Unbreakable
Fascinating. But not lovable
I am cracked. And chipped
From my beginning to my end
Flawed on the inside and buffered just enough on the outside that you only see my imperfections if you look closely enough
I am broken
Shattered from the inside and missing pieces that couldn’t simply be put back together even with your strongest glue
I have a fire so intense I melt everything I come into contact with
And somehow I’m still soft
Not soft like cotton candy and rainbows
It’s a subtle soft
Something like a hot cup of tea on a cold day by the fire
All encompassing and soul wrapping
Layering you with warmth until you just don’t notice the cold anymore
I am scared
In the depths of my soul there’s a turbulence that I can’t seem to escape
My demons grapple with the darkness to see who will rise in victory
Bubbling under my surface in ways that torture me into silence
Never to be brought to light
I am love
I seep into every nook and cranny in your body and I invade your senses until I’m all you see, all you think, all you feel
I envelope with you with everything that is me
Seeping into your bones until you lose all coherent thought
And all you’re left with is a whisper of my existence burned forever into your memory
I am enchanting
The puzzle that always has a piece missing
Leaving you dazzled and confused all at once because you can never quite figure me out