drip drip

I watch the water droplets

drizzle down my shower door


drip drip

the tears are coming out

I can't keep them back anymore

Dark, darker, darkest.

I rate the  shadows on the wall.

They can't touch you if you ignore them .

But it's hard to ignore them all...

Cause they get inside your *******
head!

And. .Then. They. Start. To. Talk.

Loud, louder,loudest.

I rate the voices in my head

and now I've lost

cause they have my undivided attention.

Im stuck in a maze

don't know wtich way

looking for answers

God testing my faith

my feelings keep switching wave after

wave


now I'm  drowning and and I cant be saved

because nothing's seems take it away

no matter how many lines off how many trays

no matter how many white pills and hazy Sundays

the morning after I still feel the same every       *******       time

nothing will change

these walls
                 will

                        stay the very same

in these never ending maze


where I have lost my way...