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Bloodyrabbitt Oct 2019
Simply loving her cost me more, more Than i could ever fall.
Simply saying i love you,
I must let you go.
Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019
My heart hurts.
It hurts more today than yesterday..
Probably will hurt much more tomorrow.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
You’re close yet so far, I have a lot to Say
but guess the words don’t mean too much,
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Would you want me to take you?
To be free of sadness and loneliness too?
You precious one. You forgotten how..
How lovely it is to be merry now.
Not complete
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Light will come and find you someday,
You won’t have to struggle to breathe everyday.
Don’t give up the journey called life.
Soon you’ll find the joy of being alive.
3rd part
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Those dark dull eyes of yours,
How agonizing to gaze at my eyes with no remorse,
Nothing could be reflected at all.
Lifeless.. where you have locked up your soul.
2nd part
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
For a long time in my life,
    I have sought comfort in poems and songs.
To heal wounds and hide scars
     feel haven for just a brief moment
Be free of the agony and terror
      brought by a brute reality.

Cold and aching, I hid everything,
    thinking of fooling everybody with a mask so beutifully painted.
But the heart can only take too much...
So there I layed wasted, crumbling to dust.

Endured the raging trials of life, silently breaking.
Smiling so brighly to hide the aching;
I have felt solitude like no other;
I stayed and watched 'till my heart shattered.

Where do our hearts go, when our chest is too cold for it to be called its home? ,
Lost in this loneliness, I wandered alone...where do I find you?
I sought peace as if it was air.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
If can just fabricate my own thoughts, my own love, my own you. Maybe it will be more easier.
Bloodyrabbitt Sep 2019
She always has those killing smile.
With a terrible lying eyes.

She can be tough and rough, but too easy when it comes to love.

Her presence was like a safe haven,
A keeper,.
A savior,
So things won't further fall apart.

She cries and laugh,
to elude the sting and smile like nothings happening.

She lost so much,
But still willing to give more away

Understands that thorns supposed to protect her,
without any complaints on how she is Bruised Every time.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
How I wanted you so badly
How this pity words rush out to change your mind
How I longed having, be able to hug you once again?
Watching those rogue waves attack the shore how cruel of me thinking I’d grip you so tight
so right that I’ll never see you taken away by those currents
As much as I keep rushing to reach you enjoyed the salty environment that he fed you,
I waited and waited
For minutes,
For hours,
For days,
but all I had was silence and with the absence of your words I took it as an answer,
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Sweetie, a love where one gets hurt doesn’t exist
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
"I wanted you to love me, but I don't think you will."
Oh! How have I longed to tell you these words still.
No matter how scared I am of the answer,
My overflowing feelings is the only thing that is clear.

Putting these emotions to words is so frightening,
But somehow I can't stop from smiling.
The happiness brought by our encounter,
Kept me praying for it to last forever.

I wanted to look into your eyes,
But my eyes were filled with cowardice.
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me,
And live the rest of my life sad and lonely.

So that day, I kept loving you without getting hurt.
Because I knew, my feelings won't ever be returned.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
I contained all  my reasons, hope, and expectations
in my third layered mask.
So no one will see and interfere,
  and as all my wishes turned into ash.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
I was trapped in that nightmare again, my nightmare didn’t happen just once.
Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019
It’s not just an ache that is curable by medicine.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
My sadness was suddenly accompanied by pouring rain.
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
The moon was my guide
On a late glum night never let me be swallowed by the dark,
The trees watch as I pass an Unending narrow roads,
The footsteps keeps the silence at bay.
The heart kept me warm and strong
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2020
I'm sure you know how it feels to miss the care and attention of a loved one;
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
She's hurt and she cries
But you cant see the depression in her eyes
Because she simply smiles.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
It's easier to say I love you specially when you mean it the most,
Bloodyrabbitt May 2020
To be loved is the most unparalleled feeling you'll ever feel,
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2020
Palangga-a nga uwat limitasyon.
Taw-e it kahayag sa dueom
Ibihi sa kalisod ag saeom,
Aeam-eami sa kanabaw kapin sa kadaeom
Maskin pilang halimtang do abuton ayaw it kahawag,
palangga-on ka higapon sa kahayag ag dueom.
Bloodyrabbitt Jun 2019
Can someone save me, Im so sick and this disintegrating  carcass makes it so worst.
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
Don't come back, I ain't buyin anymore.
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
Maybe the stars can unravel all the episodes of the Misfortunes in life,
Bloodyrabbitt May 2020
Seeing unpredictable smile, simply every seconds crash with no bounds

even those same songs with the same old rhymes felt new.

