Bloodyrabbitt: Poems

All shapes and sizes

Bloodyrabbitt Oct 2019

All shapes and sizes

Simply loving her cost me more, more Than i could ever fall.
Simply saying i love you,
I must let you go.

D’ untold

Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019

D’ untold

My heart hurts.
It hurts more today than yesterday..
Probably will hurt much more tomorrow.

Efforts

Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

Efforts

You’re close yet so far, I have a lot to Say
but guess the words don’t mean too much,

Live on

Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

Live on

Would you want me to take you?
To be free of sadness and loneliness too?
You precious one. You forgotten how..
How lovely it is to be merry now.

Not complete

Live on

Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

Live on

Light will come and find you someday,
You won’t have to struggle to breathe everyday.
Don’t give up the journey called life.
Soon you’ll find the joy of being alive.

3rd part

LIVE ON

Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

LIVE ON

Those dark dull eyes of yours,
How agonizing to gaze at my eyes with no remorse,
Nothing could be reflected at all.
Lifeless.. where you have locked up your soul.

2nd part

Madness in me.

Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019

Madness in me.

For a long time in my life,
    I have sought comfort in poems and songs.
To heal wounds and hide scars
     feel haven for just a brief moment
Be free of the agony and terror
      brought by a brute reality.

Cold and aching, I hid everything,
    thinking of fooling everybody with a mask so beutifully painted.
But the heart can only take too much...
So there I layed wasted, crumbling to dust.

Endured the raging trials of life, silently breaking.
Smiling so brighly to hide the aching;
I have felt solitude like no other;
I stayed and watched 'till my heart shattered.

Where do our hearts go, when our chest is too cold for it to be called its home? ,
Lost in this loneliness, I wandered alone...where do I find you?
I sought peace as if it was air.

Midnight thoughts

Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

Midnight thoughts

If can just fabricate my own thoughts, my own love, my own you. Maybe it will be more easier.

Reality switch

Bloodyrabbitt Sep 2019

Reality switch

She always has those killing smile.
With a terrible lying eyes.

She can be tough and rough, but too easy when it comes to love.

Her presence was like a safe haven,
A keeper,.
A savior,
So things won't further fall apart.

She cries and laugh,
to elude the sting and smile like nothings happening.

She lost so much,
But still willing to give more away

Understands that thorns supposed to protect her,
without any complaints on how she is Bruised Every time.

THE COST OF MY AMBITION

Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

THE COST OF MY AMBITION

How I wanted you so badly
How this pity words rush out to change your mind
How I longed having, be able to hug you once again?
Watching those rogue waves attack the shore how cruel of me thinking I’d grip you so tight
so right that I’ll never see you taken away by those currents
As much as I keep rushing to reach you enjoyed the salty environment that he fed you,
I waited and waited
For minutes,
For hours,
For days,
but all I had was silence and with the absence of your words I took it as an answer,

TO LOVE

Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

TO LOVE

Sweetie, a love where one gets hurt doesn’t exist

Unrequited

Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

Unrequited

"I wanted you to love me, but I don't think you will."
Oh! How have I longed to tell you these words still.
No matter how scared I am of the answer,
My overflowing feelings is the only thing that is clear.

Putting these emotions to words is so frightening,
But somehow I can't stop from smiling.
The happiness brought by our encounter,
Kept me praying for it to last forever.

I wanted to look into your eyes,
But my eyes were filled with cowardice.
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me,
And live the rest of my life sad and lonely.

So that day, I kept loving you without getting hurt.
Because I knew, my feelings won't ever be returned.

unrequited response

Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

unrequited response

I contained all my reasons, hope, and expectations
in my third layered mask.
So no one will see and interfere,
and as all my wishes turned into ash.

Unstable

Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

Unstable

I was trapped in that nightmare again, my nightmare didn’t happen just once.

UNSURE

Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019

UNSURE

It’s not just an ache that is curable by medicine.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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Days like this still knocks me of my feet.

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Bloodyrabbitt May 2020

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Seeing unpredictable smile, simply every seconds crash with no bounds

even those same songs with the same old rhymes felt new.

How could that September feelings growed to October love,

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Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019

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It was the silence that understood my heartbeat, and it has its own life racing like its the last minute.

For quite so long it felt like a ghost, scarry and unseen until love arrive,
Having
Moments likes this never felt the same, leap through time, and a sip of eternity made it longed for more,
Still
Hoping there would be an exquisite kind of love, without the possibility of shatter,

How it feels to be loved,
Felt it before, and forgotten how it feels.

