Bloodyrabbitt: Poems

All shapes and sizes

Bloodyrabbitt Oct 2019

All shapes and sizes

Simply loving her cost me more, more Than i could ever fall.
Simply saying i love you,
I must let you go.

D’ untold

Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019

D’ untold

My heart hurts.
It hurts more today than yesterday..
Probably will hurt much more tomorrow.

Efforts

Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

Efforts

You’re close yet so far, I have a lot to Say
but guess the words don’t mean too much,

Live on

Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

Live on

Would you want me to take you?
To be free of sadness and loneliness too?
You precious one. You forgotten how..
How lovely it is to be merry now.

Not complete

Live on

Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

Live on

Light will come and find you someday,
You won’t have to struggle to breathe everyday.
Don’t give up the journey called life.
Soon you’ll find the joy of being alive.

3rd part

LIVE ON

Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

LIVE ON

Those dark dull eyes of yours,
How agonizing to gaze at my eyes with no remorse,
Nothing could be reflected at all.
Lifeless.. where you have locked up your soul.

2nd part

Madness in me.

Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019

Madness in me.

For a long time in my life,
    I have sought comfort in poems and songs.
To heal wounds and hide scars
     feel haven for just a brief moment
Be free of the agony and terror
      brought by a brute reality.

Cold and aching, I hid everything,
    thinking of fooling everybody with a mask so beutifully painted.
But the heart can only take too much...
So there I layed wasted, crumbling to dust.

Endured the raging trials of life, silently breaking.
Smiling so brighly to hide the aching;
I have felt solitude like no other;
I stayed and watched 'till my heart shattered.

Where do our hearts go, when our chest is too cold for it to be called its home? ,
Lost in this loneliness, I wandered alone...where do I find you?
I sought peace as if it was air.

Midnight thoughts

Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

Midnight thoughts

If can just fabricate my own thoughts, my own love, my own you. Maybe it will be more easier.

Reality switch

Bloodyrabbitt Sep 2019

Reality switch

She always has those killing smile.
With a terrible lying eyes.

She can be tough and rough, but too easy when it comes to love.

Her presence was like a safe haven,
A keeper,.
A savior,
So things won't further fall apart.

She cries and laugh,
to elude the sting and smile like nothings happening.

She lost so much,
But still willing to give more away

Understands that thorns supposed to protect her,
without any complaints on how she is Bruised Every time.

THE COST OF MY AMBITION

Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

THE COST OF MY AMBITION

How I wanted you so badly
How this pity words rush out to change your mind
How I longed having, be able to hug you once again?
Watching those rogue waves attack the shore how cruel of me thinking I’d grip you so tight
so right that I’ll never see you taken away by those currents
As much as I keep rushing to reach you enjoyed the salty environment that he fed you,
I waited and waited
For minutes,
For hours,
For days,
but all I had was silence and with the absence of your words I took it as an answer,

TO LOVE

Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

TO LOVE

Sweetie, a love where one gets hurt doesn’t exist

Unrequited

Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

Unrequited

"I wanted you to love me, but I don't think you will."
Oh! How have I longed to tell you these words still.
No matter how scared I am of the answer,
My overflowing feelings is the only thing that is clear.

Putting these emotions to words is so frightening,
But somehow I can't stop from smiling.
The happiness brought by our encounter,
Kept me praying for it to last forever.

I wanted to look into your eyes,
But my eyes were filled with cowardice.
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me,
And live the rest of my life sad and lonely.

So that day, I kept loving you without getting hurt.
Because I knew, my feelings won't ever be returned.

unrequited response

Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

unrequited response

I contained all my reasons, hope, and expectations
in my third layered mask.
So no one will see and interfere,
and as all my wishes turned into ash.

Unstable

Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

Unstable

I was trapped in that nightmare again, my nightmare didn’t happen just once.

UNSURE

Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019

UNSURE

It’s not just an ache that is curable by medicine.

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Bloodyrabbitt Feb 2020

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It’s a pace in life where music is a soothing form of comfort you can have,

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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Never gained a lot,
Never had plenty of luck,
What we wish never comes back..
Oh how I longed for that.

