She can be tough and rough, but too easy when it comes to love.

Her presence was like a safe haven,
A keeper,.
A savior,
So things won't further fall apart.

She cries and laugh,
to elude the sting and smile like nothings happening.

She lost so much,
But still willing to give more away

Understands that thorns supposed to protect her,
without any complaints on how she is Bruised Every time.

THE COST OF MY AMBITION

Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

THE COST OF MY AMBITION

How I wanted you so badly
How this pity words rush out to change your mind
How I longed having, be able to hug you once again?
Watching those rogue waves attack the shore how cruel of me thinking I’d grip you so tight
so right that I’ll never see you taken away by those currents
As much as I keep rushing to reach you enjoyed the salty environment that he fed you,
I waited and waited
For minutes,
For hours,
For days,
but all I had was silence and with the absence of your words I took it as an answer,

TO LOVE

Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

TO LOVE

Sweetie, a love where one gets hurt doesn’t exist

Unrequited

Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

Unrequited

"I wanted you to love me, but I don't think you will."
Oh! How have I longed to tell you these words still.
No matter how scared I am of the answer,
My overflowing feelings is the only thing that is clear.

Putting these emotions to words is so frightening,
But somehow I can't stop from smiling.
The happiness brought by our encounter,
Kept me praying for it to last forever.

I wanted to look into your eyes,
But my eyes were filled with cowardice.
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me,
And live the rest of my life sad and lonely.

So that day, I kept loving you without getting hurt.
Because I knew, my feelings won't ever be returned.

unrequited response

Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

unrequited response

I contained all my reasons, hope, and expectations
in my third layered mask.
So no one will see and interfere,
and as all my wishes turned into ash.

Unstable

Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

Unstable

I was trapped in that nightmare again, my nightmare didn’t happen just once.

UNSURE

Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019

UNSURE

It’s not just an ache that is curable by medicine.

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Bloodyrabbitt Mar 2019

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He himself has a cell, it’s been always in the dark,
chained by his own desire.
As a penance, In order to make it look like nothing’s falling apart.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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Cigarette always taste better during rainy days,

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Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019

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Simply loving her cost me more,
more than I could ever fall.
Simply saying i love you
I must let you go,

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Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019

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One day this pain will make sense to you.

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Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

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It was just a best song to remember you:

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Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019

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When you leave,
My tears will fall, my dreams will be dull, my heart will blow, my life will crawl;

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Bloodyrabbitt Jun 2019

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I told myself that i will be strong and laugh at silly problems but i cant hold on forever, I just feel like everythings falling apart and I myself is the only one keeping it whole.

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Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

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My knees are trembling,
My mind going Insane,
And
My is breaking.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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For a long time in my life,
    I have sought comfort in poems and songs.
To heal wounds and hide scars
     feel haven for just a brief moment
Be free of the agony and terror
      brought by a brute reality.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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Loved so many ways,
Revolted a couple of times,
Cried more than I know,
And
Forgive in many different ways.

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Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

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Pain can be addicting, even when it’s gone sometimes you miss it.

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Bloodyrabbitt May 2019

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Trust me, when you think the life You own is full of **** Honey, trust me it's not the worst case scenario. It'll twist you inch by inch then ***** the whole ****** You.

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Bloodyrabbitt May 2019

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Do you even find yourself, do you even try?
Can even figure it out that you lost every pieces of you?
Stop fooling around, stop saying you lost you instead start finding the way out of the abyss.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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Never gained a lot,
Never had plenty of luck,
What we wish never comes back..
Oh how I longed for that.

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Bloodyrabbitt Mar 2019

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Lost and lonely under my midnight sun.
Staring at the ocean,
drowned with my thoughts,
thinking all the words to help myself to continue to make it work.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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I was frail.
You we’re agile.
I was fragile.
You we’re breaking.
I was loving.
You we’re letting go.
I was holding on.
You we’re leaving.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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Who wouldn’t want an honest one with a warm sweet tongue, with a texture of a big devoted heart.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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I lied, not by mistake
I lied so you can be happy;

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Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019

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Tears only leave my eyes dry and hurt me.

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Bloodyrabbitt Mar 2019

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Vices are just outlets,
Tears are regrets,
Silence is an answer,
Dying was an option,
Anxiety is the bullet,
Depression is the trigger,
Death was the antidote.

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Bloodyrabbitt Mar 2019

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She was beautiful, but not like other girls,
She was strong like the trees in the mountains range,
She was beautiful on the way she fills up some peoples emptiness that even she cannot do to herself.
She wasn’t beautiful with that mask of her,
She is beautiful because of the silver linings in her back and clutch right through the heart.

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Bloodyrabbitt Mar 2019

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A game with no rules bound
A game that you will play for free
A game that you gamble with your heart
A game that you will fall apart

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Bloodyrabbitt Mar 2019

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Part of living is giving yet deceived more often,

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