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Bloodyrabbitt Oct 2019
Simply loving her cost me more, more Than i could ever fall.
Simply saying i love you,
I must let you go.
Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019
My heart hurts.
It hurts more today than yesterday..
Probably will hurt much more tomorrow.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
You’re close yet so far, I have a lot to Say
but guess the words don’t mean too much,
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Light will come and find you someday,
You won’t have to struggle to breathe everyday.
Don’t give up the journey called life.
Soon you’ll find the joy of being alive.
3rd part
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Would you want me to take you?
To be free of sadness and loneliness too?
You precious one. You forgotten how..
How lovely it is to be merry now.
Not complete
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Those dark dull eyes of yours,
How agonizing to gaze at my eyes with no remorse,
Nothing could be reflected at all.
Lifeless.. where you have locked up your soul.
2nd part
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
For a long time in my life,
    I have sought comfort in poems and songs.
To heal wounds and hide scars
     feel haven for just a brief moment
Be free of the agony and terror
      brought by a brute reality.

Cold and aching, I hid everything,
    thinking of fooling everybody with a mask so beutifully painted.
But the heart can only take too much...
So there I layed wasted, crumbling to dust.

Endured the raging trials of life, silently breaking.
Smiling so brighly to hide the aching;
I have felt solitude like no other;
I stayed and watched 'till my heart shattered.

Where do our hearts go, when our chest is too cold for it to be called its home? ,
Lost in this loneliness, I wandered alone...where do I find you?
I sought peace as if it was air.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
If can just fabricate my own thoughts, my own love, my own you. Maybe it will be more easier.
Bloodyrabbitt Sep 2019
She always has those killing smile.
With a terrible lying eyes.

She can be tough and rough, but too easy when it comes to love.

Her presence was like a safe haven,
A keeper,.
A savior,
So things won't further fall apart.

She cries and laugh,
to elude the sting and smile like nothings happening.

She lost so much,
But still willing to give more away

Understands that thorns supposed to protect her,
without any complaints on how she is Bruised Every time.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
How I wanted you so badly
How this pity words rush out to change your mind
How I longed having, be able to hug you once again?
Watching those rogue waves attack the shore how cruel of me thinking I’d grip you so tight
so right that I’ll never see you taken away by those currents
As much as I keep rushing to reach you enjoyed the salty environment that he fed you,
I waited and waited
For minutes,
For hours,
For days,
but all I had was silence and with the absence of your words I took it as an answer,
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Sweetie, a love where one gets hurt doesn’t exist
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
"I wanted you to love me, but I don't think you will."
Oh! How have I longed to tell you these words still.
No matter how scared I am of the answer,
My overflowing feelings is the only thing that is clear.

Putting these emotions to words is so frightening,
But somehow I can't stop from smiling.
The happiness brought by our encounter,
Kept me praying for it to last forever.

I wanted to look into your eyes,
But my eyes were filled with cowardice.
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me,
And live the rest of my life sad and lonely.

