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Bloodyrabbitt Oct 2019
Simply loving her cost me more, more Than i could ever fall.
Simply saying i love you,
I must let you go.
Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019
My heart hurts.
It hurts more today than yesterday..
Probably will hurt much more tomorrow.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
You’re close yet so far, I have a lot to Say
but guess the words don’t mean too much,
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Light will come and find you someday,
You won’t have to struggle to breathe everyday.
Don’t give up the journey called life.
Soon you’ll find the joy of being alive.
3rd part
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Would you want me to take you?
To be free of sadness and loneliness too?
You precious one. You forgotten how..
How lovely it is to be merry now.
Not complete
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Those dark dull eyes of yours,
How agonizing to gaze at my eyes with no remorse,
Nothing could be reflected at all.
Lifeless.. where you have locked up your soul.
2nd part
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
For a long time in my life,
    I have sought comfort in poems and songs.
To heal wounds and hide scars
     feel haven for just a brief moment
Be free of the agony and terror
      brought by a brute reality.

Cold and aching, I hid everything,
    thinking of fooling everybody with a mask so beutifully painted.
But the heart can only take too much...
So there I layed wasted, crumbling to dust.

Endured the raging trials of life, silently breaking.
Smiling so brighly to hide the aching;
I have felt solitude like no other;
I stayed and watched 'till my heart shattered.

Where do our hearts go, when our chest is too cold for it to be called its home? ,
Lost in this loneliness, I wandered alone...where do I find you?
I sought peace as if it was air.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
If can just fabricate my own thoughts, my own love, my own you. Maybe it will be more easier.
Bloodyrabbitt Sep 2019
She always has those killing smile.
With a terrible lying eyes.

She can be tough and rough, but too easy when it comes to love.

Her presence was like a safe haven,
A keeper,.
A savior,
So things won't further fall apart.

She cries and laugh,
to elude the sting and smile like nothings happening.

She lost so much,
But still willing to give more away

Understands that thorns supposed to protect her,
without any complaints on how she is Bruised Every time.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
How I wanted you so badly
How this pity words rush out to change your mind
How I longed having, be able to hug you once again?
Watching those rogue waves attack the shore how cruel of me thinking I’d grip you so tight
so right that I’ll never see you taken away by those currents
As much as I keep rushing to reach you enjoyed the salty environment that he fed you,
I waited and waited
For minutes,
For hours,
For days,
but all I had was silence and with the absence of your words I took it as an answer,
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Sweetie, a love where one gets hurt doesn’t exist
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
"I wanted you to love me, but I don't think you will."
Oh! How have I longed to tell you these words still.
No matter how scared I am of the answer,
My overflowing feelings is the only thing that is clear.

Putting these emotions to words is so frightening,
But somehow I can't stop from smiling.
The happiness brought by our encounter,
Kept me praying for it to last forever.

I wanted to look into your eyes,
But my eyes were filled with cowardice.
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me,
And live the rest of my life sad and lonely.

So that day, I kept loving you without getting hurt.
Because I knew, my feelings won't ever be returned.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
I contained all  my reasons, hope, and expectations
in my third layered mask.
So no one will see and interfere,
  and as all my wishes turned into ash.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
I was trapped in that nightmare again, my nightmare didn’t happen just once.
Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019
It’s not just an ache that is curable by medicine.
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2020
Palangga-a nga uwat limitasyon.
Taw-e it kahayag sa dueom
Ibihi sa kalisod ag saeom,
Aeam-eami sa kanabaw kapin sa kadaeom
Maskin pilang halimtang do abuton ayaw it kahawag,
palangga-on ka higapon sa kahayag ag dueom.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
I just smile, and the silence was the answer when you left.
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
comfort in poems and songs.
To heal wounds and hide scars
     feel haven for just a brief moment.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Explicit kind of love,
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2019
Someone's screaming, can't you hear it?
Someone's  aching, can't you feel it?
Someone's  drowning, can't  you see it?
Selfish mongrel help,
Help yourself.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
She was smiling with tears in her eyes, and it slap me and knocked me on my sense.
Bloodyrabbitt Jun 2019
The Universe don't Define you, people do.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Never gained a lot,
Never had plenty of luck,
What  we wish never comes back..
Oh  how I longed for that.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
I’m just an *******, I just **** things up.
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
Simply loving her cost me more,
more than I could ever fall.
Simply saying i love you
I must let you go,
Bloodyrabbitt May 2019
Do you even find yourself, do you even try?
Can even figure it out that you lost every pieces of you?
Stop fooling around, stop saying you lost you instead start finding the way out of the abyss.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2019
Why you,

 Covered my face with a pillow then scream why is it you,

I always ask my self?
I wonder, how could we ever be?

