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Bloodyrabbitt Oct 2019
Simply loving her cost me more, more Than i could ever fall.
Simply saying i love you,
I must let you go.
Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019
My heart hurts.
It hurts more today than yesterday..
Probably will hurt much more tomorrow.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
You’re close yet so far, I have a lot to Say
but guess the words don’t mean too much,
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Light will come and find you someday,
You won’t have to struggle to breathe everyday.
Don’t give up the journey called life.
Soon you’ll find the joy of being alive.
3rd part
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Would you want me to take you?
To be free of sadness and loneliness too?
You precious one. You forgotten how..
How lovely it is to be merry now.
Not complete
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Those dark dull eyes of yours,
How agonizing to gaze at my eyes with no remorse,
Nothing could be reflected at all.
Lifeless.. where you have locked up your soul.
2nd part
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
For a long time in my life,
    I have sought comfort in poems and songs.
To heal wounds and hide scars
     feel haven for just a brief moment
Be free of the agony and terror
      brought by a brute reality.

Cold and aching, I hid everything,
    thinking of fooling everybody with a mask so beutifully painted.
But the heart can only take too much...
So there I layed wasted, crumbling to dust.

Endured the raging trials of life, silently breaking.
Smiling so brighly to hide the aching;
I have felt solitude like no other;
I stayed and watched 'till my heart shattered.

Where do our hearts go, when our chest is too cold for it to be called its home? ,
Lost in this loneliness, I wandered alone...where do I find you?
I sought peace as if it was air.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
If can just fabricate my own thoughts, my own love, my own you. Maybe it will be more easier.
Bloodyrabbitt Sep 2019
She always has those killing smile.
With a terrible lying eyes.

She can be tough and rough, but too easy when it comes to love.

Her presence was like a safe haven,
A keeper,.
A savior,
So things won't further fall apart.

She cries and laugh,
to elude the sting and smile like nothings happening.

She lost so much,
But still willing to give more away

Understands that thorns supposed to protect her,
without any complaints on how she is Bruised Every time.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
How I wanted you so badly
How this pity words rush out to change your mind
How I longed having, be able to hug you once again?
Watching those rogue waves attack the shore how cruel of me thinking I’d grip you so tight
so right that I’ll never see you taken away by those currents
As much as I keep rushing to reach you enjoyed the salty environment that he fed you,
I waited and waited
For minutes,
For hours,
For days,
but all I had was silence and with the absence of your words I took it as an answer,
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Sweetie, a love where one gets hurt doesn’t exist
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
"I wanted you to love me, but I don't think you will."
Oh! How have I longed to tell you these words still.
No matter how scared I am of the answer,
My overflowing feelings is the only thing that is clear.

Putting these emotions to words is so frightening,
But somehow I can't stop from smiling.
The happiness brought by our encounter,
Kept me praying for it to last forever.

I wanted to look into your eyes,
But my eyes were filled with cowardice.
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me,
And live the rest of my life sad and lonely.

So that day, I kept loving you without getting hurt.
Because I knew, my feelings won't ever be returned.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
I contained all  my reasons, hope, and expectations
in my third layered mask.
So no one will see and interfere,
  and as all my wishes turned into ash.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
I was trapped in that nightmare again, my nightmare didn’t happen just once.
Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019
It’s not just an ache that is curable by medicine.
Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2020
It’s not about always taking the risk, it’s about how both parties endure it.
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
Please cant save everybody, so please Make an effort.
Save yourself from drowning
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2020
I'm sure you know how it feels to miss the care and attention of a loved one;
Bloodyrabbitt Feb 2020
It’s a pace in life where music is a soothing form of comfort you can have,
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
Maybe the stars can unravel all the episodes of the Misfortunes in life,
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
It was just a best song to remember you:
Bloodyrabbitt May 2020
I’m scared that someone will fill up those         solitudes of mine, that emptiness.
I’m scared on what’s next.
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
being honest is good but it doesn't help sometimes
Bloodyrabbitt May 2020
It’s funny on how you build yourself, and also how everybody else makes you, you.
Bloodyrabbitt May 2020
To be loved is the most unparalleled feeling you'll ever feel,
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
Everything is real for me
Even if it's just for a moment