So that day, I kept loving you without getting hurt.
Because I knew, my feelings won't ever be returned.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
I contained all  my reasons, hope, and expectations
in my third layered mask.
So no one will see and interfere,
  and as all my wishes turned into ash.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
I was trapped in that nightmare again, my nightmare didn’t happen just once.
Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019
It’s not just an ache that is curable by medicine.
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
When you leave,
My tears will fall, my dreams will be dull, my heart will blow, my life will crawl;
Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019
Must we always have to end and say goodbye
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Loving you is explicitly uncontrollable
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
I saw you again in my dreams last night and it really felt so real,
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Nothing seems to matter anymore,
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Smoking cigarettes can **** you, it could also comfort you;
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Lately leaving doesn't matter anymore;
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
You keep that mask every time, and tell yourself that you are fine, but you know deep down. You need saving from that sea of sadness.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
I lied, not by mistake
I lied so you can be happy;
Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019
Love is not a test,
Then why cheat?
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019
One day this pain will make sense to you.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
I know the grief of loneliness,
Of how dreadful is sadness,
But all is well.
Bloodyrabbitt Jun 2019
When you notice that you always smile even Though it's too much
When you always say I'm fine when it's breaking,
When you say sorry even Though it still Aches,
When you deny your real self to someones help
When you convert all the frustrations to Madness, So, they won't notice it affects you more,
When you  burst into tears just to feel normal when you drink too much with your friends make them think you're too strong to handle all the liquor but deep inside you drink to Mend all the Heartaches and pain.
Bloodyrabbitt May 2020
Remembering you is easy,
I do it all the time.
But
Missing you is the  heartache that never goes away.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
When things go away you makes you appreciate them so much more.
Bloodyrabbitt May 2019
Darling,
the Moon bleeds seeing you cry,
the Sun  is dying to see you smile;
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
journey we started
                       Is just a prelude to everything.
Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2020
Palangga-a nga uwat limitasyon.
Taw-e it kahayag sa dueom
Ibihi sa kalisod ag saeom,
Aeam-eami sa kanabaw kapin sa kadaeom
Maskin pilang halimtang do abuton ayaw it kahawag,
palangga-on ka higapon sa kahayag ag dueom.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
I’ve seen you before,
I’ve seen you yesterday,
I’ve seen you in my dreams,
I’ve seen you
you
Can’t see me do you,
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
As I open my eyes everything was new,
As I start to hear;
things so unusual from the silence I knew
Each step lead to countless try’s,
to call the person.
I really know who carried me till I grew,
Further efforts made a breakthrough;
I can laugh, walk and even scream like a fool...
Till now she’s always there,
She always understands;
She always forgives;
She always protects me;
Even though I’m strong enough to stand on my own.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
My thoughts always ask
Bakit ikaw? Sabay takip ng unan sabay sigaw bat nga ba laging ikaw?

I always ask my self ?
Naiisip ko, paano kaya pag  naging tayo?

You filled my heart with excitement
Yung pag lipas ng bawat sandali na parang walang katapusan, yakap, tawanan, kulitan at asaran

It always makes me smile because,
Sa bawat pag pikit ng aking mata at sa muling pag mulat nito'y nariyan ka

Pero bat Parang may mali

Everything is  real for me
Kahit ito'y panandalian lamang

And it bothers me a lot
Dahil sa bawat pag hibing lang kita makakpiling at mayayakap

It always scares me
Na sasampalin ako ng realidad sa aking pag mulat

Because no matter what I do, no matter how much efforts I put
Hinding hindi kita mamatawag na akin sapagkat ang agwat ng imahinasyon at realidad ay hindi  masusukat.

At ang pag kaka mali ko ang angkinin ka ng walang permiso
That you love so much even though you knew it will never happen.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
It’s not that I hate it,
I just wanna feel less devastated.
Bloodyrabbitt Mar 2019
Lonely leaf, just dancing off the pain, swinging together with the wind and rain.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
The problem is I felt so.. so much, that I can’t even feel nothing anymore,
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
An, the sadness of loss aches again;
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
You're all you,  and pictures are all I have left.
Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019
How would you tell your lost, when you already Mislay it all.
Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019
Tears only leave my eyes dry and hurt me.
Bloodyrabbitt Mar 2019
Lost and lonely under my midnight sun.
Staring at the ocean,
drowned with  my thoughts,
thinking all the words to help myself to continue to make it work.
Bloodyrabbitt May 2019
I thought the pain was no more, but seeing you made me unsure.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
I’d never love beyond my limits, And here you are dragging me out.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Is it enough,
Just to love ?
Is it enough,
just live to fullest?
Is it enough?
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Explicit kind of love,
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Bloodyrabbitt 4h
unrequited response
I contained all  my reasons, hope, and expectations
in my third layered mask.
So no one will see and interfere,
  and as all my wishes turned into ash.
Bloodyrabbitt
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Bloodyrabbitt
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Bloodyrabbitt 4h
Untitled
journey we started
                       Is just a prelude to everything.
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Bloodyrabbitt 4h
UNTITLED
We once known what was the meaning of happiness, and how it makes us feel we own the world

Until that smile fade and all out expeditions had gone down a face were once filled with compassion and love now it's just a dull run down pile

I suppose the world will run out of time, maybe the failure of the past can change and the future can unfold it's story

For these memories we shared, the happiest feeling we felt will be a Memento as we part our ways in the abyss.
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