Learned something more valuable that
Love is greater than words, and that is the reason silence is involved.

That not all poems needs to rhyme sometimes all it takes is you.

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Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019

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comfort in poems and songs.
To heal wounds and hide scars
feel haven for just a brief moment.

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Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

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It was just a best song to remember you:

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Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

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I wish all your expression were so transparent.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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An, the sadness of loss aches again;

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Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2019

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DYING EMBERS

feeling's I knew started to come true,
in every dark corners it brews,

Screaming but the words can't make it through.

A kind of torture where you
chained the truth to create something new,

To create a contract where the night will only knew,

Where tears fall to admit it's deep sheer suffering.

May be its the smile,
The maybe's or the joke.

It's getting heavy,
It starts to Conquer me.

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Bloodyrabbitt Sep 2019

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The more I find personal space
The more I am consumed by loneliness

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Bloodyrabbitt Jun 2019

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I told myself that i will be strong and laugh at silly problems but i cant hold on forever, I just feel like everythings falling apart and I myself is the only one keeping it whole.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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:Self love isn’t selfish:

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Bloodyrabbitt May 2020

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Remembering you is easy,
I do it all the time.
But
Missing you is the heartache that never goes away.

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Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019

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When you love someone, you also give them the power to hurt you.

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Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

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My knees are trembling,
My mind going Insane,
And
My is breaking.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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As I open my eyes everything was new,
As I start to hear;
things so unusual from the silence I knew
Each step lead to countless try’s,
to call the person.
I really know who carried me till I grew,
Further efforts made a breakthrough;
I can laugh, walk and even scream like a fool...
Till now she’s always there,
She always understands;
She always forgives;
She always protects me;
Even though I’m strong enough to stand on my own.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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Loving you is explicitly uncontrollable

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Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

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My sadness was suddenly accompanied by pouring rain.

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Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019

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She's hurt and she cries
But you cant see the depression in her eyes
Because she simply smiles.

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Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019

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One day this pain will make sense to you.

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Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2020

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It’s not about always taking the risk, it’s about how both parties endure it.

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Bloodyrabbitt Mar 2019

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Part of living is giving yet deceived more often,

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Bloodyrabbitt May 2019

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It’s not about always taking the risk, it’s about how both parties endure it.

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Bloodyrabbitt Sep 2019

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Lonely leaf,
Swings the pain away.
Dancing with the wind and rain.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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I just smile, and the silence was the answer when you left.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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What if I never fall in love again, remember you are the suspect in this misery,

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Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018

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Pain can be addicting, even when it’s gone sometimes you miss it.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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I thought the pain was no more, but seeing you made me unsure.

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Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019

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Sweetie, a love where no one gets hurt doesn’t exists.

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Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018

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Never gained a lot,
Never had plenty of luck,
What we wish never comes back..
Oh how I longed for that.

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Bloodyrabbitt Apr 2019

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Would you want me to take you?
To be free of sadness and loneliness too?
You precious one. You forgotten how..
How lovely it is to be merry now.

Those dark dull eyes of yours,
How agonizing to gaze at my eyes with no remorse,

Nothing could be reflected at all.
Lifeless.. where you have locked up your soul.
Light will come and find you someday,

You won’t have to struggle to breathe everyday.
Don’t give up the journey called life.
Soon you’ll find the joy of being alive.

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Bloodyrabbitt Jun 2019

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When you notice that you always smile even Though it's too much
When you always say I'm fine when it's breaking,
When you say sorry even Though it still Aches,
When you deny your real self to someones help
When you convert all the frustrations to Madness, So, they won't notice it affects you more,
When you burst into tears just to feel normal when you drink too much with your friends make them think you're too strong to handle all the liquor but deep inside you drink to Mend all the Heartaches and pain.

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Bloodyrabbitt Aug 2019

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It was a Graveyard of stars dark yet tragically beautiful,
the moon fits with her smile,

She's like the moon,
doesn't have a light that steals the night that glows for years,
but not everyone sees it.

That she shoot for every moon and would always land on a stars;

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Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019

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Must we always have to end and say goodbye

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Bloodyrabbitt Jul 2019

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**** me at my sleep, Sit with me at my wake and forget me at my grave.

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Bloodyrabbitt Jan 2019

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Tears only leave my eyes dry and hurt me.