It always scares me
That reality will slap me as I wake up

Because no matter what I do, no matter how much effort I put
I can never call you mine

because the gap between imagination and reality is beyond measure.
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
Remembering you is easy.
I do it all the time.
It's always the promise that kept me holding.
Missing you is the  heartache that never goes away.
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
Where do our hearts go, when our chest is too cold for it to be called its home?
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
She's hurt and she cries
But you cant see the depression in her eyes
Because she simply smiles.
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
When you love someone, you also give them the power to hurt you.
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
How would you tell your lost, when you already Mislay it all.
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
It was the silence that understood my heartbeat, and it has its own life racing like its the last minute.

For quite so long it felt like a ghost, scarry and unseen until love arrive,
Having
Moments likes this never felt the same,  leap through time, and a sip of eternity made it longed for more,
Still
Hoping there would be an exquisite kind of love, without the possibility of shatter,

How it feels to be loved,
Felt it before, and  forgotten how it  feels.

Learned something more valuable that
Love is greater than words, and that is the reason silence is involved.

That not all poems needs to rhyme sometimes all it takes is you.
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
The moon was my guide
On a late glum night never let me be swallowed by the dark,
The trees watch as I pass an Unending narrow roads,
The footsteps keeps the silence at bay.
The heart kept me warm and strong
Bloodyrabbitt May 2020
With this guilty pleasures and sadness, still I want you, good and bad.
Bloodyrabbitt Jun 2019
It doesn't mean that it matches it's gonna be Perfectly fit, sometimes it burns Bright.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Sometimes laughing too much can cover the sadness in you.
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
comfort in poems and songs.
To heal wounds and hide scars
     feel haven for just a brief moment.
Bloodyrabbitt Sep 2019
Is it suppose to make you happy?
This days aren't inexplicable.

When least expected, clowns should show up anytime right.

But waiting are for nothing aren't they .

Another lonely birthday tho.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2019
Why you,

 Covered my face with a pillow then scream why is it you,

I always ask my self?
I wonder, how could we ever be?

You filled my heart with excitement
The passing of every moment seems endless, embrace, laugh, clench and chill

It always makes me smile because,
With every twinkle in my eye and in the blink of an eye you were there

But it seems like something's wrong.

Everything is real for me,
Even if it's just for a moment

And it bothers me a lot,
with each passing sleep is the time only that I can be able to be with you.

It always scares me
That reality will strike me as I wake up

Because no matter what I do,
no matter how much effort I put,

I can never call you mine,
because the gap between imagination and reality is beyond measure.

Because the word you and I are just a fiction.

And it's my mistake  claiming you without any permission.

That I loved so much even though my mind knew it would never happen.
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
One day this pain will make sense to you.
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
Simply loving her cost me more,
more than I could ever fall.
Simply saying i love you
I must let you go,
Bloodyrabbitt May 2020
Remembering you is easy,
I do it all the time.
But
Missing you is the  heartache that never goes away.
Bloodyrabbitt Sep 2019
The more I find personal space
The more I am consumed by loneliness
Bloodyrabbitt Apr 2020
I’m scared that someone will fill up those solitude of mine, that emptiness.
I’m scared on what’s next.
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
The feeling's I knew started to come true,
in every dark corners it brews,

Screaming but the words can't make it through.

A kind of torture where you
Chained the truth,
To create something new.

created a contract where the night will only knew,

Where tears fall to admit it's deepest hue.

May be its the smile,
The maybe's or the joke.

It's getting heavy,
It starts to Conquer me.
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
I so fear my heart
It so gloom and tired.
It has rife smiles
And deep secrets as well,
It frightens, I feel frightened.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2019
Someone's screaming, can't you hear it?
Someone's  aching, can't you feel it?
Someone's  drowning, can't  you see it?
Selfish mongrel help,
Help yourself.
Bloodyrabbitt Sep 2019
Lonely leaf,
Swings the pain away.
Dancing with the wind and rain.
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
Don't come back, I ain't buyin anymore.
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