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Tsukii Nov 2018
With so much sadness in my eyes
My lips doesn't want to utter goodbyes
But I cannot tell myself any lies.
My heart cannot carry your memories anymore
These ears does not want to hear your voice,
It's making me fall harder than ever before.
My soul is tired from screaming your name
But you never heard it
So I'm afraid to do it again.
I'll erase all the made-up fantasies I made
This stocked ideas, I will let it all fade
This is me walking away from you
Because I need to save myself too.
This is me letting you go
I am closing my feelings
I will never let it show.
Tsukii Nov 2018
What if I tell you I love you,
Would you ever love me back?
What if I tell you I love you,
Then this would be an unrequited love.
If I smile and you will be my reason,
Will you accept to be my only salvation?
If I stand before you and ask you to be mine,
Will you answer back and tell that it is fine?
What if I give you my heart?
Will you give yours too?
What if I give you my heart?
Please take care of it, please do.
Tsukii Nov 2018
The puppet looked up at the breaking world
The broken shards it was trying to hold
The glass reflected the happiness that was before
But the smiles were hurting the puppet so much more.

The voice echoed as the shadow muttered
The words from within, feelings that were shattered
Gripped with despair, loneliness and fear
Those phrases, the puppet will forever hear.

The story of the two slowly fading
As time passed by the memories slowly ceasing
Hearts trying to find what was lost in the past
Remembering everything while the feelings still last.

In the world steadily collapsing,
You can hear the troubled sighs. 
In the world gradually decaying, 
Tears filled the puppet's eyes. 
In the world slowly breaking, 
All the sounds were composed of lies. 
In the world slowly crumbling
Everything turned into goodbyes.
Tsukii Oct 2018
How much prayer should I do, so You can take this away from me?
How much faith should I give, so in this pain, You can set me free?
How many times do I have to fake a smile, so no one can see,
That my soul is dying, my heart is aching, but my demons do not want to let me be.

How many verses should I read, so I can fill this void inside?
How many masks should I wear, so this emptiness I can hide.
How much longer should I hold, until when? Until when?
Why do I have to go through this, over and over again?

My God, please heed my words, listen to the whispers of my heart
Pull me out of this darkness, save me I’m falling apart.
I want to feel whole again, but I don’t know where to start.
Oh God, please help me, I am one of your broken art.

I’m desperate.
I’m broken.
I’m a mess.
I’m weak.
I’m surrendering this to You.

— The End —