You filled my heart with excitement
The passing of every moment seems endless, embrace, laugh, clench and chill

It always makes me smile because,
With every twinkle in my eye and in the blink of an eye you were there

But it seems like something's wrong.

Everything is real for me,
Even if it's just for a moment

And it bothers me a lot,
with each passing sleep is the time only that I can be able to be with you.

It always scares me
That reality will strike me as I wake up

Because no matter what I do,
no matter how much effort I put,

I can never call you mine,
because the gap between imagination and reality is beyond measure.

Because the word you and I are just a fiction.

And it's my mistake  claiming you without any permission.

That I loved so much even though my mind knew it would never happen.
Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2020
It’s not about always taking the risk, it’s about how both parties endure it.
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
When you leave,
My tears will fall, my dreams will be dull, my heart will blow, my life will crawl;
Bloodyrabbitt Mar 2019
Part of living is giving yet deceived more often,
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
journey we started
                       Is just a prelude to everything.
Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019
Sweetie, a love where no one gets hurt doesn’t exists.
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
When you love someone, you also give them the power to hurt you.
Bloodyrabbitt Feb 2020
It’s a pace in life where music is a soothing form of comfort you can have,
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Like love,
It is nurtured,
Built like no other,
Stands proud and strong,
But
Breaks.
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
It was the silence that understood my heartbeat, and it has its own life racing like its the last minute.

For quite so long it felt like a ghost, scarry and unseen until love arrive,
Having
Moments likes this never felt the same,  leap through time, and a sip of eternity made it longed for more,
Still
Hoping there would be an exquisite kind of love, without the possibility of shatter,

How it feels to be loved,
Felt it before, and  forgotten how it  feels.

Learned something more valuable that
Love is greater than words, and that is the reason silence is involved.

That not all poems needs to rhyme sometimes all it takes is you.
Bloodyrabbitt May 2019
Darling,
the Moon bleeds seeing you cry,
the Sun  is dying to see you smile;
Bloodyrabbitt May 2020
With this guilty pleasures and sadness, still I want you, good and bad.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
I know what feelings are, but forgotten the feeling of how it is felt.
Bloodyrabbitt May 2019
Trust me, when you think the life You own is full of **** Honey, trust me it's not the worst case scenario. It'll twist you inch by inch then ***** the whole ****** You.
Bloodyrabbitt Feb 2020
She was beautiful,
but not like other girls,
She was strong like the trees in the mountains range,
She was beautiful on the way she fills up some peoples emptiness that even she cannot do to herself.
She wasn’t beautiful with that mask of her,
She is beautiful because of the silver linings in her back and clutch right through the heart.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Pain can be addicting, even when it’s gone sometimes you miss it.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
I was the one,
Who is willing to put it up again for you,
Even if it’s a thousands of pieces to put you back on your feet,
I was the one building you,
While you let your guard down again for the same guy who shattered the whole you.
Bloodyrabbitt Mar 2019
A game with no rules bound
A game that you will play for free
A game that you gamble with your heart
A game that you will fall apart
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Tryin to be responsible but
It was too late.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
You're all you,  and pictures are all I have left.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
My knees are trembling,
My mind going Insane,
And
My is breaking.
Bloodyrabbitt Mar 2019
Vices are just outlets,
Tears are regrets,
Silence is an answer,
Dying was an option,
Anxiety is the bullet,
Depression is the trigger,
Death was the antidote.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Cigarette always taste better during rainy days,
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
You keep that mask every time, and tell yourself that you are fine, but you know deep down. You need saving from that sea of sadness.
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