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Bloodyrabbitt Oct 2019
Simply loving her cost me more, more Than i could ever fall.
Simply saying i love you,
I must let you go.
Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019
My heart hurts.
It hurts more today than yesterday..
Probably will hurt much more tomorrow.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
You’re close yet so far, I have a lot to Say
but guess the words don’t mean too much,
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Would you want me to take you?
To be free of sadness and loneliness too?
You precious one. You forgotten how..
How lovely it is to be merry now.
Not complete
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Light will come and find you someday,
You won’t have to struggle to breathe everyday.
Don’t give up the journey called life.
Soon you’ll find the joy of being alive.
3rd part
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Those dark dull eyes of yours,
How agonizing to gaze at my eyes with no remorse,
Nothing could be reflected at all.
Lifeless.. where you have locked up your soul.
2nd part
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
For a long time in my life,
    I have sought comfort in poems and songs.
To heal wounds and hide scars
     feel haven for just a brief moment
Be free of the agony and terror
      brought by a brute reality.

Cold and aching, I hid everything,
    thinking of fooling everybody with a mask so beutifully painted.
But the heart can only take too much...
So there I layed wasted, crumbling to dust.

Endured the raging trials of life, silently breaking.
Smiling so brighly to hide the aching;
I have felt solitude like no other;
I stayed and watched 'till my heart shattered.

Where do our hearts go, when our chest is too cold for it to be called its home? ,
Lost in this loneliness, I wandered alone...where do I find you?
I sought peace as if it was air.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
If can just fabricate my own thoughts, my own love, my own you. Maybe it will be more easier.
Bloodyrabbitt Sep 2019
She always has those killing smile.
With a terrible lying eyes.

She can be tough and rough, but too easy when it comes to love.

Her presence was like a safe haven,
A keeper,.
A savior,
So things won't further fall apart.

She cries and laugh,
to elude the sting and smile like nothings happening.

She lost so much,
But still willing to give more away

Understands that thorns supposed to protect her,
without any complaints on how she is Bruised Every time.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
How I wanted you so badly
How this pity words rush out to change your mind
How I longed having, be able to hug you once again?
Watching those rogue waves attack the shore how cruel of me thinking I’d grip you so tight
so right that I’ll never see you taken away by those currents
As much as I keep rushing to reach you enjoyed the salty environment that he fed you,
I waited and waited
For minutes,
For hours,
For days,
but all I had was silence and with the absence of your words I took it as an answer,
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Sweetie, a love where one gets hurt doesn’t exist
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
"I wanted you to love me, but I don't think you will."
Oh! How have I longed to tell you these words still.
No matter how scared I am of the answer,
My overflowing feelings is the only thing that is clear.

Putting these emotions to words is so frightening,
But somehow I can't stop from smiling.
The happiness brought by our encounter,
Kept me praying for it to last forever.

I wanted to look into your eyes,
But my eyes were filled with cowardice.
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me,
And live the rest of my life sad and lonely.

So that day, I kept loving you without getting hurt.
Because I knew, my feelings won't ever be returned.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
I contained all  my reasons, hope, and expectations
in my third layered mask.
So no one will see and interfere,
  and as all my wishes turned into ash.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
I was trapped in that nightmare again, my nightmare didn’t happen just once.
Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019
It’s not just an ache that is curable by medicine.
Bloodyrabbitt May 2020
It’s funny on how you build yourself, and also how everybody else makes you, you.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
:Self love isn’t selfish:
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
Everything is real for me
Even if it's just for a moment

It always scares me
That reality will slap me as I wake up

Because no matter what I do, no matter how much effort I put
I can never call you mine

because the gap between imagination and reality is beyond measure.
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2020
Palangga-a nga uwat limitasyon.
Taw-e it kahayag sa dueom
Ibihi sa kalisod ag saeom,
Aeam-eami sa kanabaw kapin sa kadaeom
Maskin pilang halimtang do abuton ayaw it kahawag,
palangga-on ka higapon sa kahayag ag dueom.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Explicit kind of love,
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
comfort in poems and songs.
To heal wounds and hide scars
     feel haven for just a brief moment.
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
Maybe the stars can unravel all the episodes of the Misfortunes in life,
Bloodyrabbitt May 2020
I’m scared that someone will fill up those         solitudes of mine, that emptiness.
I’m scared on what’s next.
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
Happiness walked out cuz sadness ****** her everytime.
Bloodyrabbitt May 2019
Come on, i hate being the part where i alway ask where to set my boundaries.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Loving you is explicitly uncontrollable
Bloodyrabbitt Sep 2019
You look fine to them,
a delight,
but
how long do you have to wear a mask in front of them.
Bloodyrabbitt May 2019
Darling,
the Moon bleeds seeing you cry,
the Sun  is dying to see you smile;
Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019
Some things will get broken, and as a result you’d never be able to see the world the way it used to be.
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
It was the silence that understood my heartbeat, and it has its own life racing like its the last minute.

For quite so long it felt like a ghost, scarry and unseen until love arrive,
Having
Moments likes this never felt the same,  leap through time, and a sip of eternity made it longed for more,
Still
Hoping there would be an exquisite kind of love, without the possibility of shatter,

How it feels to be loved,
Felt it before, and  forgotten how it  feels.

Learned something more valuable that
Love is greater than words, and that is the reason silence is involved.

That not all poems needs to rhyme sometimes all it takes is you.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
It was just a best song to remember you:
Bloodyrabbitt Feb 2019
I don’t know what more can I do, I’m still a failure will always be.
I always thought I can escape my own nightmares,
I thought I can.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
My sweet serendipity;
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
It's easier to say I love you specially when you mean it the most,
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
You keep that mask every time, and tell yourself that you are fine, but you know deep down. You need saving from that sea of sadness.
Bloodyrabbitt Mar 2019
Lonely leaf, just dancing off the pain, swinging together with the wind and rain.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
It’s not that I hate it,
I just wanna feel less devastated.
Bloodyrabbitt Mar 2019
Tears paved the way out of my pain and suffering.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Who wouldn’t want an honest one with a warm sweet tongue, with a texture of a big devoted heart.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Bloodyrabbitt 4h
unrequited response
I contained all  my reasons, hope, and expectations
in my third layered mask.
So no one will see and interfere,
  and as all my wishes turned into ash.
Bloodyrabbitt
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Bloodyrabbitt
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Bloodyrabbitt 4h
Untitled
journey we started
                       Is just a prelude to everything.
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Bloodyrabbitt 4h
UNTITLED
We once known what was the meaning of happiness, and how it makes us feel we own the world

Until that smile fade and all out expeditions had gone down a face were once filled with compassion and love now it's just a dull run down pile

I suppose the world will run out of time, maybe the failure of the past can change and the future can unfold it's story

For these memories we shared, the happiest feeling we felt will be a Memento as we part our ways in the abyss.
Bloodyrabbitt Jun 2019
It doesn't mean that it matches it's gonna be Perfectly fit, sometimes it burns Bright.
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
Where do our hearts go, when our chest is too cold for it to be called its home?
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
My sadness was suddenly accompanied by pouring rain.
Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019
It’s easy loosing control especially when you are breaking apart.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
We once known the meaning of happiness and how it makes us feel we own the world.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
DREAMS ARE ALWAYS ACCOMPANIED BY DISAPPOINTMENTS
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2020
I'm sure you know how it feels to miss the care and attention of a loved one;
Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019
Moving on isn’t forgetting,
Moving is being able to remember without hurting.
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