think about him all the time
obsess, mull, chew on
think about how he loved her more
about how he was never happy with you
about how he used you
see other people being happy
wish for the same feeling
know that you won't ever be that way
god never gave you the ability
long for that bliss
eat alone, sleep alone, be alone
loneliness was never optional
make it your home
your bed, your living room
make it your kitchen floor with cold tiles and ***** socks
think about him again
and again and again and again
think about him leaving
and think about him loving her instead
and think about his smile with the dimple on the left side
think about what it was like to be happy
and don't go back