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Bloodyrabbitt Mar 2019

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Lonely leaf, just dancing off the pain, swinging together with the wind and rain.

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Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019

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**** me at my sleep, Sit with me at my wake and forget me at my grave.

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Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

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journey we started
Is just a prelude to everything.

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Bloodyrabbitt Feb 2019

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We are aware of the situation, we know our goal. We know we will be facing difficulties and we know we have to be strong to achieve our goal.

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Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

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Life has been always a mystery, and it unfolds unpredictably.

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Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

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Pain can be addicting, even when it’s gone sometimes you miss it.

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Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019

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It’s painful but just,

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Bloodyrabbitt May 2020

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I’m scared that someone will fill up those solitudes of mine, that emptiness.
I’m scared on what’s next.

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Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019

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Happiness walked out cuz sadness ****** her everytime.

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Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019

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The moon was my guide
On a late glum night never let me be swallowed by the dark,
The trees watch as I pass an Unending narrow roads,
The footsteps keeps the silence at bay.
The heart kept me warm and strong

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Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019

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Everything is real for me
Even if it's just for a moment

It always scares me
That reality will slap me as I wake up

Because no matter what I do, no matter how much effort I put
I can never call you mine

because the gap between imagination and reality is beyond measure.

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Bloodyrabbitt May 2019

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Single is the whole definition of me.

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Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

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After all the things you've done,
I really tried, I really do Just to understand you.
But it's the heartache that doesn't go away

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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Loving you is explicitly uncontrollable

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Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

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I wish all your expression were so transparent.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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Why can't I find the right words to express this mind breaking feeling.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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:Self love isn’t selfish:

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Bloodyrabbitt Apr 2020

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I’m scared that someone will fill up those solitude of mine, that emptiness.
I’m scared on what’s next.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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I wish I have the guts to ignore you,
just like how you’d muster to Ignore me.

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Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

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Under the possession of the endless blue.

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Bloodyrabbitt Jun 2019

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The Universe don't Define you, people do.

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Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019

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Please cant save everybody, so please Make an effort.
Save yourself from drowning

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Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2020

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Palangga-a nga uwat limitasyon.
Taw-e it kahayag sa dueom
Ibihi sa kalisod ag saeom,
Aeam-eami sa kanabaw kapin sa kadaeom
Maskin pilang halimtang do abuton ayaw it kahawag,
palangga-on ka higapon sa kahayag ag dueom.

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Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

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I know what feelings are, but forgotten the feeling of how it is felt.

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Bloodyrabbitt Apr 2019

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Would you want me to take you?
To be free of sadness and loneliness too?
You precious one. You forgotten how..
How lovely it is to be merry now.

Those dark dull eyes of yours,
How agonizing to gaze at my eyes with no remorse,

Nothing could be reflected at all.
Lifeless.. where you have locked up your soul.
Light will come and find you someday,

You won’t have to struggle to breathe everyday.
Don’t give up the journey called life.
Soon you’ll find the joy of being alive.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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I’d never love beyond my limits, And here you are dragging me out.

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Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019

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It was the silence that understood my heartbeat, and it has its own life racing like its the last minute.

For quite so long it felt like a ghost, scarry and unseen until love arrive,
Having
Moments likes this never felt the same, leap through time, and a sip of eternity made it longed for more,
Still
Hoping there would be an exquisite kind of love, without the possibility of shatter,

How it feels to be loved,
Felt it before, and forgotten how it feels.

Learned something more valuable that
Love is greater than words, and that is the reason silence is involved.

That not all poems needs to rhyme sometimes all it takes is you.

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Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019

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How would you tell your lost, when you already Mislay it all.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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I lied, not by mistake
I lied so you can be happy;

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Bloodyrabbitt Mar 2019

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Vices are just outlets,
Tears are regrets,
Silence is an answer,
Dying was an option,
Anxiety is the bullet,
Depression is the trigger,
Death was the antidote.

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Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

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My sadness was suddenly accompanied by pouring rain.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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Is it enough,
Just to love ?
Is it enough,
just live to fullest?
Is it enough?

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Bloodyrabbitt Jun 2019

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It doesn't mean that it matches it's gonna be Perfectly fit, sometimes it burns Bright.