How could that September feelings growed to October love,
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
One day this pain will make sense to you.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
For a long time in my life,
    I have sought comfort in poems and songs.
To heal wounds and hide scars
     feel haven for just a brief moment
Be free of the agony and terror
      brought by a brute reality.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
:Self love isn’t selfish:
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
You keep that mask every time, and tell yourself that you are fine, but you know deep down. You need saving from that sea of sadness.
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
**** me at my sleep, Sit with me at my wake and forget me at my grave.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
It’s not that I hate it,
I just wanna feel less devastated.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Tryin to be responsible but
It was too late.
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
When you leave,
My tears will fall, my dreams will be dull, my heart will blow, my life will crawl;
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Days like this still knocks me of my feet.
Bloodyrabbitt May 2020
Remembering you is easy,
I do it all the time.
But
Missing you is the  heartache that never goes away.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
My knees are trembling,
My mind going Insane,
And
My is breaking.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
After all the things you've done,
I really tried, I really do Just to understand you.
But it's the heartache that doesn't go away
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
My thoughts always ask
Bakit ikaw? Sabay takip ng unan sabay sigaw bat nga ba laging ikaw?

I always ask my self ?
Naiisip ko, paano kaya pag  naging tayo?

You filled my heart with excitement
Yung pag lipas ng bawat sandali na parang walang katapusan, yakap, tawanan, kulitan at asaran

It always makes me smile because,
Sa bawat pag pikit ng aking mata at sa muling pag mulat nito'y nariyan ka

Pero bat Parang may mali

Everything is  real for me
Kahit ito'y panandalian lamang

And it bothers me a lot
Dahil sa bawat pag hibing lang kita makakpiling at mayayakap

It always scares me
Na sasampalin ako ng realidad sa aking pag mulat

Because no matter what I do, no matter how much efforts I put
Hinding hindi kita mamatawag na akin sapagkat ang agwat ng imahinasyon at realidad ay hindi  masusukat.

At ang pag kaka mali ko ang angkinin ka ng walang permiso
That you love so much even though you knew it will never happen.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2019
Why you,

 Covered my face with a pillow then scream why is it you,

I always ask my self?
I wonder, how could we ever be?

You filled my heart with excitement
The passing of every moment seems endless, embrace, laugh, clench and chill

It always makes me smile because,
With every twinkle in my eye and in the blink of an eye you were there

But it seems like something's wrong.

Everything is real for me,
Even if it's just for a moment

And it bothers me a lot,
with each passing sleep is the time only that I can be able to be with you.

It always scares me
That reality will strike me as I wake up

Because no matter what I do,
no matter how much effort I put,

I can never call you mine,
because the gap between imagination and reality is beyond measure.

Because the word you and I are just a fiction.

And it's my mistake  claiming you without any permission.

That I loved so much even though my mind knew it would never happen.
Bloodyrabbitt Jun 2019
I told myself that i will be strong and laugh at silly problems but i cant hold on forever, I just feel like everythings falling apart and I myself is the only one keeping it whole.
Bloodyrabbitt Feb 2020
It’s a pace in life where music is a soothing form of comfort you can have,
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
being honest is good but it doesn't help sometimes
Bloodyrabbitt Jun 2019
The Universe don't Define you, people do.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
DREAMS ARE ALWAYS ACCOMPANIED BY DISAPPOINTMENTS
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
I just smile, and the silence was the answer when you left.
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
Remembering you is easy.
I do it all the time.
It's always the promise that kept me holding.
Missing you is the  heartache that never goes away.
Bloodyrabbitt Mar 2019
A game with no rules bound
A game that you will play for free
A game that you gamble with your heart
A game that you will fall apart
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
I so fear my heart
It so gloom and tired.
It has rife smiles
And deep secrets as well,
It frightens, I feel frightened.
Bloodyrabbitt Jun 2019
It doesn't mean that it matches it's gonna be Perfectly fit, sometimes it burns Bright.
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