6:30- wake up
7:00- get dressed
7:23- think about breakfast, decide against it
7:30- leave for school
8:00 to 12:00- fake happy
12:00 to 1:07- procrastinate getting lunch
3:25- walking home
4:00- mental breakdown over homework
5:37- take a shower hoping to calm you down
6:05- sister yells at you for reminding her of something
6:06 to 7:09- remind yourself how bad of a person you are
7:23- check e-mail
7:49- reading/online
7:54- get told how lazy you are
7:59- check e-mail
8:02- stress over not finished homework
8:42- stress over test in two weeks
8:47- check e-mail
9:00- walk the dogs
9:00 to 9:46- cry about how much you bother everyone
9:47- walk in the house like nothing is wrong
9:55- remember you never ate
10:00- text best friend
11:12- fall asleep

Next morning: repeat

What would you do
If the world around us suddenly disappeared
Would you hold me close?
Would you tell the truth?
Or would you keep living your lie?

All we know,
Is how to long for a touch
That is no longer ours
and in silence,
Watching the fire grow bright.

You watch the world around you
Slowly fall apart
Holding onto nothing
In fear it will shatter at your touch

You live, you love, you laugh, you cry
But the pain seems to ride out them all

And now the world has disappeared
Because I have chosen to die