My heart hurts.
It hurts more today than yesterday..
Probably will hurt much more tomorrow.

For a long time in my life,
    I have sought comfort in poems and songs.
To heal wounds and hide scars
     feel haven for just a brief moment
Be free of the agony and terror
      brought by a brute reality.

Cold and aching, I hid everything,
    thinking of fooling everybody with a mask so beutifully painted.
But the heart can only take too much...
So there I layed wasted, crumbling to dust.

Endured the raging trials of life, silently breaking.
Smiling so brighly to hide the aching;
I have felt solitude like no other;
I stayed and watched 'till my heart shattered.

Where do our hearts go, when our chest is too cold for it to be called its home? ,
Lost in this loneliness, I wandered alone...where do I find you?
I sought peace as if it was air.

Never gained a lot,
Never had plenty of luck,
What  we wish never comes back..
Oh  how I longed for that.

Simply loving her cost me more,
more than I could ever fall.
Simply saying i love you
I must let you go,

How would you tell your lost, when you already Mislay it all.

I know the grief of loneliness,
Of how dreadful is sadness,
But all is well.

A game with no rules bound
A game that you will play for free
A game that you gamble with your heart
A game that you will fall apart